Father of My Son
The Little Part That Ever Lost
Divan ran here and there as soon as he arrived at the zoo. True what Dira guessed, no one recognized him. Aside from coming in with the little boy and his mother, it sounds impossible that there are singers who according to people are still single hanging out at the zoo. Dira also wears a black mask and a grey t-shirt and jeans. Unlike the clothes he appears who wears after a neat shirt or suit.
"Oh, mommy!" point Divan towards the bear cage. Dira laughed until he held her stomach while Bia unceasingly hit Dira's back even though it was not too hard. Bia and Dira if it has been poked each other since the first must have ended pinching each other, hit, toyor to kick each other's ass - it's common.
From the bear's cage, they moved to the elephant cage. Divan is not the first time to go to the zoo. His name was also a child, still his face was amazed to see the animals.
"Love!" Divan painstakingly reached into his jacket pocket to pick up the beans. He held out his hand so that the elephant would eat the beans in his hand. Bia helps fear Divan is in danger. Divan himself looks fearless.
Dira watched while sitting on the chair opposite the elephant cage. "O elephant, take teyus idung to eat," he protested. Bia to laugh. Divan thinks it's slovenly, but his name is also animal.
Seeing Bia explain about the elephant to Divan, makes Dira's heart full. He saw the empty part where he had been. A family without her is imperfect. Dira picks up the phone and shoots Bia as well as Divan from behind. He looked at the photo with a sad face, then got up and grabbed Divan in a sling. "Come photos!" bring him.
Finally they have the first family photo even though only a selfie photo. A smile spread clearly on his third face.
Afternoon came between them. Tired, Divan sleeps in Dira's arms. He walked beside Bia while holding hands. Dira suddenly remembered, when he met Divan first. She wants to have a family with Cloe. That's wrong, Cloe wouldn't want to present a little angel like Divan because of her career. The only woman who can give him a family is only Bia.
"I saw Divan's long name on his birth certificate." Dira started the topic. He had turned to Bia who raised his eyebrows because he was surprised why Dira suddenly discussed it.
"Of all the names in the world why use the name Adhlino?" tanya Dira seems to object.
Bia chuckles. "That's my game account name! Until now I have never changed. Is there no other name? For example, the name of his grandfather or who has the same meaning as Dira," said Dira.
"Especially because you never change. I know that name means a lot to you" replied Bia.
Dira just smiled. It's not really about Divan. He wanted his name written there too, along with Bia's. "You know I was so disappointed in you that I thought about leaving you?"
This time Bia until pecking. Her open pupils drew Dira's shadow in her eyepiece. "When I asked you to come with me to Heren. You refused because you wanted to go to college. I'm disappointed that I need you, I don't want to be alone. Knowing I was in the contest, Papah kicked me out of the apartment. Even my phone was taken."
The shadow of how he got out of the Kenan family apartment was so real in his mind. Even because he had no money, he had to walk from the apartment to his friend's boarding house. He could not sleep, nor was he hungry.
"It was the night I killed you" said Dira.
It felt claustrophobic in Bia's soul when she heard it. "I can take you to a miserable life, Bi. My only way to get a job is to be an artist. My label wants us to split up."
Dira looks up. The lush foliage of large trees along the zoo's path makes him think clearly. "Since then I've been determined that if I had the money I'd come back. But I'm caught in a fool."
Bia stopped the move. He held Dira's hand. "Foolishness at Cloena's temptation?"
"I have a reason" said Dira.
They faced each other, steps stopped. "I asked Cloena for help to tell me about my situation. He often shows you chat. It makes me relieved. Until a month later you sent him a chat to get me out of your life."
Bia gulped. He's confused. Boro-boro text each other, see the woman's face on TV only not. "Fake chat?" terka Bia's.
"I'm not stupid, Bi. That's your number. That's why I believe," explained Dira.
"Stay, I changed the number. So who sent that chat?" Bia was confused until her forehead shriveled.
There was a loud sound of birds around them. "If it wasn't for you saying you couldn't get a message from me, maybe I'd be wrong and disappointed with you forever."
Divan rubs her itchy nose. He was still asleep in the lap of his papa. While Bia rubbed her arms.
"I'm sorry I misjudged you" said Dira, looking down and rubbing Divan's back.
Bia moved her lips to the right and left sides. "That was past. We can't do it again. Wouldn't we think about the future? Consider it a lesson so we don't misunderstand anymore."
The two walked back while holding hands. Dira looked straight ahead of him. From now on they will be like this, through the same path of three.
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