Dusk For Nathan 2
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Nathan Pov

A glimmer of light slowly entered. Glare but slowly I opened my eyes. My body still hurts and weak. My right hand touched my hair. I slowly turned to my right and saw Dusk sleeping there and I also found Ayuna sleeping on the sofa of the room. I'm sure I'm in the hospital right now. Looking at my infused hands and the various hospital equipment still stuck to my body.

This event reminds me of what happened before. Where I was on the verge of death after fighting against the begal. But this time is different. I fought against the man who had destroyed the woman I loved. His power is now much stronger. Maybe when he was in a holding cell. He's training the muscles in his body. Somehow he was free when his prison term was not finished.

Thankfully, I came back then. Feelings right. When I left him alone. I feel the same feeling as before. Excessive anxiety and anxiety. That's why I decided to go back to his house to make sure of his condition. I don't want what happened to him again. I don't want to see it destroyed anymore.

" Thank God. Nathan." My mother exclaimed when she had just entered my room in the care.

" afternoon, Ayuna. Nathan's conscious." My mother woke up the two women.

" Thank God Nath." Ayuna immediately approached me and gently kissed my forehead.

Mom immediately called the doctor to check on me. And it can be made sure my condition is stable and can go home soon if my condition improves.

The oxygen hose has been removed. I can breathe normally without that help. I'm showing great progress. Don't want to stay here long. My wife has to take care of me who is sick while she is pregnant with our baby.

" Let me, Dusk." Say Ayuna and take over bribing me. He just arrived. Last night I told him to go home for a break. I don't want him to be exhausted.

" Toni how?" I asked the cool Dusk to push his phone.

Since that incident, Dusk has been more silent. I don't know why and I don't know what happened. After Toni was arrested. I don't remember anything else.

" It was caught. And I'm gonna make sure he stays in jail for a long time." Said Dusk quietly but filled with hatred.

" I'll help." My solute.

" When you get out of the hospital. Does it matter if you go to the police station?" Ask Dusk.

" No problem."

" Can I ask you?" Ayuna interrupted our conversation.

" Of course." My answer.

" When that happened. Why are you there?" Ayuna asked slightly sorting out the words she said maybe she was afraid that I and Dusk would be offended.

" I'm just following my instincts, honey." Answer's short. And that's exactly what happened.

" You want to protect Dusk?"Ask Ayuna again. I answered him with a nod.

Ayuna looked to be breathing deeply.

" To be honest, I don't want Dusk to have to experience the same event for the second time. And honestly, until this moment. I have not been able to forgive myself for not being able to protect Dusk just yet. If only I hadn't been out of town. That's not gonna happen."

Well, it's still something I still regret. The events that happened to Dusk made me angry and frustrated. I always wish and wish time could be turned back. How angry and frustrated I did not show because Dusk himself was severely depressed. He shut himself up and was afraid of meeting men. For almost two months I tried to help heal her mental health.

At that time, I promised not to leave Dusk whatever happened, but like being struck by lightning when Dusk wanted a farewell. What I could have done at that time. I can only obey his wishes and hope that he will be happy. But again I was wrong. She suffered much more because it turned out that she was pregnant as a result of the depraved treatment of those people. I don't know who managed to fertilize the Twilight.

Hearing my words made Dusk instantly look at me nanar. His eyes glazed over with tears. It is different with Ayuna. A clear thread had fallen down on his cheek.

" I'm sorry." I said quietly and wiped away Ayuna's tears.

Ayuna just smiled bitterly. And soon passed out of my room.

" I have to go home. Kasian Gio's." Dusk reasoned.

I just nodded. Yep. I was wrong. I already have a wife. But I still love other women.

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Finally, after almost two weeks I was treated. I'm allowed to go home. Ayuna rarely spoke. Maybe his heart is still hurt. Which woman does not get hurt if her partner still harbors feelings with others.

" Rest. Call me if you need anything." He said after helping me lie on the bed and straight out of the room.

I took a deep breath looking at my old room. If only my race with Dusk had disappeared. It would definitely not be difficult to cultivate love for Ayuna.

" Mom phone Dusk yes. Look at him if he sees you in the hospital." My mother came to me as soon as she entered my room.

" Just let me go home. But don't ask her here, Mom." My speech.

She looked at me with a questionable look. I know if my mother felt something was happening seeing the attitude of Ayuna who was more silent and Twilight who became rarely visited.

" You guys got into a fight?" Ask my mother by holding my hand. I just shook my head.

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" Why then?" Ask my mom not to understand.

" Because of this incident, Ayuna and Dusk know how I've been feeling all along." I said.

" You still love Dusk?" Ask my mom to confirm her guess.

I took a deep breath and only replied with a bitter smile. How can I forget that my wife always reminds me of her. Always present him in our home life. If I forbid it, he'll be stubborn. So I only allowed it but slowly but surely. It made my feelings for Dusk not disappear.

On one hand I love my wife. But on the other hand. I still love Dusk.

" Remove your feelings from Dusk. Soon you and Ayuna will have a child." Advice my mother with her own eyes.

" Already, Mom. But how can I forget that Ayuna herself always reminds me of Dusk." I said with a heavy voice. That's the word I always keep. From the wedding day to this day. I tried to hold back my feelings for Dusk and always tried to think about Ayuna.

But I'm a little hard. Starting Ayuna who suddenly kept her distance from my mother and almost every day she always asked Dusk to my house with a reason to teach her to cook.

Either these thoughts include trying to defend themselves or not. I don't know.

" Perse me, Nath." Ayuna cried suddenly when entering the room. His eyes are looking at me sharply.