
"I'm not lying at all, I swear, listen to my explanation first," Devan said as she sat on the floor.
Flashback....
It's been almost a week but until now Alex has never returned a message from him or answered a phone call from him. Though Devan's wedding is tomorrow, Alex, Devan and Jessica are old friends and even they have been friends since they sat in high school.
Both have an extraordinary closeness even they choose the same major, namely medicine.
Devan does not know the cause but he is very curious about the change in Alex's attitude, and the change occurs when Devan tells Alex that his marriage with Jessica will be implemented soon. Finally that night Devan approached Alex at his house.
"Where are you Alex? you're so hard to contact, aren't you going to be at your best friend's wedding?" devan asked directly when Alex had just opened his door.
Alex seemed shocked to think that Devan would come to his house, Alex immediately let Devan into the house.
The two sit on the sofa, Alex just shut up and Devan is increasingly confused to see Alex who is just silent.
"Do I have any fault for you Alex? let's say, I don't know at all, but you suddenly change" Devan said.
Alex shook his head while smiling at Devan.
"Then why do you avoid me? tomorrow morning Jessica and I are getting married, don't you want to be at your best friend's wedding?" ask Devan.
"I'll definitely come Devan, I'm sorry but I'm again having family issues," Alex replied.
Devan nods his head, actually Devan does not believe in Alex's reason but Devan prefers to pretend to believe in Alex's reason.
"Well, since you and Jessica are getting married tomorrow, I'm going to make you a drink" Alex said, then headed to the kitchen and returned with two cups of coffee.
After they talked for a long time until it was almost late, Devan decided to go home, but Devan came home in a state that was not okay.
His body really felt very hot, like something was wrong with his body, what was wrong with him?
Until Devan finally gets home in a state that is getting worse, Devan goes into his room by chance to see a woman turn her back, and,, and Nayla fell victim to her demanding heat that night, which she thought was Jessica.
Flashback....
"Alex?" jessica asked in disbelief.
"Yes I can't possibly accuse Alex of giving me that stimulant drug, on that drink that night, I still can't accept that even though it all points to Alex,,,, I can't,, I still wish there was no stimulant that night and it was just an accident, but actually my body that night was completely out of control," devan said while remembering the friendship of himself and Alex was very good so far, what could Alex could have done that to his own best friend.
"Then what about me, Devan. I don't want to be pitted against Devan, I don't want to have honey, I don't want my husband to share his attention, I just want to be the one,,," jessica said, crying again.
Devan lets Jessica beat herself up until Jessica feels tired of herself doing just that.
"I had to keep the fetus Jessica, given the state of your womb that is very weak and quite difficult to conceive" Devan said.
Degh!!!
Devan never explained the situation with certainty, which Jessica knew all along she only needed to be patient until the time came she was pregnant and there were no problems with her uterus. But this time Devan explained it clearly made Jessica's heart beat faster than usual.
"You must be lying" Jessica said.
"I know very well you were pregnant before we got married, I also know you had a miscarriage before we got married, I know from the results of the examination conducted in the hospital,,, I know,, while the first time I touched you, it was only after we got married that I wasn't the father of the child, but it's okay that I didn't have a problem with it at all,, because I've known for a long time about the truth, but I still decided to marry you, which means I'm ready to accept whatever your past circumstances are" Devan said.
Degh!!!
What else can be said by Jessica, all this time Jessica thought Devan did not know about it.
"I knew Jessica a long time ago, but I covered it up because you're my boyfriend and I love you, you know when we dated how I loved you, you know, when I was dating,, so I decided to marry you by accepting all your past, I kept Nayla because of my son, maybe forever you can't give me a child but it doesn't matter, no, no, no,, at least I already have a child even by mistake and it's from another woman, which is important our household remains intact" Devan said.
Devan explains everything just for Jessica not to dissolve anymore in the wound.
"Don't tell me you're the one who hurt Jessica, I'm also hurt, I'm sick when I decide to beat you up, marry her,, this is not an option don't blame Nayla on, please, please,, I'm guilty here" Devan said.
Jessica sobbed why everything was so painful, this situation made Jessica really hurt.
"I beg you to understand my current situation, I love you Jessica" Devan said, hugging Jessica, clutching warmly even though the wound was still very much felt.
"I love you a lot too, but I don't want to be pitted against Devan" Jessica said.
"This is only for a while, believe me my love is only for you, indirectly this incident will make our marriage will be stronger, because there will be children even from other women," devan.
Jessica hugged Devan very tightly, if her uterus was not as bad as it was possible at this time she was pregnant with a child from Devan, until Devan no longer needed to expect a child from another woman's womb.
Why the fateful incident had to happen to him at that time, the injury he suffered was not much different from Nayla, Jessica had experienced rape, and,, only the difference was that he had no idea who had taken his chastity that night.
"I'm sorry to disappoint you, I was not a holy woman anymore when you married me, I also miscarried well that's right, it's true everything you said,, it's true,, I also did not know at that time that I was pregnant when I fell slipping and the doctor immediately said that I miscarried, whether when I was pregnant I was also unconscious,," jessica said with a wounded heart.
Devan doesn't care about it because he has known for a long time and still decided to marry Jessica, which means he wants to accept Jessica's past that is no longer sacred.