
Chapter 32.
“Fasad ...” greet Zara as soon as the man opens his unit. He followed the Facade back inside, until it finally stopped in a room that could be converted into anything. Living room, dining room as well as family room. Given how small this unit is in the area of his own house.
“I hope you are better than before,” said Zara after they sat side by side, then she added, “ is better in terms of feeling.”
“Yes, I've been better,” Fasad confirmed, even with his face this time that looks not as bad as yesterday, “but not to change the decision.”
“What decision?” tanya Zara does not understand this language, “don't talk weird, I just want to take you home. Don't pity, his wife left alone?” Zara smiled and clasped her hands, then spoke in a slower voice, “we start again from the beginning..”.
“Zara ..” Fasad removed his hand from Zara's check and almost showed up, but was interrupted again by Zara with a headband, “Fasad. Be careful when you say. Don't let you say—”
“Dengerin I used to say,” cut Facade.
“I can't be attracted to you ..”
“We better be destroyed now than later after we have other responsibilities that fall even heavier.”
“Plis don't say that, we go home, huh? Said he wanted business with—ayo, we happyin Mom ...” Zara switched the conversation because she couldn't listen to anything that led to the breakup.
“Zara .. Not everything you want in this world you can get.”
“I'm not as happy as everyone else who has a whole life,”. And I want to make it happen with you, continued Zara can not express if the affection little by little has begun to grow for him.
“It's just a matter of time, you have to be patient.”
“You yourself are patient what not?” Zara dismissed the remark, “you asked me to be patient, while you yourself why is it like this? Just because there was a problem yesterday, you immediately gave up. If you love me, there is no harm in fighting.”
“For your future.”
“What future? What kind of future do you mean?” asked Zara did not understand, “I have no future since my name was destroyed. So what else do you mean?”
“Everyone who loves you, especially your family will be ashamed to have a daughter-in-law like me.”
“Don't hear Mami's talk, Facade. Just listen to me, because I'm not ashamed to have a husband like you. Instead I already had the intention of announcing it in the media about our marriage. If necessary now.” Zara quickly grabbed her phone from the bag to upload their wedding photos. But after the HP was in his hands, Fasad suddenly seized it by force.
“You don't have to do this!” loud jolt.
“I want to prove that I mean it.”
“Let them know you're still a girl.”
“For what? What good is such a confession? Still a girl or already a widow I will remain secondhand in the eyes of the people.” Zara tries to reclaim her phone, despite the difficulties. “Why are you like this? Where was the Facade that was always confident?”
“How to want to be confident ..” said Fasad bowed lethargic, “I have no self-esteem now. I'm just a poor man marrying a rich girl for money. Ah, nevermind! I just want to ride the fame, not better than those who like pansos with you.”
“Fix you are vengeful. As for my mother, she is still my parents, your in-laws too. I know this hurts ... but is that just why we're splitting up? You should have proved that you deserve to be my husband, Sad. Plis don't give up .. We just need one more step because yesterday, he already approved us.”
“Do not say you want to go back like before,” the accusation is fast which is immediately responded to an upsetting answer.
“Please just like that.”
“Long!” exclaim Zara jerking to the hearing, “you will find it difficult to have good friends and partners if you continue to fight the destiny line.”
“Only I know how I can be comfortable. Because all this time I was stuck in the wrong body,” the lie so that Zara more amused by his confession. That way, Zara can quickly get out of here and immediately finish their relationship.
“The creation of God is never wrong, his own human being is not right,” he said after Fasad finished talking, “Fasad, plis ...”
“I don't want to be forced. Come on, file your lawsuit immediately in court. The sooner the better for both of us. So that you can also get a husband faster again.”
“You think I'm a female cat? Who can easily mate again with another male cat once the old relationship is over?” tanya Zara sharpens, “shoot! I'm not that kind of woman.”
“As far as you are. Listen carefully and put your ears on, Zara. I am a firm man of standing. I can't coexist with you and I'm not fit to marry you. Stop wondering again and don't make me more grounded.”
“Fasad ...” the crying that had been held has now finally broken. Zara sniffed at her knee, “Plis don't stay with me. I have no one as good and sincere as you, Sad ..”
Silencing facade.
“We are close not just one or two months, but four years. Many things that we have done together, day and night, from one place to another, it is difficult to be happy we passed both.”
Facade lifts Zara's body into her arms, “There's still a lot I have to fix in me, Zar. You need a mentor, not someone like me who can even add to your distress. There are many people out there who want to propose to you and choose the one you think is the most appropriate.”
“I want to wait for you to process. We fight together and we go to the Psychiatrist, yes.” Zara nodded her head, asking Fasad to follow her. But the answer was very disappointing, Fasad still refused.
“Do not force. How many times have I said, not everything you want you can get,” Facade keeps his body away from Zara and still gives it certainty, “go home, there is nothing more we need to discuss. Everything is clear, our relationship can only get here. Don't worry, we can still be friends even if not as intelligent as before. And one more, feel free to ask for help if you need help.”
Zara was increasingly unable to stem her cries, “What can I do to repay your kindness all this time?”
“I sincerely do it,” Fasad smiled, “it is precisely me who is grateful,” his inner continues. Because in addition to a number of materials, Zara has also given him a lot of lessons and experiences that are very valuable.
“How do you want from me, Facade? At least for savings as long as you have not been able to get a new job.”
“No need, I don't need money.”
“Then what?” sahut immediately. Long inaudible answers Zara used to think and determine for herself what reply was worth giving for her. “What is this body enough to pay for everything?” then with willingness he began to remove the buttons of his clothes to leave the core clothes, “If so, I would give it to you because you deserve it.”
Zara approached and fully resigned herself, “As I said earlier, there is no virginity term or anything like that. Married woman, will remain a widow even though she has never been touched.”
Facade eyes stagnate and have difficulty swallowing saliva. There were other parts of his body that lived after a long time of death.
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