
Chapters 30.
“What caused you to go?” Zara ventured to ask the man who was currently highlighting her sharply, “what am I doing wrong? Tell me.”
“Not you wrong, but my expectations are too high,” replied Fasad firmly.
“Fasad, please talk more clearly about why you left. I don't know where you're talking about. What because I didn't go home, you kept getting angry?”
“Go from here!” it was so hard. His jaw looks up and down holding back the emotions that hit. “Go from here before I kill you!?”
Zara riveted. He had just seen the other side of the Facade which turned out to be quite terrifying if in an emotional state. But Zara did not want to give up, she still approached and hugged the body of the Facade that was suspected to dampen her anger. “I won't leave before I know where my fault is.”
“I told you, you are not wrong, but my expectations are too high to have you!” the sound of the Facade was still rising until it felt deafening Zara.
“Please don't be like, Sad,” isak Zara restrained, “sorry if all this time I was impressed. I didn't mean it because yesterday I was sick .. I needed treatment because my neck was injured. I told you yesterday, right? I don't want to take more of you.” He explained so because he did not know the facts that made the Facade change.
“Zara, last!” fasad said as if reluctant to listen to all the explanations.
“Don't change, Sad. Don't make me sin more and more for not doing my duty as a wife in general.”
“That's not what you need to do and never do because this marriage is just status!”
“No, I changed my mind a long time ago. During these few days I realized, you are the best person I have ever had and others are not necessarily able to do it,” Zara increasingly tightened his hold as Fasad continued to try to distance himself, “I know you love me, that alone is enough to make our marriage happy.”
“Only me?” tanya Facade full of emphasis. He then smiled skeptically as he met the emotionless empty eyeball in front of him. “Said release your embrace. I told you well before I used violent means.”
“You can't possibly do that with me, Sad,” Zara couldn't believe it.
“But now I can.”
“Fasad, we can start everything from a—”
In an instant and a moment, Zara was thrown by him onto the bed. The woman screamed in pain. Not because of the hard corners of the wood, but surprised by the sudden change of this man.
“Why did you change?” zara asked, demanding.
“You made me change. You made me come into your life!” its spray.
“We can talk carefully, what do you want from me. I will fulfill the origin you stay...” lirih Zara pleaded very, “I depend on you, Sad. Like something was missing when you left.”
“Until any time I will never stay at your house and become the daughter-in-law of Lady Miranda, Zar. I’am sorry. Find other men aja.”
“We are married,” Zara reaffirms.
“Only pretend,” sahut Next facade, “forget? Do I need to remind you why we are married?”
“Do not make our dialogue go round and round, Sad. Who made you change? Wasn't yesterday still okay? I still don't understand, what's my fault.”
Zara was stunned and sat on the floor when she was forcibly removed. Luckily, Ardito helped wake Zara up. He came out in suspicion after hearing the door bang loud enough.
“You'd better sit in my apartment, you can't go home in this state.” Dito showed the unit that was in front of him. Although no answer was heard, Dito still led him in. It was likely that Zara was still too shocked that nothing could come out of her lips other than a soft-sounding sigh.
“He was angry and rude with me,” Zara said as she sat in the living room of the man who helped her.
“Fasad has a bad past. So if he's very angry, he'll turn terrible. Poor really.”
“What do you know of Facade before today, Dit? I feel like yesterday our relationship was fine even though we weren't home because I was sick. You know right, I was in an accident up to my neck in the cast?”
“Yes, I know,” the response, “but if for others, I know nothing but it turns out ... you guys are married.” Dito grumbled in annoyance, “Anjir, I'm so fucking heartbroken! Because it turns out the Facade that managed to find you. Though I feel richer and more male than him.”
Zara did not want Dito misunderstood, therefore he explained, “It is not easy to get to this point, To. But he managed to convince me that he is a sincere man really take care of me all this time.”
“Honestly I salute you because it turns out, you are just looking for an ordinary person. Not his various desires like other women who set high standards.”
“But free ...” said Zara regretfully, “now our relationship is ruined because of a cause I do not know.”
“You should find, Zar. I also argue, Fasad can not be angry if no one bothers him first. Try to investigate, is there a part of your family that does not like him, then say casually that makes the Facade offended?”
Zara who was throwing away a sudden look of focus met Ardito's eyes, “No way Mami I fucked it.”
“Why can you say that? Previous Mami you agree no, you married her?” tanya Ardito makes Zara think of all the possibilities, “no harm, really, if you ask her. Maybe the problem started there. And if it is, you can come back here again to talk to Facad. But ... after the Facade condition is much calmer.”
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After returning from the nuance apartment, Zara immediately met her mother at home. His sudden arrival certainly surprised everyone in the family room. But only Miranda stood up to welcome him.
“Eh, geez, Brother go home, Deck!” as if unable to judge the look on Zara's unfriendly face, Miranda enthusiastically hugged her and invited her to sit down.
“I don't want to sit down, Mam,” reject Zara in a cold voice, “don't be pleasant, don't pretend like this, because I still can never like Mami!”
“This is why again, anyway? Who else has influenced you, dear? Grace the sissy?”
“Stop demeaning him, Mam. She is my husband,” isak Zara no longer has more energy to fight, “as bad as anything she is in the eyes of Mami, please appreciate Fasad, it has become part of this family. I can only accept Om Ruben why Mami does not want to accept my choice? Hasn't Mami ruined my life enough, Mam? Not enough?”
“Mami just wants to save you from the wrong person. He only wants what you have,” Miranda thought so.
“He's not as bad as Mami thought,” sela Zara. “Fasad was always there when I was in trouble, accompanying me from zero and never leaving when everyone left me. Mami will never know that,” Zara missed him for a moment, “please don't interfere with my household, Mam. Enough you hurt Papi .. lest there be anyone else again .. enough Mam, enough. I'm tired...”.
Miranda hugged her daughter and joined in tears, “Alright, if you think the Facade is the best and has turned into a whole man. Bring him here and we'll talk. He should ask you to be both good Mami to be his wife, like that isn't it?”
“Do not miss Zara again, Mam. Don't tell him to leave me. I beg ...”
“Ngak, Darling. Bring her here, Mami blessui you guys,” said Miranda finally relented.