Divorce
AD CHAPTER 43 - The Stare of Nanar Sofia
The cafe looks small but once inside it turns out inside is quite spacious because it is equipped with a fish pond and also a very beautiful flower garden. Andre deliberately sat under a fairly shady tree. The atmosphere was not so crowded, Andre and Shinta immediately sat facing each other. Not long after the cafe officials came to them while presenting a list of food menus in the cafe. Andre immediately ordered drinks and snacks while Shinta only ordered bottled tea. After the employee left Shinta who was impatient and immediately asked her husband.
“Mas, we want to do something here. Why did you bring me here?” ask Shinta.
It looks like Andre immediately took a deep breath like something was about to be delivered but it is still heavy. Finally after being urged by Shinta, Andre immediately opened his voice.
“I'm sorry before Shinta because I can't maintain our household.”
“What do you mean? shinta asked confusedly.
“I'll end our household.”
Shinta who heard her husband's words was immediately shocked. Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight.
“Mas, I don't understand what Mas.” means
Shinta's eyes immediately dewy hearing her husband's words. She did not expect that it would come out of her husband's mouth. Finally with a heavy feeling Andre continued his words.
“I deliberately did not return to Medan after the office event was finished because I wanted to calm down while introspection for my behavior so far. I was trying to save our household Shinta, but until this moment I couldn't keep it. It feels like I'm tired of continuing our household.”
“So that means you want a divorce?” shinta asked while crying.
Andre nodded his head. Hearing her husband's words, Shinta's tears immediately broke. His feelings were very painful and broken. His emotions instantly overflowed in that instant. Crying, she said to her husband.
“Why Mas Setega it to me. Is it because of that woman? What has that woman done to make Mas want to get divorced from me? I never appreciated my feelings. I never thought about Bastian's feelings either. How does Bastian's soul develop when he finds out we're divorced. Surely his soul will be shaken especially if he knows Mas will marry his mother Noval. He will be disappointed and angry. Don't you feel sorry for Bastian?”
Shinta accidentally mentions Bastian's name in the hope that Andre can change his decision because Shinta knows Andre always loves Bastian. Shinta believes Andre will change his decision if he thinks about Bastian's feelings.
Andre who heard his wife's words felt very sad when he remembered Bastian who was their only son. One of Andre's considerations for a divorce from love is because of Bastian. From the beginning of Shinta's affair with her lover Andre already wants a divorce because she feels betrayed. But thinking of his only son, Andre finally undoes his intentions in the hope that Shinta can change all his bad qualities. But the opportunity given by Andre so that Shinta can change his behavior is always wasted by Shinta. This made Andre even more disappointed that his love for his wife gradually faded and now the feeling of love was no longer there.
Andre now feels tormented with his life. Living in one house with his wife but no love in the slightest because his love was lost swallowed by Shinta's betrayal.
“Do you never think of Bastian's feelings, Mas?”
Shinta asked Andre again because she saw Andre was just silent. After a moment of silence, Andre immediately said.
“Bastian's problem I've been thinking about a lot before. Because thinking about Bastian's feelings, it's only now that I express my feelings. Let you know Shinta, before I met Widya, I was already planning to end our household. I'm tired of living with you and I'm sure our breakup is the best way. We live together under one roof but my feelings of love are no more. All this because of your affair.”
Hearing her husband's explanation, Shinta's tears fell more and more on her cheeks. She was very sad and angry at her husband's explanation. Even she did not accept when her husband said that her husband did not love her anymore because Shinta had an affair.
“Don't I ever tell you that I'm going to change all my behavior. But please give me some time. Give me one more chance to correct all my behavior.”
“Shinta, I've given you a chance to change several times. But until this moment you never change. The proof was a few days ago I found you both in the room with the man.”
“Sorry Mas. I was so upset that I called Bobby and we agreed to meet him there. I also did not expect it turned out that the meeting was used by Bobby to destroy our household. I'm khilaf Mas.”
“Shinta, whose name is khilaf it is only once. But if several times it is not khilaf anymore.”
“But that is not my wish. Please listen to me just this once. Please give me another chance. I promise to change my behavior for the better.”
“Sayang Shinta because the opportunity is no longer there because I will marry Widya.”
“Mas, what do you mean marry that woman?”
“Yes because I love her so much.”
“You have the heart, Mas. You never think about my feelings. Can you say it like that in front of me.”
“Shinta, you should also introspect yourself. Who is more in this matter. You've cheated on the same man twice. Have you ever thought about my feelings. Have you ever thought I would be hurt or jealous. Never is. Why when I want to break up with you you say it like that.”
“I just don't accept Mas. I can't accept you marrying that woman.”
“You agree or disagree I will keep marrying Widya.”
“But I don't want to be divorced Mas.”
“It's up to you not to get divorced, but I will still marry Widya.”
Finally, Shinta was silent even though her feelings were very painful.
‘Remember Widya, I will make a calculation for you. I'm sure you won't be able to marry Andre mas because I'll get in your way. I will do everything possible so that you can not marry Andre mas,’ Inner Shinta growled.
After the two were silent for a while Andre immediately sipped his drink until it ran out.
“I'll stay at Vera's house. You want to catch where. If you want to stay at Vera's house, come now come with me,” said Andre.
Shinta thinks for a moment and finally she decides to go with Andre and spend the night at Vera's house.
Along the way to Vera's house the two were silent. No words were spoken from their mouths. Andre looked relaxed, while Shinta pouted. His feelings are very sick and angry. Sick with the decision taken by Andre, and angry with Widya. Even Shinta was determined to thwart Andre's desire to marry Widya.
