
Tika just chuckled at Arka's tense face. He seemed to want to build a pleasant communication before the household heresy was completely shipwrecked. He wanted Arka to leave him who still loved him so much without burden. Suffice the incident this morning as shock therapy for him.
"Well, laugh, anyway. People are tense too". Said Arka pretending to sewot while pinching the small owner's nose bangir in front of him. A moment later his gaze became even more solemn and solemn.
"I'm sorry, mom. Dad won't leave mom. I'm gonna try to learn to love my mom again. Give me time to put my heart back together. Rest assured everything's gonna be okay". Rayu Arka tried to convince.His hand held tightly to his wife's fingers and kissed her.
Tika smiled sweetly, inhaled her breath deeply, then heard a slow sigh.
"Dad does not need to change his mind, father is not wrong so there is nothing to forgive, father has done the right thing, mother is very salute to the honesty of father. This morning was no burden. Mother is okay, mother just a little shock. It turns out that the problem that the father faced in recent days to feel so bad and immersed in endless guilt is because the father felt that the space that is usually filled with the mother's name is now empty. Really not as expected, ha ha ha ha ha". Tika replied with a big laugh covering the bad taste in the corner in her heart as the words unraveled from her sweet lips.
"Mother sincerely with the shipwreck of our household. Throw away my father's guilt. Dad did his best. Although our household ark must be drowned, at least there are still many that can be saved. It's better to end our love story than I feel tormented by having to pretend I'm still in love. While the mother is lulled in the love of mirage without realizing that her love claps one hand. Of course it is more painful and not necessarily mother can accept because she feels defeated and fooled. The honesty that the father uttered made its own learning to the mother not to fall asleep in the vortex of love because love could fade. Like your love for me..ha...ha". Tika firmly ended the laughter that erupted.
Tika's words sounded ordinary, but it felt striking to Arka. The words in the last sentence seemed to be an affirmation that Tika was not sure Arka could love him wholeheartedly anymore if he gave a second chance. Arka felt her throat suddenly dry, her chest throbbing pain and her lips clenched, her tongue was unable to refute Tika's words. His mouth seemed to be locked so the only thing he could do was to shut up.
"Does mother really not want to give father the opportunity to be the captain of our household ark?". Tanya Arka assured with a strand of words painstakingly scattering from her mouth.
If this divorce had hurt his wife so much, she would rather sacrifice herself, spend the rest of her life with her wife and child even though she was without love.
"No father, mother can not continue the voyage of the household ark with the skipper who is actually already reluctant to continue the voyage, mother is afraid our ship is forced to sink without anyone can be saved". Tika firmly refused. He decided to end their love story.
Arka bowed, in his heart he justified his wife's anxiety and honestly he was not sure his family could be okay after his wife knew that he was no longer in love.
"Before the father turned in mother, the mother only hopes that the father will agree to grant first 3 requests that the mother submitted, just relax the mother's request is not difficult really and it is still within the limits of the ability of the father". Tika cupped her husband's cheeks together, rolled her eyes and smiled and nodded her head asking for approval.
Arka looked at the eyes of the tall-nosed woman in front of her doubtfully but the look of eyes full of sincerity that emanated from her bead eyes then made her smile and slowly nodded, confirming Tika's hope.
"First of all, I beg you to let Sifa's custody fall into your hands. Mother's promise will not hinder father's right to Sifa. The second gives the last memories to our family with us enjoying three full days. We go for a walk in tourist attractions, shop and eat at our favorite places. The third ....". Tika stopped her speech, her smile expanding.
The still solemn Arka listened to Tika's chatter in expressing her request, frowning her forehead as Tika did not continue her words.
"What is the third mother's request?". Ask Arka impatiently.
Tika regained her smile and stared at her husband's bead eyes for quite a while.
"Mother please keep allowing mother to love father. Let the mother's love for the father remain neatly stored in the mother's heart. Never ask your mother to bury this love let alone kill her. Mother is not able to". Tika lowered her face a circle of tears escaped from the corner of her eyes.
Arka wiped the tears on the cheeks of the woman he had loved so much, his heart warmed. There is a sense of regret why the word "father's love has eroded away for mother" was once spoken. His red eyes held back the amount of love for the woman who was still his wife.
"Mother should not be caught in the love that you have released. Don't make your heart break. Mother deserves the happiness of other men who can love mother. Mother should not despair. I actually feel so stupid how could your love get eroded like this". Press Arka does not accept if Tika is still late with a sense of love that can not be reciprocated.
Tika carved a smile on the sidelines of the tears that continued to spread in the corner of the eye while sighing rough.
"Dad, mother please as mother appreciates that father is no longer in love with mother. Please respect the love that still resides in your heart. The love in the mother's heart appeared in the blink of an eye, growing deeper when the father asked his father mother to be allowed to knit the threads of love in the household. Love is always nursing mother, mother of fertilizer and mother waterami until now grows very fertile. Looks like it took a lifetime to make this love just go extinct, dad. It may not be easy, but don't make it a burden on your father. Mother knows life must continue even though maybe her loved ones have crocheted love with others, assembling a happy household hyster. Never make the burden of love that you have in the journey of your life later after we officially divorced". Clearly Tika with a hoarse and raucous voice.
Arka tergugu, tightly embraced the body of the woman who loved him so much. He felt very guilty not being able to keep his love in order to stay fertile as his wife did. He also agreed to grant his wife's 3 requests. Gratitude and thanksgiving sprinkled repeatedly from Tika's sweet lips. Both dissolve in the sobs and the taste of haru that permeates the pores of their soul and body.
Without them realizing their romantic moments were recorded clearly by two pairs of eyes that looked at each other without knowing what was going on. They had already knocked on the door but there was no answer from the occupants, finally the two barged in and saw Arka and Tika hugging tightly while crying