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Two years ago...

@ShanghaiChina

"I don't want to promise you much, I just want you to know I'm always here"

"What does this mean, are you expressing your feelings?"

"It can be said like that, I might be difficult to ask you to be my lover our life is too complicated too much interference of others, I just want us to live it together"

"Your words are very stiff" the girl protested.

The man just smiled and chose to crouch down in front of the woman he grabbed the girl's right hand.

"I can't say romantic words like everyone else. I'm too bad for something like that" looks like he took something out of his pants pocket and pulled out a ring with a rather large size.

The girl looked down as the man put the ring together.

"I just want to put it on as a symbol after this you can take it off because it's too big for your finger" said the man.

"Why do you give it to me ? aishh"

"This is my first award ring as best actor, I want you to have it even if we don't know what I want you to have"

"Isn't this valuable to you?"

The man nodded confirming the girl's question.

"Why should you give it to me.?"

"I told you I want you to have it, because you're good for me Kim Jiwon"

Back the girl was made speechless because of the man's words. He saw the man now grab his hand back and slightly bowed then put the back of the hand held with both hands and then put his own forehead.

"With all my seriousness, Wo Aini" he said and straightened his body after a while.

"If a meeting makes you happy,

Then by then you should be ready for farewell."

...***...

Kim Jiwon walked around with occasional wiping of sweat. Early this morning he had prepared his breakfast before returning to Korea, currently in Chanyeol's private apartment in Shanghai.

Don't ask what their relationship is like now because nothing has changed with it until now.

Until he realized someone was watching him, he stood leaning against the kitchen door. Jiwon turned her head to look at Chanyeol the man.

"Wae ? Admiring me?" Jiwon asked as she folded her hands together on her chest and leaned on the kitchen set after previously turning off the stove because the kimchi fried rice was ripe.

Chanyeol simply smiled and approached the girl, "Are you always flirting like this?" He asked while locking the girl's movements.

"I never teased you"

"Blank egg"

"Geek..." The girl held her breath as the man brought her face closer and left only a few inches.

"Kim Jiwon" called Chanyeol without changing her position.

"Em" Jiwon tried hard not to move even a little would be dangerous if she made the slightest movement at this time.

"You..." Chanyeol held back her sentence as her eyes stared at something that had lately become her candlestick while smiling obliquely.

"You.." he said again and looked at Jiwon who he had made sure was nervous now because they were that close.

"You haven't had a shower yet?" It made the girl's cheeks flushed and immediately pushed Chanyeol away.

"Yakkk. aishh" almost wants the girl to curse while Chanyeol laughs while holding his stomach for getting a prank on the girl.

"Stop !" jiwon exclaimed as Chanyeol was still laughing tumbling around looking at the girl's expression which she thought was adorable.

"Yakk Park Chanyeol" shouted Jiwon who was getting upset because Chanyeol still did not stop laughing at him.

Chanyeol's laughter eased as the girl now folded her hands to her chest indicating she was not joking.

"Geureu maianhamda.. chagi" Chanyeol said with a smile.

"You want to get hit ?" Jiwon asked expressionlessly.

Chanyeol chuckled and aligned her face with the girl again.

"You're adorable" he said, then made Jiwon's cheeks turn red again.

"Don't be like this" the girl tried to shift her face too close to Chanyeol's.

"Wae ? Does this make you nervous ?" Chanyeol locked his movements back in.

"Aishh, let's have breakfast instead of you wanting to go back to Korea soon?" Jiwon said while pushing the man's chest but the man kept his position.

"Chan" Jiwon protests because the man doesn't want to move things around.

"A moment, don't you miss me?"

Aishh, since when did the man become like this.

"Don't brag even all day yesterday we were together, get away I'll prepare breakfast" Jiwon's encouragement was only in vain when Chanyeol was not wanting to be denied.

"Why did he do it?" Ask Chanyeol suddenly.

"Mwo ?" Jiwon frowned as she did not understand the direction of Chanyeol's question.

"Why did he do it ? Why'd he kiss you?"

Yes, Jiwon understood now the direction of the man's conversation.

"Why not ask from yesterday ? You must have been very curious about this from yesterday, right ?" Ask Jiwon back.

Chanyeol only bellowed at hearing Jiwon's back questions.

"Chanyeol - ahh, look at me !" The girl's exclaim made Chanyeol look back at her.

"Why do you think he kissed me?"

Chanyeol frowned hearing that.

It's not true.

Seen Jiwon smilingly looking at Chanyeol's confused expression, "He never kissed me"

"You think I'll believe it?"

"So you don't trust me?"

Chanyeol exhaled, "I saw you cuddling in front of my eyes then before you couldn't possibly not.. Aishh this sucks" he ruffled his hair in frustration and chose to leave Jiwon in the kitchen.

While Jiwon shook her head looking at Chanyeol's random attitude. He chose to finish his work first and then just explain this misunderstanding.

Yesterday was better, but why today he just brought this one up.

Basic Chanyeol.

Sometimes his brain goes on for too long.

(Flashback on)

"Don't be angry" he said to the man who now faces the front more precisely next to him.

"It's just a misunderstanding, Li Xian and I are not at all what you see and we have no other relationship than friendship"

Chanyeol still did not budge to respond to Jiwon's remarks.

Seen Jiwon airing her breath she must be extra patient now.

"Chan, mihanhamda jeongmal mianhamda I don't want our relationship to be like this, and I want to be selfish now I don't want you to give up so I want you to always fight for me because I'm going to do the same" this time Chanyeol looked at Jiwon.

