DIVORCE PAPERS
If your Heart no longer wants to

Tika delivers Arka to her car. While Pure Bu is only able to release the departure of her daughter-in-law with the roar of tears that are increasingly unstoppable again. His heart was so sick to accept this fact, it was still ingrained in his brain of disbelief that this parting really happened to his daughter.

"Well, mother chose to let go of father because mother does not want us to part with colored with hatred even though it is just a spark. Mother appreciates the honesty of the father although painful but it shows that the father still weighs the feelings of the mother and does not want the mother to hold the heartache even deeper. Forgive mother yes, well not a good wife for mother". Tika's words she heard as she was about to go to the kitchen this morning were ringing in her ears. What kind of painful honesty has been revealed by the son-in-law so that his wife was so disappointed and ended in divorce. The middle-aged woman's heart continued to wonder without being able to find the answer to the question that had sprung up in her old brain. He could only sigh slowly, take a stand and close his eyes tightly hoping that what his son and daughter-in-law had decided was the best way and they did not regret it in the future.

Arka crouched her daughter's fingers, trying hard not to cry in front of her daughter. He smiled at his daughter and gently stroked the head of the little girl in the hijab.

"Daddy's daughter is a great child, must be diligent in learning. Be a woman of knowledge and morality. Don't bother you, grandma and om Farhan. I really love Sifa but I'm sorry. Dad has to go. Whatever happens later Sifa must remember that father loves Sifa very much". Bright Arka with a few breaths.

The little princess only answered her nod and also her carefree smile. Spoiled, he hugged his father. The father returned his daughter's embrace very tightly, until a while later he rose with Sifa in his arms.

Tika looked at the dramatic scene before her with her eyes heating up, trying to bend a smile as her husband and son turned towards her. And without suspecting her husband's burly hand pulled her body in her arms. Although surprised, for the umpteenth time Tika was only able to obey Arka's will to embrace the three. They hugged without tears, the three threw happy smiles at each other as if nothing had happened. In that moment unbeknownst to Tika, Arka kissed his wife's cheeks and forehead then turned on the forehead and cheeks of the princess only wayangnya. This made Tika jerked and reflex to break away from her husband's embrace.

"Sorry, bun". Said Arka when he realized his actions.

"It's okay, dad. There's still father's rights there. Mother who apologized for overreacting like that. Mother's shocked, dad". Tika was embarrassed.

"Yes already, I'm leaving soon, yes. Come on, Sifa get down first, dong". Pinta Tica.

Sifa nodded obediently. Arka also dropped Sifa from his support. The man stroked his daughter's head and kissed her forehead once more.

Arka kissed his daughter's forehead once more and turned to his wife.

"Dad go, bun. Take good care of yourself and take care of our child, yes. For the umpteenth time forgive me, huh?". Said Arka to his wife. The pat on the shoulder of the woman who had once been the queen in her heart was with a bitter smile and an erratic feeling. Tika just pecked even to nod her neck felt stiff. Arka turned to her car without waiting for Tika to answer. He felt heavy leaving the woman who had devoted herself for six years. But what she wanted to say, Tika did not even want to give her the space to fix everything. Now it is like being between a slippery cliff and a deep ravine. All have equally high risk factors.

"Well!". A call from her son's mother stopped Arka's footsteps. His outstretched hand was about to reach the handle of the car door was stopped. Arka turned her head and how shocked she was, when the woman who had been reluctant to return her embrace, had hugged herself tightly with tears.

"Dad take good care of yourself, yeah. Because my heart doesn't want anymore. Mother let father go. If the father has found a replacement mother do not forget to introduce to us because after all, the woman's choice of father will also be Sifa's mother. Don't worry, you won't interfere in this. Forgive me, mother who has loved father too much". Said Arka on the sidelines Isak crying. Tika anointed her embrace, peeping her husband's cheek made the owner of the cheek gasp. Tika thrust her hand but Arka still silently sculpted because she was still surprised by what his wife did especially his words until Tika took her husband's right hand and kissed the back of his hand with reverence then approached her daughter who was still standing watching his parents let each other go with a sendo face

After being able to control the situation, Arka waved to his wife and child and then walked in and sat in the steering wheel.. He opened his car window to see his wife before she left. He stared at the two faces of women from different generations who loved him very much. There was guilt mixed with relief filling the corner of his heart. Guilt because he was the cause of the destruction of the household ark that he had built for many years. And in another corner the sense of relief because at least he had tried to be honest about the taste he had so as not to make Tika feel lied to. When he asked to be given a second chance actually he himself was hesitant, could he re-seek love for the mother of the princess only wayangnya. If only Tika still gave him a second chance, as a man he had been determined to maintain the integrity of the love story between them even though he had to sacrifice his heart, but in fact the woman who claimed to still love him very much did not want to establish a household with only her body not with her heart because she thought the woman was the most jealous creature she feared her jealousy could make her can't keep her 'conformity' as a wife who loves her husband so much. It is not excessive the mindset of women who soon he found it. In fact, he often sees women with the title of a wife and mother who do things beyond reason as a gentle person as circulated on social media in recent years. There is a wife who has the heart to cut the 'bird' of her husband because the husband asked for permission to marry again. There is also the heart to burn alive her husband who was asleep even someone who lightly poisoned the child and himself because he felt the husband was no longer loyal while he could not do anything.

Arka sighed and sighed violently. Nodding his head and waving his hands with a forced smile. Then turn the car on and honk the car twice. After that, the car of the man who chose life as a widower moved away from the house that had been a witness to the story of his small family for the last six years. Honking for the umpteenth time as a form of parting in the figure of Mr. Sarma who has been very loyal to be the guardian of his home. The middle-aged man nodded his head as his employer opened a peek from his car window to say hello. The car drove to the highway at a moderate speed. Arka's chest felt increasingly tight, his eyes warmed up again until the clear circles rolled without shame.

Tika and her daughter stare at the nanar male car that means so much to their lives that it disappears from sight. Sifa wiped away the rest of her tears then tightly clasped her hand, Tika turned to her daughter, curled a sweet smile and wiped away the tears that were still reluctant to stop sliding.

"Let's go in, bun". Take Sifa to the woman who gave birth to her.

Tika nodded and took her daughter to enter the house.