
Many hopes as the head of the household for a happy life and go through everything well, but what if the wife herself is not willing to be approached? Surely there is only a sense of uneasiness, disappointment, and want something more change.
"How can I conquer the heart, Anissa? He's too hard to break down? Does he want a lot of money, so I can get everything out of him, someday? Means it's gonna take hard work again, for him to be happy, passion." Think hard, expect a lot so that the wife would consider being a husband.
Stars flickering in the sky, I just want to reach out. Perhaps, the beauty of the household will be happy too, as the star full of happiness illuminates the earth with a million nano-nano flavors and amazement at it.
"At least you never thought I existed? What am I supposed to do? Why I as a husband don't want to approach you. Hhh, fate ... fate, who is always unlucky to live life," a heart murmur who really wants to get Anissa.
Maybe the way people respond to hard work or things we do outside of our self-control, we need to be more grounded to accept this situation.
Suddenly Arvin was crying loudly. The formula in the bottle forgets it's gone. I'll grab it in the basket immediately.
"Astagfirullah, it turns out your body is very hot, son?" Shocked when accidentally touching the skin of his cheek.
Every night wear long-sleeved clothes, so that the body of the little one continues to warm. Said the elder, the baby's tiny body must be maintained well, because it is easily exposed to colds either from the road of the tubers, behind the back of the back, or his stomach. If riding a vehicle, must wear a blanket kerudug, wear a hat, socks, so that the strong wind that is blowing is not easy to enter.
"Is this wrong, Dad. Because you took it to the rice field yesterday? Must have been hot yesterday, making you uncomfortable in the body. Duh, what am I supposed to do?" Confused itself.
I myself feel the heat yesterday is not at home, maybe Arvin skin is still thin more can not stand it anymore.
Run to Anissa's room, asking if there was any medicine stored. As if to relieve the heat first, if not down and down can be taken to the doctor.
Tok .. tok, the door is as slow as possible, because he just came home and must have closed his eyes. Going home too late again.
Tok .. tok, several times from inside there is no link. Trying to hold the door knob, and it turns when turned unlocked.
"Well, it's careless that the door is left like this, but it's natural. It's possible that he's too work-weary, so lazy to walk again to lock it up."
Between wanting to get closer and not, afraid that he would be furious.
"Sorry to disturb your sleep. Can I ask you something?"
"Duh, these nights want to ask what the hell, Mas? Lack of work'an at all, it does not know that I am very tired," he replied while closed by still hugging the bolster.
"That, Nis. Arvin's hot, is there any medicine in store for him?" The voice did not dare to be loud.
"Udah, get out there, just disturb people. If I can't sleep anymore, tomorrow will be late and a mess of work. Is that what you want? Let's get kicked out and eat a rock, huh!" This time he woke up with a sharp look.
"Eeh, yes, Nis. Sorry if it bothers you. I didn't mean to mess up your sleep, it's just that Arvin was hot so it was a little freaked out."
"Choose, many reasons. Just say you want attention."
His accusations are not very meaningful. Will it be like this forever? Do not know also, the same path of life that has been destined someday.
"It is up to you to accuse the. Obviously, I just want your child to be healthy and not sick like this. Then if it doesn't come down, can we take it to the hospital?"
"Duh, Mom. It's me a walking bank that can waste money haphazardly. Hospital costs are expensive. If it doesn't get hot, you take him to the clinic. You're already working, use your money first. My money just ran out to buy clothes and skincare."
"Hhhh, fine then. Just continue your sleep. I'll take care of Arvin myself. Although he is not my son, but as my father continued I have the right also, to nurture him for the better. Excuse me!" it feels so bad.
Buy for makeup alone is not stingy, while for the treatment of children themselves many reasons only. She left without closing the door to her room. The liver is made hot, when the flesh's own blood feels wasted.
"Am I wrong, just asking your son to recover to be taken to better treatment? Is this how you become a mother? You buy beauty tools alone is not stingy, why for the sake of your own child meditates once, you base," heartily speak to yourself.
Stepping a thousand into the medicine storage. Relieved to see there is a bottle of medicine and compress/heat reducer by way of tempel approved. Without wasting time, I gave it to you. At first he cried shock, because maybe the first time he tasted the drug. This affection, stroking his shoulders so that he was somewhat calm, afraid if disturbing the others while being restful.
"Oh my God, what am I supposed to do? Why does Arvin feel wasted like this? If I don't love him, who else?"
"Why is your mother so cruel, that it doesn't feel right to see your face anymore. Although born of careless attitude and delinquency, is it worth being treated this way? You still don't know anything, not even about your parents' sins. Don't cry anymore, yeah. Here there is a father who will always accompany you."
Feeling angry, upset, and disappointed with people who do not appreciate us is natural. We deserve to feel all that. However, there is no need to drag on in grief or adversity. We may have to remember the people who still need us, and still expect the best from the things we already do or are doing.
Happy Yourself in the most comfortable way, one way to keep the spirit of living life. Don't let that happiness be taken away by those who don't really care about us.
Staying happy enjoys life with gratitude, and what it is. So, maybe try to please yourself first. Choose activities or activities that can help calm yourself and relax your heart, so that this mood can still improve.
"Thank you for doing your best to date. There is nothing in vain from all the hard work I have done, even I have made my own achievements with all the best efforts, which have been done until now. May this child of yours remain devoted to me, be a pious child, and honor his mother" The prayer in your heart wants the happiness of the household to remain intact.