Both of them dissolved into a deep gaze, a gaze of longing.

Yes, whatever anger Chanyeol will never be able to ignore Jiwon just like that. The girl seemed to have her own charms so it was difficult for her not to pay attention to him.

She held the girl's body in her arms. The fragrance of wine now burst into her nose from Jiwon's hair. And that is the scent that has always been her favorite lately.

Intoxicating.

(Flashback off)

Jiwon enters Chanyeol's room looking for the man's whereabouts to take her to breakfast.

"Chan let's have breakfast" he shouted because the man was invisible to his nose he thought the man was in the bathroom.

But there was no sound of splashing water from the bathroom he turned a little towards the balcony of the apartment. He could see the man he was looking for was there.

He looked so cool with a black white striped shirt and black knee-length shorts and not to forget one of his hands was in his pants pocket while the other hand was holding the balcony guardrail he was standing behind.

Why did I realize he was cool.

The corner of Jiwon's lips lifted and approached the man and stood on his right side making Chanyeolpun turn towards him. To be honest he was still curious about Jiwon's explanation just a moment ago.

"You haven't had a shower yet ?" Ask Jiwon.

Jiwon sneered and glanced at Chanyeol at a glance, "Why do you always take care of me bathing or not, this is my own body and I can manage it as I please"

Chanyeol just put on his smirk and hugging the girl from behind was always his favorite position. Before and after they expressed their feelings to each other, hugging the girl from behind is a habit when one of them is not okay but today it feels like Chanyeol just wants to do it because he misses the girl.

Ahh, can he call that girl his girl now.?

But instead of her having the same feelings as him, even they had already kissed twice.

Can he now call them dating ?

"You miss me?" Jiwon's question got Chanyeol dispelling those questions.

"I've said it many times" Chanyeol replied as she placed her head on Jiwon's shoulder.

Jiwon's height is only limited to his shoulders but he is quite comfortable with such a position.

Jiwon smiled at Chanyeol's reply, "You still want me to explain yesterday?" Jiwon asked as she held Chanyeol's hand in her stomach.

Chanyeol nodded on the girl's shoulder while glancing at Jiwon's expression which was now airing her breath.

"But I won't force you" Chanyeol said later.

"Stay you need to know"

Chanyeol smiled without changing her position "Then I will listen to her"

Jiwon sighed and then exhaled.

"When it was almost all day he was in a coma, honestly, Chan, I panicked, I was really worried about his condition at the time, besides that I was the last person close to him I was afraid that the cause of the accident was me. I was afraid that Li Xian had an accident because of his troubled mind after returning from Korea. I feel guilty about it" Jiwon's breath looks up and down.

Chanyeol rubbed the girl's arm giving strength.

"But thank goodness by evening Li Xian's condition had improved and by midnight he had regained consciousness, and I was truly relieved. But that morning I think I made a mistake..." Jiwon paused her words a little.

"She asked me to go back to Korea immediately, I agreed to it but later after she was allowed to go home unfortunately she insisted on wanting me to return to Korea that very day, and as a last meeting he said he wanted to hug me one last time I also fulfilled his request and that you should know there was nothing special before or after" Jiwon lowered her head while Chanyeol tightened her arms at the girl as if she did not want to let go of her.

"Mianhae -yo" Chanyeol said in a deep voice.

"Now nothing's bothering you, is it?" Ask Jiwon.

The man shook his head without loosening his embrace. While Jiwon smiled in that embrace I don't know that Chanyeol's embrace can always make her comfortable.

Is it because they have been close for a long time?

Or did he really like that guy for a long time?

I don't know...

"Ji, are you going to be bothered with this relationship?" Ask Chanyeol suddenly.

"What do you mean ? I don't understand" Jiwon's still in her position.

"We know that we work in entertainment and connect with people, fans, paparazzi and the media, and we always never run out of news to pry into our personal lives. And you also know the latest news that recently concerns me, but for whatever reason I never had a relationship with him"

Jiwon let go of Chanyeol's embrace and turned around making them face to face.

"I don't want to take you and our relationship to the media, it's nothing I just don't want to take you to be targeted by fanatics and fans who may not like our relationship, I really don't want them to hurt you"

"I see, you're an idol who has a lot of fans" Jiwon said as she folded her arms around her chest.

"You're not jealous, are you?"

Jiwon seemed to think, "Aren't you the one who's jealous?"

"Aishh, how not to be jealous is obviously my lover cuddling with the other guy behind me you should be thinking about how I feel when you're about to do it"

"When did I tell you I was your girlfriend?"

Chanyeol frowned, "So right? "

Jiwon shook her head, "You never asked me to be your lover"

"Do I need to say it? Even we've twice berc. emm..eemmm" Chanyeol's speech was cut because Jiwon had already smothered her mouth.

He pulled Jiwon's hand from her mouth.

"It hurt me, aishh" Chanyeol said, holding Jiwon's hands.

"Don't say much ! I'll take a shower after that we'll have breakfast and get ready, if you don't want to miss your flight" Jiwon said, letting go of the man's hand and passing.

"You don't want company?" Chanyeol somewhat shouted as she looked at Jiwon who was walking out of her room.

"Big No" said Jiwon.

"Not that we should take a bath together" Chanyeol shouted again.

"IN YOUR DREAM" Sahut Jiwon was firm which made Chanyeol laugh anxiously listening to Jiwon's annoyed voice.

He had repeatedly smiled to himself because of the girl's behavior.

Is falling in love really this happy?

It felt like he could forget his problem just from seeing the girl's laughter.

Did the girl implant the pellets on him yet.?

Aishh.

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