For My Brother and Mother
You can see but you are blind.
Azam grew up more healthy and funny.
He has been 4 months this month.
I always took care of Azam myself,
It is imagined if having a baby child bothers what it is like.
But I still take care of my sister Nara.
And take care of the house.
It was as if I had 2 children.
But still, I was in the eyes of my stepfather just a brash, unlucky, and useless child.
Though the one who takes care of his flesh and blood is the only one.
Who cooked for him.
Who washed my clothes.
Just for the sake of my mother, if I hadn't thrown her dirty laundry in the trash, I wouldn't have felt it.
Yes, I consider the wind past.
Azam only knew one male figure, his father Satria, he never knew not even his grandfather's face.
It's impossible for him to carry my son, who is not from his descendants.
When Azam began to know the people around him.
My mom introduced him to my stepdad.
Result nil......
My stepfather doesn't respect my son.
Even my sister was taught to stay away from me.
"Nara...here on.!!.there, it does not look what if you have come home from work.(shouting and glaring).
"I played with Azam" said Nara lowered her head.
"here .... Let me drag you" cried my stepfather.
Just because she doesn't like me, she says rudely every day to Nara.
Where's my mom..?
Just shut up and shut up......
One day Nara had a fever.
He called my name.
The clock shows at 1 p.m.
Tokks.tokkk..
"Kin.kin..adekmu has a fever", cried my mother from behind the door of my room.
"Yes buk, (out of the room, looking for fever medicine).
I tensed Nara's body, I compressed her, I gave her the medicine as prescribed by the doctor who gave me.
My stepfather just stayed outside his room.
I saw everything, but I was blind and denied everything I did for Nara.
I'm only needed when I need to, and in mockery when there's no need.
Really, what can I example from a father like that.
Parents should be role models for their children when starting their own household ark.
But in my house, there's no role model.
All I saw was fighting and fighting.
"It's been 3 days Nara's heat has not gone down", I said as I tensed her body temperature.38 degrees Celsius.
I'm freaking out, it's a temperature at which Nara could have a seizure.
"We take it to the doctor" I said.
Once there, the clinic closed.
I'm heading straight to the hospital.
The old queue, I'm getting more worried about Nara, the heat is getting higher.
"Nara ...", the nurse called.
"Yes sus", I said.
We went into the examination room, because Nara often has a fever, the doctor suggested a blood test.
We also comply.
Nara had not been able to take medicine as long as the results of the belun blood test came out, just in case I just gave her a hot medicine down from home while waiting for the new doctor's prescription medication.
After the blood test was done, we were made to wait quite a while longer and longer.
Arrive arrive..
"Naraaaa.", I shouted and ran towards ugd, Nara convulsed again, my mother ran behind me.
Arriving in the ugd room, Nara was assisted by oxygen and injected drugs, before the shock subsided.
Allahu akbar, my body trembled every nara like that, it was heartless to see my sister in pain.
Doctors have also warned not to have seizures above 10 minutes because the consequences can be very fatal.
O God, protect my brother in my heart.
At that time the hospital room was full, and we had to wait until the afternoon, alternating rooms with patients who came home today.
Nara always wanted to be with me, she asked me to accompany her to sleep in the ugd room.
Satria is in charge of looking after our son at home, I did not bring him to the hospital because he is susceptible to disease for babies of his age here.
When my stepfather came, he chatted with my mother in the corner of the room.
"Nara, it's up to us, he's our son" said my stepfather, that's all I could hear at the time.
If it wasn't for my sister and my mother, I wouldn't take care of your flesh and blood, in Nara's blood my mother's blood, so she's part of me too, I'd take care of her like my son..whatever you want to say.. I murmured in my heart.
That afternoon Nara was able to move into her inpatient room.
Don't want to get him out of my arms.
Sleep with me too.
My father also witnessed it, but he refused to accept the fact.
He is blind to me.
In sleep, when I carried on, Nara suddenly returned to convulsions.
I screamed at the nurse.
The nurse ran over the gopoh.
Nara was abandoned and her clothes torn.
The nurse tries to open her mouth so that Nara can still breathe, and presses her tongue.
His mouth is spitting out foam.
Everyone was crying there.
When the seizures stopped, the nurse put oxygen on Nara overnight.
My stepdad could only cry on the edge of the bed.
As if I wanted to slap her face.
One who can only get angry, and make fun of others.
But no need to take care of their own children.
O Allah strengthen the servant.....