
Tika sighed softly, her chest tight as if squeezed by a large stone stone. She was so caught off guard by the plin plan attitude of the man who still holds the title of her husband.
While Arka, looking at him full of question marks raging in his cranium.
"Mother is eager to give dad a second chance. But a lot of considerations are struggling in your brain. Mother decided to agree to father's request to end the journey of our love ark. And the mother does not want to re-knit the household with the father who clearly admits that the father does not love the mother anymore, he said, it's not because you don't have a taste or you don't want a father anymore. It's a big mistake if you think so. Mommy agrees we parted because mom loves dad so much. And mother refused to maintain the integrity of our small family also because mother loved father very much....".Tika stopped her speech because Arka interrupted her.
"If cin....".Arka interrupts Tika's speech but is cut off by Tika's sergeant.
"Please don't interrupt, father. Let the mother finish her speech after that it's up to the father to say what". Sergey Tika is rising. He was very upset with the man in front of him.
Arka was silent for quite a while then nodded weakly and lacklusterly. A bad feeling approached the corner of his heart. It seems that the integrity of his small family is no longer tenable.
Tika sighed again after getting Arka's approval.
"Mother's love for father makes mother can not curb father. I deserve to be happy with the woman I love. So also mother, mother deserves to be loved not only love but already unloved, that's her name clapping one hand. we will be caught in each other's wounds if we force ourselves to knit the thread of romance between us again. Although the mother's love thread is sturdy and stronger but the father's love thread is fragile, not strong, vulnerable to break at any time.If still forced to knit will be fatal in the future, sooner or later, just waiting for the time bomb to explode. Will not be able to withstand the waves of household trials that may test the robustness of our love knit. Mother's love will also cause the mother can not live our household as it should. Over time it could be that the mother's trust in the father will falter, a sense of anxiety will always haunt the mother, the mother, can you keep your heart for your mother when we are far apart while in your heart you no longer love your mother?. A man who loves his wife very much can turn away let alone the love of a father who has worn off. It takes evidence and facts and a long time to prove that the father has fallen in love with the mother again. At that time was father sure that father would not fall in love with anyone else?. Maybe the father will not cheat, menduakan mother by adultery or have a mistress. But the mother can not accept if later the father came to the mother by bringing a woman who has been pardoned even in the name of love though and on the grounds that the father did not cheat, the father did not cheat, married her according to religious rules. A husband does not have to ask permission to remarry. Do as if you did your best by ignoring Adab. Hurt the wife in an uncivilized way. Mother does not want to be in such a position, father. Mommy is very grateful that you want to be honest, even though there is pain in your heart, but at least you leave your mother with respect. By upholding adab and carrying out the mandate conveyed by father, return mother to him if no longer in love. Her father is no longer on this earth. So the father can return the mother as a form of carrying out what he is entrusted, Return the mother to Farhan. He's my guardian now".Bright Tika with teary eyes.
In fact, he said heavy weight but he was caught off guard by Arka's persuasion which seemed to guarantee that the state of their household would be fine after he revealed his honesty. Therefore, Tika tries to open the wide Arka sun that the worst possibility could happen even haunt their future household trip if he remains stubborn to continue it.
Arka was silent for quite a while, she was still waiting for Tika to finish her speech. He digested every word that sprinkled from the lips of the woman he married a few years ago.
"I'm sorry dad, bun". Said Arka while holding tightly his wife's hand and fixed gaze.
It was the only word Arka thought to say. His brain suddenly froze, it turned out as sick as it felt the woman he had loved. Like the pain that lodged in his heart when deciding honestly, like the pain that squeezed his chest when he decided to improve his household, put aside his feelings that had been lost. Like the pain that squeezed all the joints of his body when he saw the woman who loved him so badly slumped to such an extent.
The two are increasingly wandering with their respective mindsets. There was no sound, Tika's tears still flowing on her smooth cheeks did not stop from now on. Arka's reddened eyes restrained the wound, tears dripping from the corner of her eyes despite the faint look. Their sitting position in the corner makes them not perfectly exposed in front of other visitors. There were only a few visitors and servants whose eyes for a moment noticed the two but then were busy with their respective activities.
" Mother is right, Father and Mother will be trapped in the wounds that we make ourselves if we keep forcing ourselves to frame our household which is basically now fragile, far from solid. It is natural that you doubt the possibility of your love blooming again because in fact you are not sure this love can grow again or not. Your analysis is very precise, it could be that your love will grow elsewhere and it is certainly very painful for both of us. On the one hand, dad is heavy leaving mom and on the other hand, dad's got love in the other heart I have to fight for." Arka revealed his point of view.
Tika pulled the corner of her lips, the arch created giving a little sense of comfort in Arka's heart. Tika's body rippled as she briefly dyed the fingers that grasped her hands so tightly as if reluctant to let go, so that now the two sat face to face, the two of them sat down, Tika removed the link of their hand and stuck out her hand to remove the wet cheek of the man who was still holding the title of her husband with the palm of her hand. His smile that was still loyal to decorate his lips as if to trigger confidence in Arka to rise again. Explore each other's new lives to achieve the happiness they want.
"I'm willing to let you go, baby". Said Tika with a more beautiful smile in Arka's eyes.
"May this be best for us, baby". Replied Arka while nodding and smiling grievously.
PROMOTION OF THE AUTHOR'S SECOND NOVEL, TITLED ONE FOR TWO.