Don't Call My Name
Story Facade

Chapter 29.

Is Ilham Nur Fasad. 29 years. A child born to Tia Rumana and Sanderson, an architect from the French City of Paris.

Tia is a waitress in Bristo City Paris who attracts Sanderson. The first meeting at the time the man was meeting in Bristo, impressed them so much that the two became acquainted with each other.   

Like love lovers in general, they also have meetings after meetings on every weekend. The Eiffel Tower is a silent witness where they often date, so the two steadily decided to marry— regardless of their different beliefs and against the blessing of parents.

They are proof that love is blind. Because of that love, Tia left her Lord for the sake of her lover. Tia, who was young at the time, did not know that love was not always beautiful.

Their first years of marriage were full of happiness. Especially the moment when the addition of new family members in their small family, namely the Facade. Yeah, just Facades. There is no long name for that name. What does a name mean to them other than to mark and distinguish between one and the other. However, the name was later added two words, after this child moved to Indonesia.

Fasad grew up to be an active and smart boy. Having mixed Indonesian and French blood made him an idol in his class. Just like crazy Indonesians admire the descendants of overseas people.

The facade has skin that is not too bright, eyes that are deep black and hair slightly brown. Yeah, just a little. Apparently Sanderson's involvement in making it not much decreased in this child other than hair and height.

There is nothing strange in the boy, Fasad is a 100% boy and likes the toys he should be. But gradually, all that changed....

Precisely when he saw and his mother often quarrel. Apa often slapped, grabbed, slammed and kicked his mother in front of his eyes. Making a previously colorful house into a hellish building.

Mother said that her Apa suffered severe bankruptcy so much debt. Unfortunately, it was his mother who became the venting of the man's anger.  It happened over and over again, for years until Fasad felt his psychic condition had been disturbed due to the impact. He who was cheerful, suddenly became a child who is shy, insecure, crying a lot and often having nightmares. The violence after violence he saw, became a lifelong trauma.

Not wanting to die at the hands of Sanderson, Tia Rumana decided to return to Indonesia with Fasad. Although at first his parents refused, but over time, they were devastated after seeing the grandson.

In this country, Tia reverted to Islam because she felt peaceful when entering the holy month of Ramadan. Tia only realized that direction after some time had passed.

In Indonesia Fasad grew up and became a good young man even without the upbringing of a father. But apparently, the gap between a mother and father— and the trauma she experienced over the years, became the beginning of her having a different sexual attraction and orientation. She felt more attracted to men than women in her teens.

His movements began to look and become his own concern for Tia Rumana. Because Fasad prefers makeup, fashion and anything related to women compared to gathering with his male friends. So he ignored his Bachelor of Law degree and preferred to enter the world of Event Organizer— which eventually joined one of the artist management. Strange, indeed. But from here he can more easily get rupiah on appeal looking for job prospects from the title he owned.

From that management, he first knew a Zara Angel Purnawirawan. A beautiful and rich artist, but has no lucky fate. The bitter story that this girl often told him, made Fasad put himself in his position and understand what he felt. Sympathy changes empathy. Maybe it was her trauma in childhood that made her so. Because he doesn't want Zara to feel the loneliness she once felt.

But without realizing it, because of that role Fasad actually felt back to his identity. He wanted to be considered more than just a friend and friend. Feeling disliked and jealous when Zara found out she loved another man.

Rayyan, it was the one who made Fasad heartbroken.

Fasad had thought, was the luckiest man because he could be Zara's choice among many men who wanted to challenge him. Although initially only considered a stepping stone, but gradually, he was sure that he could take the woman's heart with a little patience. Because only Zara Angel, who is able to vibrate his soul and able to restore his identity.

Maybe Facad was a little selfish, taking advantage of Zara's desperate weakness. But ...he had promised himself he would try to keep him and make him happy for life.

But destiny says something else. When she had this belief, Miranda came and said, she should not take advantage of this opportunity. The woman asked him to be self-aware and re-emphasized, stay within his limits and in accordance with the agreement they had made. And even more painful is, when he was offered a sum of money so that he immediately left his daughter's house.

That was what made Fasad annoyed, irritated, and have no self-esteem anymore.

Seriate.