Dear Husband
Past

"I...how can I leave you if my life has been centered on you, Mr Fernando?" Nando looked at him with a puff and turned his gaze back to the balcony door that was still open. The wind blows their bodies. Chilling.

Sofia moved to close the door and then approached Nando who was still leaning on the sofa. Now the cold man looked straight ahead regardless of Sofia who stood straight while holding both hands beside him.

"Sir..."

"I'm not your master Sofia." cut Nando cold. His hand gripped the handle of the chair firmly until blood seeped again from his wound, piercing through the gauze that wrapped him.

"Sorry." Sofia's great-grandchild again. He knew Nando was very angry with him. For what reason and which, he did not know for sure.

"At that time you were just a country girl in modest clothes who was confronted by me for passing the highest grade academic test. There's nothing special about you before you answer one of my questions."

"about two priorities in my life?" sofia replied with a laugh considering the events of many years ago when Edwardo sat in front of him accompanied by several lecturers, deans and university rectors. The man asked the question to the three chosen people who received donations from him.

Two men from the economics faculty answered almost equally. Their career and success. A very satisfying answer for a scholarship provider. They have nothing to lose by getting prospective employees like them. Smart and responsible. But when Edwardo looked away and looked deeply at himself, to ask the same question... Sofia replied that her top priority was family and humanity.

"Family for me is the best home to go home to when I'm sad or happy while humanity is the way I devote my life and humanize people" he said briefly as the dean asked what the reason was.

" What about your husband when you get married?" follow Nando when the question and answer session will end. Sofia turned her head, glancing at her two colleagues who also looked confused because only Sofia got such a question. Furthermore, Sofia just needs to organize her heart and think positively about the question. Of course because she's the only woman there. It's only natural that the donor asked that.

"Suami for me is the top priority among all things because a woman's paradise depends on her husband's riddho."

"Even leaving your career?"

"yes." replied Sofia firmly making the donor look at her more intensely and then say goodbye.

Sofia took a deep breath. Those memories he could still remember clearly.

"I know that marriage is not of your will, Doctor. Then now I will not force you to stay by my side. Think about your decision, give your answer and meet me at dinner table tomorrow morning." Nando muttered that she had passed Sofia to the door of the room and left her alone to her study.

Sofia was sitting limp on the floor with a thick carpet. Heart's churning. It all happened so suddenly. It flashed in his mind about the services of an Edwardo who turned out to be Fernando. Without the man's services and help, he wouldn't be a doctor. His siblings and parents may also continue to experience difficulties until now. True Bella said.it is not difficult to love a Fernando who is not only handsome, but also his heart. But really....Sofia is afraid of falling in love and heartaches like a back that misses the moon.

Staring at him, the young woman only realized that she had not had time to shower and change clothes from earlier. She rushed to the bathroom and dressed in a nightgown. A moment later, his mind returned.

It was almost midnight when the doctor awoke from his daydreams and heavy thoughts. Repeatedly she paced back and forth indistinctly, rubbing her face rough until she decided to leave the room, heading downstairs.

.......tok..mdoc...tok ....

Not long after that door opened. Fernando came up from behind the door with wet hair.

"I'm.I'm....."

"May I.enter?"

"Tomorrow. I'm tired." There was a tinge of disappointment on Sofia's face. But his heart always told me to keep going and keep going.

"Then let's go to bed to the room." This is the second time he's picked up the husband to sleep in their room on the top floor.

"I'll sleep here." Sofia's strong hand was blocking Nando who wanted to close the door. Slightly pushy, the young lady pushed strongly on Nando's body then went inside.

"Stop Sofia. I don't like anybody getting into my bedroom in this room without my permission!" nando shouted loudly, but unheeded by sofia who went straight to the bed and laid her body there.

"Down!" snapped Nando rough.

"I don't want to!" reply Sofia no less hard to make Nando inflamed. He pulls Sofia's left leg rough to get out of that queen-size bed.

"Let go!" shouted Sofia. His legs kicked in resistance, but could be caught easily by Nando who immediately slammed him into the floor without feeling. It would seem that the man was very angry.

"You're too much mas!" sofia joked, stroking her waist which felt very sick from the fall earlier.

" Never go up to my bed Sofia. Because this bed has never been occupied by a woman!" sarcas Nando while glaring his eyes fiercely.

"I'm your wife and I deserve to sleep here." Sofia answered heavy ngeyel as she reached back to bed. Wanna go back to sleep there.

"Hope Sofia!!" nando's snapping leaves Sofia frozen. His hand was weakened. Lay on his feet, facing right at Fernando.

"Who are you to dare to fight me. You only live on my mercy. Don't act like you're a queen!" jolt Nando hard.

"I'm sorry" he said briefly. There was pain in the corner of his heart hearing Nando's words.

"I should have known if I wasn't needed here" he said later.

"Go back to your room and go to sleep!" There's no answer. Sofia tightly shuts her mouth and walks slowly, like holding a heavy weight inside her and leaving from there. Footsteps lead him to the garden next to the house. There.the doctor sat on a long bench beside the round lamp that illuminated the garden. Mused. She took every word that came from her husband's lips.

"Good night, madam...It's midnight, why are you still out? it's about to rain mistress." said a bodyguard who happened to notice the young mistress from earlier. Cloudy does look very dense covering the moon and clusters of stars in the sky there. Lightning flashes also split the night several times.

"Leave me sir. Don't bother me." Sofia replied blankly.

" But it's gonna rain soon, madam."

"Let me alone sir." continued. The guard could only nod respectfully and leave the mistress who was a fraction of a minute later drenched under the torrential rain that soaked the earth.