Don't Call My Name
Fighting to Heal

Chapter 44

Ardito: I'm sorry for what happened yesterday.

So the message Zara just read from her phone at almost midnight like this. Coincidentally, he had just finished cleaning his face from the remnants of the makeup attached. Replacing his clothes in sleeping pajamas, then sitting on the balcony of his room while breathing the night air which he thought was fresher than the closed, stuffy and unhealthy air of AC.

“I think you've been mengelupain yesterday,” mumbled, “soalnya diem-diem bae until tomorrow morning kayak never happened anything. The part of why also comes suddenly, anyway, To .. right, at least can send a message first.”

The flick finger again scrolls the screen of his phone down because there are still other messages that have not been read.

Ardito: I didn't expect my mom to say such obscene words to you. Once again I apologize profusely.

Breaths rang out from Zara's breathing cavity. He who did not want to hold grudges or anger, then immediately replied. In order to maintain their friendship in order to stay connected. I hope they meet again in good condition.

Believe me, having an enemy is so bad.

Zara: don't think too much. It's not your fault and I don't want to take heart from what your mother said yesterday. Just calm. I’m fine's.

Of course it must be like that, why serve people less sane. But in his heart alone because it was inappropriate for Zara to say it directly. Strange is strange. Come alone without invited, but fitting rejected directly emotions and inflamed-inflammatory.

Ardito: it turns out that your heart is that wide. Thank you, Zara. You turned out so nice. But it's a pity, because I can't get you. And maybe soon, I also have to be ready if you will be owned by someone else again. From this I believe only the Facade is lucky to ever have you.

Ardito: btw if you can know, why did Fasad let you go? I thought you were trying to chase after him. Whether that's true or just my feelings. Sorry I'm kepo.

Zara: I'm wrong, Dit. I think he's too much of a friend when he feels more than that. There continue to be personal problems as well as family that I can not tell.

Ardito: thank you for answering. The old news, you have disputed. But I'm not sure if I don't ask the same person directly.

Zara: which news? News about me is a lot.

Ardito: the one in the hotel.

Zara: oh, that? I don't mean to be arrogant or anything. But if it only takes money with so much nominal, I think I have. So why sell yourself?

Ardito: yes, heck. It is only natural that they do not know. You are not too open about which family you come from. Success for you, yes. I stopped guessing. My mother should not gossip so that she does not dare to say you again.

Zara: if he did, he shouldn't have behaved like he did yesterday. This applies to everyone who will be your soul mate, Dito. So that your mother will learn to be more able to keep her words.

Ardito: honestly I'm sad. But yeah, how about it. Can't stop it. It's a serious problem. I had a plan to mature, next day, the woman who will be my wife will not be invited to stay with them. It's too horrible.

Zara: hope as you expect.

Ardito: aamiin.

Zara sufficed from the balcony as the night wind blew even louder. Then lock the door and lay down on the bed with the supine position. While the phone is still in his hands, read other important messages that come in.

It suddenly flashed through his mind to ask about the Facade. It was impossible that Dito did not know the slightest bit of news about her ex-husband. Aren't they close friends?

Zara: do you know where Facade is now?

Zara waited a little for a reply. His last message was read. Blue tick.

Ardito: in Bandung. Time doesn't know.

Zara: work? Or go to college again?

Ardito: He didn't know you, what? Very far away now.

Zara: actually I am ashamed of this, (emoticons grimacing) he has long blocked me.

Ardito: this is usually done by people if they want to move on.

Zara: I'm not alone, ah.

Ardito means you are not in love.

Zara: you know. Let our love not do that.

Ardito: bye, calm down. Even if he blocks you, he still sees you and prays for you from a distance. And just so you know, he loves your changes now. You are more controlled, calm, mature and definitely more expensive.

Zara: she knows everything about me, Dit?

Zara asked very curious.

Ardito: sure. Including my ta’aruf invitation with you yesterday, he is very happy.

Unknowingly, Zara's tears just slid off. Imagine Fasad smiling while giving a thumbs up at him, as the man used to do when he climbed on the podium or the place of the offering.

Zara: she's still alone?

Ardito: Fasad is still in his treatment period.

Zara: how bad is she, Dit?

Ardito: for that I don't know. Only he himself, his family and the doctors can measure how severe it is. But the last time I heard from another friend, it turns out that in addition to mental health he also has bis*ks. You know what that means?

Deg ....

Zara was immediately stunned when she saw Ardito's statement that revealed that Fasad was still unable to recover from his illness. Ah, she must have been tortured.

How the influence of parenting from parents is very large for the future of the child. Coupled with the entry of Facade to the promulgation of— which almost everyone instead let him be mistaken. Consider that behavior that violates the nature is natural, funny, entertaining and fun. Even without them knowing, by treating him as such, made him enjoy the wound even more. Yet in his conscience, he thrashed in need of help.

From here Zara prayed the very best for him. Hopefully he recovers soon and can continue his unfulfilled dream.

Ardito sent a message back shortly. Many at once.

Ardito: he has a statement to not be officially related to someone before he recovers completely. So that no one will hurt each other.

Ardito: fyi, in today's very many people who experience the same thing as Facade/Grace. Then they married an average woman to cover up the rumors. Saving his parents' name, or even because he did not want his parents to be disappointed with him. But the Facade is not that kind of person. As I explained earlier. So that later in his marriage, no one hurt each other. You know, he's a man who thinks a lot about other people.

Ardito: please keep this a secret. I trust you.

Zara no longer replied to the message. He felt tremendous pain. And in order to reduce it, Zara headed to the bathroom to flush her body with warm water. The warmth from the shower relaxes her stiffened muscles. Draining the heat of his soul that was bubbling up.

Seriate.