Don't Call My Name
Hit me, Ra... Hit it!

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Ray's feelings became strange. He was no stranger to this house.

The man wondered for himself, how close did it have to do with Zara, so he felt that he came to this place often?

While Zara herself accidentally continues to walk towards the back garden after realizing Ray is following her.

“Zara ...” call Rayyan makes Zara stop and turn her head.

Rayyan continued to approach until she stopped right in front of Zara. They face each other even though Zara turns her face away to avoid eye contact.

“It looks like you hate me so much,” said Rayyan realized from her face-to-face and face romance, “maybe my mistake is too big. If that's true, please forgive me, Ra. I'm just a normal human being. Please, tell me what should I do to make up for all my mistakes to you?”

Immediately Zara replied, “What are you sorry for, if you just don't remember your own problems?”

“If you can, I will go back in time to fix everything,” replied Ray responding to the answer in the form of the question, “please help me explain everything, Ra. Because only you know, while others don't.”

Therefore, Zara turned around. An atmosphere of silence for a while before Zara comes back face to face, “The story is long.”

“Not a problem.”

So finally, Zara began to narrate, “We first met in front of the television studio. I was forced to enter your passing car because I was avoiding journalists. The reason is because I am lazy in the interview. But bad, after you drove me somewhere .. My phone was accidentally left in your car. That's what made us meet again the next day.”

Zara tells the beginning of their meeting, until the next meetings that make them so close. The most memorable was when Ray helped her when she was almost harassed by a fan in front of the Cafe for their second meeting.

“You said my clothes were too sexy, so you wrapped your jacket around me. Because in addition to being impolite, you are also afraid .. afraid of being tempted.”

Ray smiled at it.

“Until now, I still keep it. It'sit's nothing. Because when I remember, you were married. So I canceled returning it because I don't want the trivial matter to be a misunderstanding.”

Then after that, Zara continued, that they met again on another day at the time of his sister's birthday and break the fast together. From there it continues to the next meetings until the feast is over.

“You made me fall in love, Ray. You showed all your attention and treated me more than just a friend.

“But after I was lulled into your attitude that I thought had the same feeling, you prevented me from mentioning your name again and asked me to no longer know each other.

“I was strong even though at that time I was again plagued by a very big problem. Very large.

“I am strong even though everyone hates me for cheap news that I never do. But I collapsed, I cracked, I was broken when you said it. Even the pain was able to make me attempt suicide..”.

“Yes, I know I was wrong. I shouldn't have expected too much because in the middle, I know a fact, if it turns out you have proposed to another woman before.

“But my feelings can't be prevented because you keep giving me hope. You never forbid me to stop cultivating feelings.

“And more painful, you stay me so without any clarity. You married another woman like you never had a problem with me. I thought you were doing it on purpose because you got married so suddenly. Very quickly so our closeness ended. I'm hurt, Ray. You're so mean.

“There is only one person who has always been with me, no matter how I am. Honey, when I started accepting it, she left me too for some reason....

“I'm sick ... alone .. nobody cares....

“But, okay. I'm not papa. I always tell myself to be strong. Not to forget, I also always thank myself for always being patient in accepting the trials and all the fatigue.

“Until the end, I could really get back up again and go back to being who I was. You can smile, cry, be happy and make people nearby happy.

“But now, when I have started to learn to forget everything, you have come again....

“Do you think I am a useless object that you can pick up whenever you want?”

This time Ray interrupted his conversation, “If that is the truth, I am indeed worthy of hate.”

Ray regrets his previous attitude. God punished him so horribly. Some people also say, forgetting memory is the most fatal disease among them.

“You said I hate? Yes, I HATE THE SAME MUNA PEOPLE LIKE YOU,” Zara said with emphasis, “I hate the old you. You who feel the truest, noblest of yourselves as if a multitude of sins like me cannot know a person like you.”

Ray stopped him instantly, “Hit me, Ra!” Ray leaned in his face, letting Zara do anything in that section, “hit me as much as you, though maybe the pain will never be the same as you ever rasain.”

Ray closed his eyes, preparing to wait for Zara to land a blow.

And ... real.

After Zara raised one hand, the next second the slap hit her cheek so hard that the surface of Ray's skin was heated.

Either get the courage from where, a moment later, Ray immediately pulled Zara into his arms. And at that moment, he felt the same thump.

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