For My Brother and Mother
New house plans.

I feel like I'm getting older.

He thought, for me no one thought anymore.

I already own my grandmother and my father's house.

I also have a husband and children, in other words I am happy with my complete family.

Without any confusion.

And without confusion will a permanent dwelling.

But mother is still confused by the fate of my sister Nara.

He had a father who could not think of a good future, even for himself.

How he thought of the future for Nara.

That's the kind of thing that comes to mind for my mom this late.

"Kin, I want to sell some of our rice fields and all of my mother's jewelry, as well as livestock" my mother said as we sat on the porch that afternoon.

"Why buk..?" I said in astonishment.

"Your father is such a character, however we change it still like that, mother kasian with you, every day in the mockery of him. Besides you already have a house and husband, only to raise Azam only, only to raise Azam, but your sister still doesn't have a home, you can't count on your father, so what's the future of your sister.???" said my mother expressed her concern.

I'm actually sad to see all the problems in my mother's life come back from marrying my stepfather.

But how else, we can not do anything, this is for the sake of Nara so as not to be carried away by her father and make her future mess later.

"That's not sure ..??", I said.

"Yes, later this will be said to your father" said my mother firmly with her decision.

"Why should I rush to the buk.??, this is my mother's house too", I said calming my mother's anger.

"Your mother and father are old kin, your sister is still a child, how about we as parents are not able to build her future from now on, it will be difficult later if we get older and there is no more energy to work" said my mother with glassy eyes.

I actually know, I'm tired of all this.

Since the departure of my grandmother, all he carried himself on his shoulders, until he had been hostile to me only because of his anger with the situation.

But my mother was right too, her future should be in order from now on.

I am indeed her brother, but I also have Azam, it is impossible for me that only a housewife can fight for her future like my mother fights for Nara's future.

"Yes already open, I just negotiate first, Kinara anyway it's up to ibuk, if it's the best according to ibuk , Kinara would support" I said to give my mother support.

"Please, God never sleeps" I comforted him.

"If you have your own house, you do not want to be far from you, you want to make a house around this village only, you do not have anyone else but your children" said my mother, his crying voice began to break.

"Oh Allah buk, Kinara was always a mother's son, Kinara willing to be insulted like anything for the sake of Nara and ibuk, so I'm not worried about Kinara staying in ibuk ya..!!", I said while crying to see my mother who looked fragile in her old age.

May you always be with us, O God.

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That night she really expressed her intentions to my stepfather.

It is also true what ibuk said.

My stepfather got angry and broke the table.

He always cannot negotiate well, there is still a little talk his emotions have peaked.

Insults and insults came out of his mouth.

But my mother was actually an amazing woman.

He can control his emotions well.

I just can't figure out how to get my emotions down fast.

"Tol*l you..!!, we have rice fields, we have livestock, we have jewelry, it's nice to sell" my stepfather shouted with a table.

"This is for your own child you still do not accept.??", said my mother did not want to lose.

"Son, I don't want to!!, I can still do it without having to sell all my property" he said as he left my mother.

My mother was angry with her husband's words, even I who only heard him also hurt.

But, different from my mother.

When my stepfather came home, my mother's emotions had subsided, even my mother acted like nothing had happened.

She was humiliated by her own husband.

My mother casually prepared dinner for him and chatted normally.

If it was like that, my mother would discuss the problem again in 2-3 days after all the emotions subsided.