
Strange gurgles increasingly shown Mas Ijal. If noticed he always looks cheerful, even smiling alone when looking at the screen of the device. Wanted to take but was not allowed. Hanphone is always near him, so can not freely check what is in it. Even work that rarely has overtime, now began to actively participate every night.
Sometimes he wanted to sit next to her, but she was disgusted. Sleep even on your back. It's been a few months not getting rations. Usually ask to be served, when wanting to get children immediately, but somehow he is very indifferent lately. Not even*fsu when touched or fished.
Had ever confided in a biological mother. His response was very disappointing. Not getting support or solutions, but instead cursed and mentally nagged. He said it was normal, when he was in the boredom phase. But it is not easy to believe it, when it is increasingly researched it is very suspicious.
"Do I have to investigate, but how to start? Ijal is too agile in his actions. Even looking for evidence, he always escapes my scrutiny, "is thinking serious.
"Duh, how is it? Why do I always feel this way? Aah, hopefully gradually everything will be revealed, if there is something strange to do. But if it doesn't do as I thought it would do good for our relationship" Hopeful, though inwardly suspicious.
The sound of water coming out loud from the bathroom. He was cleaning up after work. To this day there is no strange gurgle, then it must be mediocre, so that he does not suspect too. The trust that has been awake feels eroded. Although not sure, but this feeling is so strong.
"What are you daydreaming about, baby!" Mas Ijal approached me who was sitting relaxed in the bed.
His sweet attitude I often miss. Her praise is always haunting. The word romantic is never missed. Even the kisses I always get.
When he came out, he only used a towel wrapped around his waist. Small towel for drying hair perched on the neck. Body is good, but in certain parts there is a little fat. Shaved but shaped dashing body. However, keep loving because all this time do not act, and remain loyal to only one woman, namely myself.
"Eeh, no, Mas! You may have misjudged, "sociably replied.
He sat down. While moving your hands to immediately remove the water.
"Past anyway. I've been watching for a long time, you know. You didn't lie, did you? Are you having any more problems, how long ago?" The real suspicion.
"There really isn't, Mom!" Lying while indulging in his hands.
"Yes already. You just sleep, I'm gonna go out for a minute."
Directly release the indulgence. Shocked if his unusual attitude has changed.
"Where are you going, Mom? It's already night."
"Wind out the same friends. Yes, you could say you want to coffee for a while while collecting."
"Aren't you never like that?" Still being suspicious.
"Who said never. It used to be bujang always do such routine. Only after marriage with you will be supported."
Am I shackling my husband too much? But why has his attitude changed so drastically? It's been years together, but all this time it's been fine. Is it true what Mom said, if there is boredom in our relationship? Even if he did, then it all started from my mistake that did not allow him to fly freely. As the wife fears that if freedom is granted, then a rude swipe at another woman is bound to happen.
The shirt is covered in a jacket. Don't forget to spray perfumes. From another gelagat, like going on a date, but as much as possible this heart holds so as not to be suspicious excessively.
"Why do you have to dress up too, Mom?" Still kepo.
"Well, you don't want your husband to be handsome. If you get a lot of praise from people, which is good for you too, because you can take good care of your husband."
"Yes, too."
"Yes, already. Don't think too much. I just want to gather with the people here. If there's a need, you can look in the corner hall right there." It seems like his words are very convincing.
"Hmm, you break fast. Don't be so slovenly."
"Yes. Already, go there. Don't come home later."
"okay."
After the door closed, his eyes were still awake. The mind keeps drifting and wants to throw off prejudices. Want to strengthen our trust. My husband will not go beyond the limits.
The clock kept turning. Cooled night, can only curl up alone while tightly hugging the pillow bolsters. Early sleep habits, until it does not feel blind closed itself.
Breezy wind from the window, making me have to wake up when the blanket does not cover the body.
"Ah, what time is it? Why hasn't Ijal come home yet?" Want to reach the device located on the nightstand.
"Gosh, it's two o'clock more. Duh, why is there no sign that Ijal will return?" Worry that shackles the soul.
Dangled legs want to get off the bed. Wearing sandals want to try checking. Who knows he accidentally slept in the guest room, because it is not the same drowsiness.
Tap ... tap, walking in a hurry.
"Well, it doesn't exist. Oh, my God, where are you, my man? Why haven't you gone home yet,"
Enough to unsettle. Walking back and forth while squeezing hands.
Tired of standing and sitting. When you can't wait, stand up again. Many times biting the lips because it can not stand. Started getting tired of waiting.
Clamps, the sound of door knobs opening.
"Alhamdulillah. Hope it is, Ijal!" say in your heart a little relief.
Run towards. Sure enough, he's the husband I'm waiting for.
"Mas, what the hell is this? Why are you coming home so late? What exactly are you doing there? Could it be you-?" cecar did not accept.
"Here, don't take much. Husband comes home instead of being welcomed, even the cerocos just tuh your mouth. I was tired, wanting to go to sleep quickly," He just walked away, without looking at me.
"Gosh, Mas. I seriously asked. Why don't you think of me, "Want to let out a stifled emotion the tired effect of waiting.
"Haist, can be silent about your b*cotan. Long-time eneg know, the same sound of you being a canned kayak dragged so. Son and mother alike, bring it!" The heartless Hina.
Without being able to prevent it, the one I loved passed away just like that. Leaving me who still couldn't believe what he said just now.
"Gosh, Mas. Why did you turn out this way?"
Can only stroke the chest. This is the first time my husband is rude. I want to let out tears.
There is no harmony like before. Everything changed as he continued to sue the child. What can I do, after all the effort has been deployed. Only fate can change everything, but there must be a lot of patience in waiting for the baby's cry.