Deep

Deep
Baikans


Kyungsoo repeatedly called Chanyeol but was not picked up at all.


"Where the boy went, why hasn't he come home so late" he murmured as he kept calling Chanyeol.


Jiwon and Sehun were still sitting on the sofa, Jiwon looked calm but deep in her heart was really not that calm.


"...But if my feelings are enough to interfere with your comfort, I'll go"


He shook slowly. The sentence always turned around in his head, after this morning the man just left with Rose.


Is he really angry ?


"Jiwon-iie, try to call her when she wants to pick up if it's you, I'll try to call the manager" Kyungsoo said.


Jiwon nodded and stood up and went out to the back garden.


Twice the phone was connected but Chanyeol didn't pick it up. This was not his habit of ignoring Jiwon's calls. Seen Jiwon increasingly riled up his mind was really confused to think of Chanyeol who somehow while the clock was showing at 10 pm.


"Jiwon-iie" call Sehun who is standing on the doorstep.


"He didn't lift?" Ask


Jiwon shook her head weakly and sat down on the chair facing the garden. He broke his face rough.


"Are you guys fighting ?" Sehun asked who was now sitting next to Jiwon.


Jiwon just kept quiet she herself didn't know what they had to fight about.


"I heard it that morning when Seo Joon Sunbae came to the villa" Sehun said, leading Jiwon to look at him in disbelief.


"I didn't mean to eavesdrop, but..."


"I hope you're not angry with Chanyeol hyung,"


Jiwon waited for what Sehun would say.


"I don't blame Chanyeol hyung if he likes you, because it's so hard for men and women to be friends for so long without one of them having more feelings of friendship"


Jiwon bit her lower lip.


"I don't mean to interfere with your problems, but I just want you to ask this with your own heart, are you ready if Chanyeol hyung is with another woman? What is certain after that you will have a distance as a friend and are you ready if you lose your wonderful friendship just because of that problem"


Jiwon was still silent even this time she found no answer to Sehun's question.


Is he ready ?


Ahh, it's true that Chanyeol has never been close to any woman other than Jiwon. He was always there for her when she needed him.


There is a near but that is only limited to coworkers or dance partners in the agency.


But, for lovers as far as he knew Chanyeol the man indeed never confirmed he had a lover.


In the media, he was often reported close to several girls but never once did he or the agency confirm the truth of the news.


As the last news of his date with Rose Blackpink that even this morning blatantly Chanyeol told him if they did not have any relationship.


Are you ready to lose your beautiful friendship?


Arhh, why should he think about that?


"Jiwon-iie are you okay? Did what I said offend you?" Sehun asked those thoughts


"Ah ani, maybe I'm a little tired Sehun-ahh"


"Ahh geureu, rest I think it's already night, maybe Chanyeol hyung has a sudden business to not have time to tell us" said Sehun.


Jiwong nodded "You also rest, then I leave" said Jiwon then passed after one nod.


...●●●...


"Oppa, stop you've had too much to drink" said Rose, who is currently accompanying Chanyeol at the bar.


Yes, they had indeed gone to the tourist attractions proposed by Rose but did not last long because the mood of Chanyeol is not good. The man repeatedly just daydreamed and did not listen to what he said.


And this is where they're sitting in one of the vip bar chairs. Nearly five glasses of Chanyeol have been drunk. And his head started to grow.


When he finished the sixth glass his eyes closed tightly. Jiwon's disappointed look filled her brain again. When the girl blatantly asked him to open his heart to Rose.


Why should I hurt this.


He was about to raise his glass again but a hand held him back.


"Please stop oppa, I don't know what your problem is but if it's about a scandal about you I hope you don't solve it like this"


Ah yes, that fucking scandal.


He did not even think about it because basically he did not want to take a headache about it.


The scandal that recently cornered his name with a woman who knows who it is, with all his lies exposed to the public in cyberspace about his affair with many women. He was linked to his date with Rose.


Ah, where is that baseless fake news source. If he had to think about it, he would only be dizzy on his own. Moreover, Korean netizens who really seem to be an omnipresent god only make their own speculation about what they see on social media. Honestly, sometimes he is tired of being in such a world, as if he had to sell privacy about his privacy life.


"Oppa it's late, let me take you home, so you can rest" Rose said.


Chanyeol felt his head getting dizzy, maybe he was half conscious now because of the influence of the wine. He supported his head with his left hand while his eyes were still closed. Jiwon's shadow doesn't seem to disappear from her brain. The girl was crying. Yes, and that's why.


You're a fool, Park Chanyeol.


"Jiwon - ahh maianhamda" he said, which made Rose lose her voice.


So he thought of Jiwon.


Her chest was so claustrophobic looking at Chanyeol who was so messed up like this. The man who is usually so fun and full of humor the spreader of happiness is now so chaotic and...


Depressing.


Why should he see her like this, and even more painful when the man was with her he muttered the name of another woman. Does he have to realize now if the man he so admired, ah aniya, it seems he has started to like it now, he said, indeed consider him nothing more than a co-worker and now the fact may be that the man already loves another girl.


He squeezed Chanyeol's shoulder down. The man's attention turned to him.


"So Jiwon eonni.."


Rose gulped her saliva hard "the one you like?


Chanyeol looked at my dear Rose, without saying anything.


Rose smiled wryly "Have I called Sehun so he could pick you up I can't possibly take you like this" she said, reaching for the phone in her bag and looking for Sehun's contact.


It wasn't long for Sehun and Kyungsoo to come.


"Rose - ahh, what happened? Why is he like this? Tanya Sehun who immediately greeted Chanyeol who staggered.


