Farewellless
A very sad heart,

A silhouette of orange stretched out on the western horizon. Its rays look very peaceful and soothing as it blends into one with the dim sky. But that peace actually makes a man's eyes begin to dew when there is no cloudy that can bring heavy rain.

A drop of tear can no longer be contained in the eye. The tears began to roll down the cheeks. It was the rumble in my heart that made all this happen. The grip of the hand on the round steering wheel was very tight. It was as if he was holding something that stifled his chest.

"Aagrhh!" Arvin hit the steering wheel several times to blow away all the tightness in the chest.

The hopes and dreams of the woman who became his companion all this time just crossed in the memory. Arvin was even saddened to remember Fayre's happy facial expression when painting at Grindelwald. Wherever possible, Arvin could destroy all hope with the reality that is happening to him.

"Why do I have to go through all this!" arvin shouted in his car. The handsome man was taking out all the pain he had in his heart. Really, the results of the examination were not what he wanted.

The sports car that Arvin drove finally reached the spacious yard of his house. After making sure his eyeballs were no longer flushed and there were no more puffy eyes, the handsome man immediately got out of his car. Not to forget he held up his briefcase as he walked into the house.

"Welcome, my husband," greeted Fay when he saw her walking straight into the living room, where she is today.

"What's wrong?" fay asked after Arvin sat down next to him. The handsome man sat leaning against the Sofa with his head turned up. While his hands were incessantly massaging the temple.

A heavy breath sounded there. That made Fay even more curious. However, Fay tries to remain calm while waiting for Arvin to tell him about the problems he faces.

"I was so tired that there was a problem in the office," said Arvin without daring to look at Fay because he could not tell everything that had been given by the Winda doctor.

"You sure that's all?" search Fay without taking a look from the tired-looking face.

"Yes. Don't worry too much." Arvin smiled faintly as he rubbed his wife's thigh gently.

"Then we don't have to come to Rista's show. We can give him the card next week" Fay said firmly.

"We have to come, Fay! Be calm! I'm fine." Arvin tries to be calm so that his wife does not sniff out his lies.

Fay moved out of place after Arvin asked to make a fresh drink and not long after, the beautiful woman returned to the family room with a glass of strawberry juice that looks tempting. He put the drink on the table, then sat down next to Arvin.

"After this, be prepared. We will have dinner outside" Arvin said after drinking the juice.

"Okay, then I go to the room first," said goodbye before leaving the living room.

Arvin threw himself back on the couch after seeing Fay leave. He turned his head while staring at the luxurious decorative lights hanging there. Reluctantly flying away somewhere, imagining everything he's been through with Fay.

"You shouldn't have a husband like me, Fay," Arvin murmured in a very soft voice.

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Seconds by seconds kept passing. The stars brighten the night because the moon prefers to disappear. The city streets began to be decorated with lights along the way, which is what makes the city view more beautiful.

"Yes, we can come again next time" Arvin said as he drove his car out of the restaurant area.

The journey to Arvin's cousin's residence begins. It seems like this trip is quite long because the house to be visited is in the central Jakarta area. They will attend the celebration of the birth of Arvin's first child, Rista. A special gift has been prepared by Fay for Rista's first son.

"May we not be late, yes," Fay muttered after seeing the watch in his hand.

"It doesn't matter either. It's good we don't have to stay there for long" replied Arvin originally.

Fayre no longer responded to her husband. He prefers to be quiet while listening to the song played there. Sometimes Fayre sings when songs from his favorite band are heard in the car.

"Yes! Finally arrived!" The happy sparkle was clearly visible on the beautiful face after the car driven by Arvin entered the spacious courtyard of the American-style house.

The gift prepared by Fay has been removed from the car. The two of them immediately entered in friendly tandem. The smile of the two looked bright when received a warm welcome from the family of the brother of Bram's brother.

"Welcome," greeted Rista as she spread her arms to greet the body wrapped in a simple and elegant dress, "please enter. Enjoy all the dishes inside yes, do not hesitate," said Rista after decomposing his body.

The arrival of the two of them managed to shift the gaze of the nuclear family present in the living room. They seem to be looking for the whereabouts of Mr. Bram and Ms. Linda. Some of the Arvin family asked where his father and mother lived.

"Hmmm .. they feel at home there!" answer Aunt Arvin or Rista's mother.

"Tau nih, Tan. Papi same Mami selling coffee there," said Arvin origin while staring at the middle-aged woman.

"God! Do that to your father! There are a lot of businesses selling coffee there!" The middle-aged woman shook her head in disbelief after hearing the story from Arvin, "Why, Fay? Want to carry him?" asked the woman after seeing Fay continue to observe the baby sleeping soundly on the stroller.

Fay just nodded slowly and after that he handed his sling bag to Arvin. Fay welcomes the adorable baby who has just been transferred from the stroller onto her lap. A very sweet smile rose from his lips.

"You fit in!" another family joke when they see Fay and Arvin.

"Yes, Aunt. We are running a pregnancy program. Please pray so that it will succeed quickly" said Fay with a soft and polite speech.

However, the answer apparently managed to stab the heart of the man beside him. Arvin felt pain in the chest when he saw such great expectations from the look in his wife's eyes. Especially when he saw how happy Fay was when fondling Rista's first son. Indeed, Arvin could not bear to see all the hope tucked behind the sweet smile Fayre had to be destroyed because of him.

"Smile, Honey! Smile! Maybe, after this I can't make you smile like this! Especially when you know all the lab results!" Arvin could only vanish all this pain in his heart.

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