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BREAK UP

...Never thought this would happen, and never thought he would experience it. When you're sure of what you believe, when it all feels so close to what you want to achieve all of a sudden it's all just like flying....

...I'm specialising this for those of you who have someone so precious, believe me appreciate all that. Don't let when you lose it, you just regret it just because of selfishness....

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Chanyeol POVs

I didn't take my eyes off when I saw that he had just come and approached me. As usual, he was so happy when he met me. But it doesn't seem like it's going to last long because maybe I'm the one who's going to erase that beautiful smile.

I finally realized the meaning of this sentence.

"The one who can make you laugh out loud is the one who has a great chance of making you cry."

And today I really did.

"Let's split up." It was like a sentence I never expected to come out of my mouth.

But today I really told him. And he looked at me in disbelief I'm sure he was shocked and in disbelief but the truth is that's what I want to do now.

"Chan, what are you saying ?" Jiwon's question didn't understand.

"I understand now." I couldn't look down at him.

...

"What do you mean, why are you suddenly saying something like this ?" He's getting impatient because I still don't give him answers....

"I see now, why do you always ask for the time when I ask you to get married."

He was silent in reaction still waiting for me to continue what I was going to tell him.

"And today, I'm going to make a decision that I hope you can be happy with the choice I made. Let's end up."

It was like lightning striking when I said it. My whole life I never wanted to make a decision like this. How can I let go of my happiness that will surely break my own heart. But the truth is that's what I have to do now.

After I said that I saw him speechless, not even responding to my words. I'm sure he still doesn't believe that I'm going to say that.

"Mianhamda, it shouldn't have been like this from the start." My next.

"You kidding me?" He doesn't seem to believe what I just said.

"I'm seriously Jiwon-iie, and I hope you're happy after this."

"I really don't understand, Chan? Why did you suddenly ask for a break up after a few days ago you wanted us to get married next month. Did I have anything wrong with you?"

I smiled faintly I'm sure he must be confused with me but let it be like that.

"Are you dumping me now?" Her flash.

"May you be happy." I let go of her hand and it passed.

I could hear him calling my name but I chose to pop my ear and leave.

I'm sorry Jiwon - iie.

I'm sure this is the best.

And let it be for a moment like this.

I looked around for a moment before entering my car and saw that I was still silent at the place where I was getting hurt.

But...

Ahh this won't be long.

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Jiwon still hasn't left the cafe after Chanyeol's departure. It seemed like his world was collapsing just like that hearing every sentence that the man had just spoken to him. Even he could not believe this fact - the man could have asked them to end their relationship after the other day he proposed to her. Even he himself did not know where his mistake lay, he was not even given a chance to ask that.

Does the man still not believe it, still doubt his love ?

He knew he wasn't a good person at expressing feelings of love but did Chanyeol still not memorize about it, instead they had been together for a long time?

She repeatedly airs her breath, her eyes heating up how she can resist crying this time. Honestly, deep down he regretted why he did not immediately accept the man's proposal. But now the rice had already become porridge, if in reality the man had finally completely severed their relationship.

He chose to go home. At least that place could make him comfortable to vent his sadness.

Jiwon drove her car to her house. He really wanted to go to his room right now. As soon as he arrived at the courtyard of his house he immediately got out of the car and went straight to the main door of his house.

Yet...

"Sikk."

His eyes were wide at what was inside his house. His right hand shut his mouth in disbelief. His heart was beating twice. And the tears that he had been holding back were now just flowing in his smooth cheeks.

He really can't believe this reality right now.

What's with today why reality is playing tricks on him.

What does God mean about all this?