Widya and Vera went straight into the room. Until Widya's inn room immediately let out her tears.
“Mbak Widya who is patient yes,” said Vera to calm Widya who is sad.
“Mbak is confused by Andre's decision, Vera. Andre is determined to marry Mama. They do not want to ruin their homes. Surely everyone will consider mbak as an actor,” Widya said while crying.
“Mbak don't worry too much because we already know the real problem.”
“What do you mean Vera?” ask Widya astonished.
“Bang Andre has told us all the same and we are also familiar with the condition of the soul bang Andre. We think it is only natural that bang Andre would marry Widya. We always support the. The important bang Andre happy.”
“But mbak himself feels bad Vera because there is someone injured in this case is his wife Andre,” explained Widya confused.
“But all this is due to Shinta's fault. He's the one who made this problem. If he does not betray and is always loyal, maybe Andre bang over time I love him. Now after bang Andre found his true love that mbak Widya, Kak Shinta noisily and do not accept.”
“Which wife will not get sick if she sees her husband will remarry Vera.”
“But we should be introspective. If our husband is going to marry again there must be a clear reason and we find out what causes it. So is Shinta's sister. Shinta should understand. She she's been having an affair with a guy and was glared at by bang Andre. Bang Andre later forgave him and gave Shinta a chance to change. But the opportunity given bang Andre was wasted even lately bang Andre caught firsthand Brother Shinta sleeping with the man again in the room in the discotheque.”
“You mean, Andre saw himself his wife was in the room with another man?” widya asked in disbelief.
“True Mbak. Because bang Andre already does not love brother Shinta so when he saw his own brother Shinta was both in the room, bang Andre is not angry. Bang Andre immediately invited Brother Shinta to go home.”
Widya was silent thinking about Vera's words. He did not expect that Andre's problem was that big.
“That's one reason why Andre bang for leaving Shinta.”
‘Please time Andre. It turns out that his household life is much heavier than my household.’
“Not only that Mbak is a consideration bang Andre. Bang Andre also felt depressed by the attitude of his father-in-law.”
“What is the attitude of his father-in-law?” ask Widya to know.
“If according to the story bang Andre, his father-in-law always blamed him and always defended Shinta's brother while Shinta blatantly had done wrong. And his father-in-law always interfered in their household matters so that Shinta's brother always budgeted his father. Company problems also his father-in-law always interfere when bang Andre as a leader in the company. It should be all the decisions bang Andre is decisive but this is all determined by his father-in-law.”
“Kasian also Andre ya Vera. Mbak did not think that the problem faced by Andre turned out to be quite heavy.”
“Makanya Mbak, Vera and Lina kak strongly support bang Andre if parted with brother Shinta and married mbak Widya.”
“But for now I'm not ready to marry Andre.”
“Indeed why Mbak?”
“Mbak is still thinking about our son. Mbak's son and Andre's son one school and even one class. How would they react if we got married. Moreover, recently the children mbak and Andre children fight in class so they are hostile. Surely they will be more hostile if we get married and certainly Bastian will hate the child mbak mbak for assuming mbak has taken his father.”
Vera who listened to Widya's explanation was shocked.
“Means the current relationship between Mbak's and Bastian's child doesn't match?”
“Iya Vera's. Recently they had a problem so they were called to school and that was the beginning of meeting with Andre.”
“Yang Mbak says there's a point. I'm still thinking about Mama and Bastian's kids. If Vera's advice yes Ma'am. From now on Mbak and bang Andre must give a reason why mbak want to marry bang Andre.”
“Bener Vera's. That's why I've said the same Andre bring mbak not want to get married for now. I'm still focused on Noval. Later if Noval and Bastian can accept us, then we get married. Andre is divorced from his wife. So you do not want to rush to marry Andre because you do not want to be considered as a destroyer of people's households.”
“If that is indeed the reason Mbak, surely bang Andre understands. So Vera hopes that Widya must be patient and never be afraid of the threat of Shinta. Vera and Lina's brother must be supportive because we also pity to see the fate of Andre's bang. Vera also apologized to Mbak for telling Shinta brother the existence of bang Andre. Last time Shinta was angry even he threatened if he did not tell the whereabouts of bang Andre, he would make a scene at the house Vera.”
Vera who knows the nature of Shinta finally called Andre. “Vera is afraid that Shinta's sister is really making a fuss at Vera's house. Surely Vera will be embarrassed by Vera's neighbors so Vera directly asked for bang Andre now where. after Bang Andre told her whereabouts Vera directly brought brother Shinta to meet bang Andre here.”
“Neverything Vera. Mbak koklum.”
“Ya already, now Mbak rest yes let Vera go home first. If there's anything quick notify Vera and if tomorrow there's time Vera will come here again.”
“The plan tomorrow will be back to Medan.”
“Why fast times Mbak?”
“Mbak only asks permission for two days not to enter work. So tomorrow back to Medan.”
“Mbak home alone or with bang Andre?”
“The plan is the same Andre, but his wife has already picked him up. I don't know when Andre will return to Medan. That's why tomorrow I'm going home to Medan. Ma'am is also not good if you go home with Andre and his wife. Better to go home alone.”
“Bener Mbak. There is no way that you can come with them. If you really want to go home, yes Mbak tomorrow just go home alone do not need to wait for Andre bang. Only Vera reminded, Mbak must prioritize the feelings of Mbak. Mbak should never feel as an actor because Mbak is not an actor but Mbak is a true love bang Andre. Therefore, you should marry bang Andre if not now yes maybe later after Noval and Bastian can already accept it.”
“Thank you Vera for your support and will consider your words.