
Jessica and Devan now live in an apartment to maintain the privacy of the household and want to warm their small family. Almost two months both of them live alone, Devan's days only work and Jessica that's all. Likewise, at this time, on his return from the hospital, the two sat while watching the television broadcast. Jessica smiled happily feeling that Devan was already hers, without Nayla who had been a bitch in her marriage to Devan.
If Jessica continues to smile happily while watching television but different from Devan. The first month still looks calm and fine, but after that his feelings began to mess up. There was a strange feeling that made him want to see Nayla, even this full month he could not sleep well. Devan wants to always see Nayla's face but Nayla is very different from Nayla, Nayla, who is pregnant, Nayla, who now really doesn't care about her,,, even though the pregnant woman never wanted to be far from him, always sad if they were far apart even though Nayla did not say directly if she wanted to stay close to him but Devan knew the woman wanted to stay close to him, but now Nayla is so foreign.
His days in the hospital continue to meet Nayla even though it was unintentional, but enough to make Devan feel very unsettled. Devan was eager to embrace the body, clutching it tightly as when they were together, providing warmth when in need of a caress, all lost without rest.
"Why are you Devan?" ask Jessica.
Jessica realized seeing Devan's moody face, her mind drifted out of nowhere at the moment. From earlier, Jessica's lips continued to discuss about an actor who she is currently watching through television but it seems Devan does not care about it at all, maybe Devan didn't even hear. Devan breathed heavily then looked at the face of Jessica who was again sitting next to him. Later, Jessica's face again changed to Nayla's face.
"Devan," Jessica said, Jessica's voice again made Devan realize that the one next to her right now is Jessica instead of Nayla.
What happened to Devan? why Devan seemed lost in the shadow of a very deep longing for Nayla.
Nah! it's not Devan's longing to try to shake all that. Nayla is nothing to her, Jessica is still the full owner of her heart.
"Devan you really why the hell?" ask Jessica who asked again when she saw the look of a different face from Devan.
But Devan preferred to stand up from his seat and then go into the room. Jessica also entered the room, seeing Devan sitting quietly by the side of the bed. When Jessica was about to sit next to Devan, suddenly Devan's voice made him stop to sit next to her husband.
"Nayla, make me some coffee!" devan.
It's something Devan will never forget, Nayla's coffee really makes her tongue miss it so much.
"Nayla!?" ask Jessica in shock.
Devan realized wrongly mentioning the name, a moment later he corrected the speech.
Jessica could only nod weakly and felt her ears had been misheard, a moment later immediately headed for the kitchen and made a cup of coffee for Devan. While Devan immediately threw himself in bed and opened his phone, suddenly there was a desire to contact Nayla.
Devan's hands accidentally saw a profile photo of Nayla's green app, a four-month-old baby with chubby cheeks being with Nayla. Devan rubbed his phone screen as if he was rubbing his son's face, there was a yearning that was getting deeper. Nayla can be seen smilingly kissing her son's cheek, making Devan want to hug the tiny baby.
A moment later Jessica came back in with a cup of coffee for Devan.
"Dear the coffee I put on the table, Dad?" said Jessica.
Devan kept his phone back in his pants pocket and nodded, a moment later he moved to sit on the sofa and started sipping Jessica's coffee. Devan's brain was as wrong as his tongue, Jessica's coffee was unable to treat his longing with Nayla's coffee. What was with her was difficult to understand but, Nayla's face was like a poison that could slowly kill her. Devan chose to leave even though the night was getting late but he didn't care at all.
"Where are you going?" jessica asked as soon as she saw Devan was already on the doorstep.
"I was out for a while" Devan replied, leaving Jessica alone in the apartment where they now live.
Devan's mind was completely muddled, a Nayla capable of breaking the peace of her life. Whether until when can be calm without the shadow of Nayla, even without realizing Devan's car leads to the rented house of his second wife. He stopped across the street and stared at the simple but still very decent rented house to live in. The wall paint is now pink, with white floor tiles is Nayla's favorite color. Lama Devan stared at the door of Nayla's contract which was closed, but suddenly the door was open.
Seen a man came but just sitting on the terrace, Devan saw the closeness of Nayla with the man was quite unnatural. Often Devan saw the two together to cause question marks about their relationship, a moment later the man was seen playing with Felix.
Devan can only see because he has promised Jessica will not meet Felix within one year, no matter what Jessica means but Devan chose to obey, because of the threat Jessica will go to bring her child who is still in the womb.
Devan has sacrificed Nayla and Felix, of course Devan does not want to sacrifice his son who is still in the womb Jessica. It was so painful to see Nayla's smile not for herself but for another man, her chest felt so claustrophobic looking at it. Devan really does not understand what happened to him, until when he will continue to be tormented in the shadows of Nayla's face.
At first Devan finds it easy to let go of Nayla, but everything turns out to be wrong, for some reason he really suffers a lot when he is away with Nayla, when there is no longer a bond between him and Nayla, since it was so painful with the absence of any more ties between her and Nayla, it left her with no right to forbid Nayla from being close to another man. All the things about Nayla can not be forgotten by Devan despite trying to forget it but Devan can not, even with Nayla calling herself with the call "Mas" only, but Devan can not, it was enough to make himself truly feel homesick.