DIVORCE PAPERS
Honesty Arka

It has been a week since Arka expressed her desire to divorce Tika. The relationship between the two is still quite good, Arka always goes home as usual. When he came home late, he always told Tika by phone or even a short message. Tika also always welcomes the arrival of Arka with a cheerful and joyful face. He did not show his heartbreak and distress because he would be divorced by Arka. Tika was not actually unharmed, she was just taking advantage of the situation, enjoying her last days as Arka's mistress, serving as usual as if the word Arka had ever uttered had never been spoken. Arka has not clearly told the reason why she wants to end the love story that has been knitted so long with her. Tika never tried to find Arka to talk about the fate of her housewife. He deliberately gave the opportunity for Arka to speak on her own initiative. Despite his ignorance of the problems facing Arka so that Arka kekeh want to drown the ark of their household with divorce. Indeed, there were very many Arka sentences spoken that night which according to very unreasonable if the solution is divorce but see how bad Arka. Tika chose to be patient and not press and forced Arka to explain further immediately. Arka's words 'I want a divorce, you deserve to be happy, you'll be hurt if the household is maintained'. There was a strange impression that he could not see from all the words that scattered from the lips of the man who reigned in his heart. Even to beg for forgiveness everything seems to have made a fatal and unforgivable mistake. The silence of Arka actually makes it more confused, not because, but what power there is nothing he can do other than Arka frankly so that the two of them can communicate the steps of a wise solution that will not be regretted in the future.

Just after dinner, Arka took the time to chat with her son and wife as usual. A couple of husband and wife together accompany their children to learn to teach. Farhan who was also in the living room watched closely. He did not encounter the slightest discrepancy, this small family looked harmonious and warm. He saw his two brothers loved and loved each other so much. Like her mother's worries were too much. Gratitude overflows forming prayer details so that the fabric of her brother's household lasts until death separates. But it is undeniable that misgivings are still piled up in the deepest recesses of his heart and are reluctant to pass.

The melodious voice of Pure Bu chanting the holy verses of the Qur'an herded his rumbling mood to feel calmer.

Arka pamit left her little family to finish her job. He patted Farhan's shoulder as he passed by. His footsteps crept towards his study.

Tika's bead eyes stared at her husband's back until it was lost behind the door of the study. Close the net for a moment, gently massaged the temple slowly. And then back to normalize himself late with his friendship with his little girl. The two stepped into Sifa's room, seeing that Sifa was already sleepy.

The attitude shown by Tika was unwittingly recorded clearly in the eyes of her sister who had always been watching her. There was a sense of worry seeping from the deepest corner of his heart.

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Tika was already asleep when Raka entered their room. Raka gave a small smile and went to the bathroom to clean up. After changing clothes, the steps swayed up the bed, he had prayed isya in the mosque earlier. As he walked into the blanket his wife used, his heart felt pinched, tears dripping down without shame at the sight before his eyes. His wife fell asleep wearing her favorite red chili lingerie. He only realized how he had neglected his wife to not fulfill the obligation to give an inner living for a long time. Regardless of his mood, his wife still must be blessed both born and inner. Swiped clear details that had poked from the corner of his eye. He pecked his wife's forehead, fondly fondled. Tika who realized the presence of her husband also returned the fondness of her husband with a fluffy smile and sparkling eyes. Their affection is heating up. Both are dissolved in a thirst of desire that makes them momentarily forget the mess they feel on each other's day.

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The sound of alarm woke up the deep sleep of Tika who was still enjoying the warmth of sleep in her heart. Her habit of praying night made her have to give up to escape from her husband's peace. Slowly Tika edged out of bed, grabbed a towel and passed to the bathroom. The arc squirms and evaporates widely. His eyes were hardened to stare at the clock that adheres sweetly to the wall. Still at three, he also shuffled to cover his body with a towel that he had just grabbed.

Tika came out of the bathroom with wet hair and a fresher face. Her smile poked as her netra caught the figure of her husband sitting on the edge of the bed wrapped in a towel and was staring at her.

"Go take a shower, Mas. We're tahajud together, aren't we?." Soft Tika ink. His feet moved towards the closet.

"Darling there's something I want to talk to you about." Said Arka when they had finished the evening prayer full of appreciation. Tika who was kissing her husband's hand immediately raised her head, unraveled her smile and nodded.

Arka let out a heavy sigh, as if what she was about to say would cause a great shock in her chest. There was a look of uneasiness and fear emanating from his handsome face. He held it tightly to the beautiful woman who had been with him for quite a long time.

"Mother, I really love Mother and Sifa. It is this father's affection that makes you have to be willing to take the path of separation between us. If this household is maintained, I fear that I can no longer control myself and am forced to hurt you on the other hand, I also cannot bear it if you hate what I hide. I beg you to grant Legowo my request to end the journey of our household ark.".Said Arka with a trembling voice. He looked at the face of his wife who looked patiently waiting for his description further.

Tika seemed to wrinkle his forehead, he still refrained from speaking. She heard her husband's description as detailed as possible n.

"I admit that the end of our marriage is absolutely 100 percent pure fault with the father, the mother is a good woman without reproach. I wanted to sacrifice my feelings for this marriage.

But I can't bear the impact and the risk if one day what you're hiding is exposed." Urai Arka with tears and face down. He could no longer look at Tika's increasingly confused face.

Tika wiped away her husband's tears with Arka's hands. His heart was extremely grievous, his eyes reddened withstanding the cries. His heart was slashed even though he did not understand the meaning of Arka by the things he hid.

"Say father. What you're hiding God willing me to do and if it hurts me so much, I'll make sure to forgive you no matter how big of a mistake you have". Urge Tika to try hard.

"I'm sorry, mom. Forgive dad. Father is very loving many mothers, but the love of father as a husband has long eroded. Dad...dad no longer love mommy". Ulas Arka with a trembling body and stupefied. But the fruit fell on the lap of his wife who was in shock.

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