Farewellless
Heart attack

The bustle of the capital and the denseness of the highway are common things that occur at dusk. Everyone wants to get to their homes faster to meet their families. Similar to the white car driven by Dira's personal driver, he directed the steering wheel of the car towards an alternative road so that the young lady immediately arrived home.

"If it can be faster yes, sir," said Dira because it can not stand the condition of his body that suddenly feels bad.

"Ready, Miss," said the driver.

Dira's gestational age has entered the eleventh week. His stomach began to look because the fetus in his womb grew well. Until now Lisa did not know about the condition of her daughter because Dira always wears an oversize model clothes to disguise her body shape that began to expand.

"Finally there." Dira let out a long sigh after his car stopped in the spacious courtyard of the magnificent house. He got off as soon as the driver opened the door for him.

"Thank you, sir," said Dira before walking to the porch.

Step by step has passed the beautiful woman until she reached the family room. He threw his body in there to relieve his fatigue. Sometimes Dira rubbed his stomach several times when feeling cramps.

At that time after getting rejection from Raka, Dira had thoughts of abortion. However, after attending Sunday worship at church, he abandoned his intentions. The woman is determined to face everything even though she herself does not know what will happen after Lisa's mom finds out the truth.

"This is Mama making you warm chocolate," Lisa said after putting the ceramic cup and saucer on the table.

"Thank you, Ma." Dira tried to get up from his current place and accidentally kicked his black bag until it fell onto the floor covered in fur carpet.

Dira was stunned after seeing the contents of the bag mess right at Lisa's mom's feet. Moreover, after seeing the red book is easy already in the hands of Lisa's mother. She could only shake her head a few times after Lisa's mother read the cover of the mother and child's health book on her behalf.

"Why is this book in your name, Dira?" ask Lisa in a very loud voice.

Dira could only shake his head slowly because he did not know how to answer. Tiredness that had hit now just disappeared with so much fear.

"Tell Mama since when did you hide all this?" ask Lisa's mom after reading the examination records that were there.

"Ma ... Ma." Dira only shook his head slowly after seeing Lisa's facial expression.

"Don't tell me the kid was the result of your relationship with another woman's husband?" accuse Lisa's mother of moving out of her place.

Dira could only gulp after Lisa's mother stood before him. The two-bodied woman had to endure the pain as Lisa's mother gripped her cheeks tightly. Tears began to flow rapidly due to the feeling that had arisen in the chest.

"Who's the father of your fetus?" ask Lisa again. The middle-aged woman's face showed a red hue as she was holding back such a great emotion within, "what is Erico the father of the fetus?" Lisa gripped her daughter's jaw tightly.

"Then who, Dira? Which other guy is sleeping with you?" Lisa's mother grew more emotional after hearing her daughter's confession.

"Rb ... The raka!" Finally Dira recognizes Raka as the father of the fetus in the womb at this time.

Lisa's mother's heart stopped beating after hearing her daughter's confession. His breathing began to sting due to shock at the news delivered by his daughter. Of course Miss Lisa knows if Raka is currently in prison. Who will be responsible for all this? Shortness, yes it feels like the middle-aged woman's breath is getting crowded.

"No.. no way," Lisa muttered after releasing her hand. The middle-aged woman retreated her steps.

Bruk! Lisa's mother was unconscious. His body collapsed on the floor in a supine position. Dara screamed for help from the people at home. A cry broke out there for fear of something happening with her beloved mother. Dira kept trying to wake Lisa's mother and did not forget she checked the middle-aged woman's pulse and neck veins.

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Tears seemed endless because of the soul being shaken. Sitting alone in front of the ICU room while crying over the critical state of the woman who has given birth to this world. Yes, Dira feels fragile because she has to fight all this alone. Occasionally he rubbed his stomach that felt cramping because it might be fatigue.

"My Lord, please save my mother. I have no one else but mama" muttered Dira on the sidelines sobs her tears.

Ms. Lisa had to be intensively treated in the ICU room for an acute heart attack. He has not been conscious until now. Some medical devices were installed in his body to survive even though the doctor himself could not guarantee it.

The regret is certainly felt by Dara. This time he is the cause of the current situation. The mistake made by Dira was so fatal that it caused the strong woman who always protected him to be at the weakest point. Isn't it like that, which mother would willingly see her daughter pregnant with no one in charge. Moreover, Dira is not an ordinary woman, she is a company leader. It's possible that Lisa's mother is not ready to accept the state of her daughter who can tarnish the family's good name.

"Why is this burden getting heavier? What do I do after my mom wakes up?" Again and again Dira could only cry when saying that.

Dira rubbed his stomach several times because he felt uncomfortable. In fact, he himself did not know what to do after this. Being a single mother without a marriage will certainly require a very big mental. Dira was more stunned when he imagined how hard his struggle would be after the baby in the womb was born without a father.

"I'm sorry, son. Sorry." Dira muttered softly from feeling guilty for everything that had happened, "you must be strong even without a father figure accompanying you," he murmured again while rubbing the stomach several times.

Until now Dira has not visited Raka again. He was not ready to hear the spicy words of the man that filled his heart. Dira could not live quietly because the man named Erico was still haunting him even though they had never met again. Erico was comfortable with Dira to vent the sexual abnormalities that had been experienced. Erico could not do that to his wife because she was heavily pregnant so she sought a partner to meet her unusual inner needs.

Sometimes we do not know if we are reaping the results of what we have planted. Then is it wise to blame the path of life full of thorns that we have to go through?

...🌹Happy sunday🌹...

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