"He's drinking too much, and I think he's in trouble, you guys please take him I have to go back to my villa now"


"You're not with us?" Ask Kyungsoo


Rose shook her head, "My manager is going to pick me up. He's on his way, besides where we're going"


"Alright, be careful" said Sehun, who was taken by Rose.


...●●●...


Four times Chanyeol vomited his stomach. His head was so dizzy, and his stomach was like being stirred. His consciousness has not fully recovered.


Jiwon looked at Chanyeol nanar, as the man repeatedly went back and forth to the sink with Sehun and Kyungsoo.


After Chanyeol lay on his bed he just approached.


"You rest, let me take care of him." Jiwon exclaimed at Kyungsoo and Sehun.


"I'm so sleepy" muttered Sehun while massaging his shoulders.


"Hem, that kid really he should realize he's not a good drinker" Kyungsoo grumbled.


Jiwon turned to look at Chanyeol who had closed her eyes. His hand stretched out to hold the man's forehead with the back of his hand.


Heat.


"You go to bed first, let me take care of Chanyeol" Jiwon said.


"We'll sleep when you're done Jiwon-iie" Sehun declined.


Jiwon shook her head, "Sleep first, I'll compress Chanyeol for a little while after that I'll sleep as well"


Kyungsoo and Sehunpun looked, then nodded.


"Sleep when it's over, it's late "suggest Kyungsoo who starts laying on the couch in Chanyeol's room


"Geureu" said Jiwon then immediately passed to take a cloth, basin with ice water to compress.


He already memorized if Chanyeol drank a lot of body temperature would be high. He's not a good drinker. He even remembered the time before his debut with EXO when the man was still an ordinary trainee, and his career is still far from successful as now he was so frustrated and drank a lot that night until finally he had a fever also the next day. And Jiwon was also the one Chanyeol contacted at the time.


When Jiwon again saw Kyungsoo and Sehun was asleep it seemed like they were exhausted after playing on the beach this afternoon and this late they were still waiting for Chanyeol. Jiwon exhaled and headed towards Chanyeol who was also in the middle of being closed.


When he was about to put a cloth to compress Chanyeol's head, the man's hand held him. Jiwon was a little surprised to think that the man had fallen asleep.


"Hajimal" sheen.


"You have a fever" jiwon exclaimed.


"Gwenchana, rest I will do it myself" he said without looking at Jiwon.


Jiwon looked at Chanyeol who was turning away, instantly her sense of regret evaporated just like that when she saw the man's current state.


He could not be angry for long with the man even though a few days ago he had to hear something he did not want from the man's mouth.


Or indeed...


Ahh, he thinks it's too complicated to remember.


He resumed his activities to compress Chanyeol.


"Mianhae Chanyeol - ahh" said Jiwon who made Chanyeol turn to look at him.


But the girl did not look at him and was busy compressing her head.


"I'm the one who should be apologizing" said the man his eyes still staring at the beautiful girl.


"I'm tired of hearing that from you, huh?" jiwon's claw that made the EXO rapper frown.


"You're bored, but you're not saying you forgive me?"


"How can I forgive you?"


"Jy..."


"I also realized, I have no right to regulate who you should like" Jiwon said.


"So ?"


"May I forget your statement at that time?" Jiwon asked which made Chanyeol speechless.


He did not expect Jiwon to return his feelings. But, he is also not hypocritical if he does not want Jiwon to be close to anyone other than himself.


Is that selfish?


Maybe yes, but is he wrong if he also hopes that over time the girl will open his heart.


But that was what it was, the question the girl seemed to want to bury her hopes were that small.


"Chan" call Jiwon because she doesn't budge at all.


"Ahh, what were you talking about?" Chanyeol asked, trying to erase those thoughts.


Jiwon exhaled, "May I forget your statement back then?" The girl looks serious.


Chanyeol smiled wryly, "Whatever you forgive me for"


"Why wouldn't I be with someone else?"


Checkmate.


Does Jiwon know what she thinks?


"Listen to me ! How long have you known me, Hem ? One year, two years ? I think it's been a dozen years, you know I've never banned you from dating anyone, including the last time you dated that jerk..."


"Yakk, don't call him a jerk again, however much I've liked him" Jiwon said.


Chanyeol smiles.


He always defended her.


The man straightened his body and confronted Jiwon.


"I think you still like it"


"I didn't say that"


Chanyeol rolled his eyes, "In your head it's still written Park seo..."


"The other Park" Jiwon cut off which made Chanyeol frown in surprise.


The sweet girl smiled mysteriously.


What now he's wrong if he wishes Park the girl mentioned was himself.


Arhh, Park Chanyeol, don't jump your hopes too high if you're going to be dropped again.


"Don't tell me you like other people anymore" said the Park man.


The girl still smiled mysteriously.


"Yakk, Kim Jiwon" called Chanyeol because there was no answer but a mysterious smile.


"Sleep, I think your fever has gone down a bit, I'm going to sleep on the sofa" Jiwon said after sticking the back of her hand against Chanyeol's forehead. He was about to stand up but was arrested by Chanyeol.


"You don't want to answer me first ?"


The girl brought her face closer to the man and left only a few inches.


Does he want to tease her now ?


Come on, I'm Kim jiwon's normal guy.


"Stop thinking about things, lest those wrinkles appear on the faces of your adoring girls !" Jiwon said with a made-up dramatic expression.


Back Jiwon chuckled and passed from Chanyeol who was still sculpting.


"Don't disturb my sleep anymore, and don't act arra !" Said the girl while laying down her long sofa in Chanyeol's room.


The girl closed her eyes, while Chanyeol was still staring at her understanding the incident a moment ago.


Aishh, why is that girl always confusing.


But, not that he wanted to forget his statement at that time.