
Devan has completely lost the spirit of his life, his heart is already completely convinced that he has loved Nayla, there is no more love left for Jessica, Devan admits it. There was a sense of disappointment so deep that even her heart wondered, why when a little angel was present in Jessica's womb? is her love lost to Jessica?
Isn't Jessica's pregnancy the source of her happiness? it was the source of his happiness, but it was.
Long ago, long before Nayla came and introduced Devan what true love was. Karma seemed to come so quickly, in a matter of days after Nayla came out of her life, the sense of loss immediately appeared, but unfortunately it was too late.
He used to berate, insult, curse, and even had time to doubt his own son who was conceived by Nayla. Now everything is completely different, something is missing along with the breakup of the day. Then why didn't Nayla's face disappear as well?
Devan's love is too self-torturing, whether until when he can survive in the missed. Staring from a distance without being able to touch, embracing in his dream, as if becoming a killer poison slowly but very surely.
The late night does not necessarily make Devan dissolve also in a dream, Devan got off the bed and headed for the middle room. Devan sat there quietly while continuing to stare at Nayla's image.
"Ishh is ashamed to know Mas, my stomach is still flat like this" said Nayla.
"Let's just hold your stomach, Mas want to take a picture of you," said Devan.
"What the hell," said Nayla.
Devan rubbed his face, reminiscing about his friendship with Nayla.
All the photos when they were in the tea garden one year ago, still kept neatly by Devan, with the image could make Devan's longing feelings for Nayla a little treatable. Nayla's face haunts her.
"That mango paste, that too, that's Mas, too" pointed Nayla.
"That's a lot of bumil" said Devan.
"I want that Mas, don't want another" Nayla said with a frown, though they whispered while talking but still they still heard each other.
Devan pinched his forehead with his hand, Devan's tears trickled back not strong enough to see Nayla's photo again.
Until it did not feel the morning was transformed, dissolving in the shadows of Nayla made him forget time. Jessica woke up and did not see Devan was beside her, when Jessica woke up and it turned out Devan was in the middle room, Devan was seen sleeping in the middle room.
Devan has just fallen asleep, sleeping in the shadows of the past, until Jessica sees Devan's phone placed on her chest. Jessica was curious and took it slowly.
Jessica's legs instantly shook, her tears trickling down the photo of Nayla, who turns out to be Devan's bedmate.
Jessica really feels very crowded, once Jessica finds out that Devan has not been able to escape the shadows of her past with Nayla. There was nothing Jessica could say but tears coming out, until when she would survive in this fake household.
Devan loves him in falsehood, Devan's attention is just a falsehood, he does have Devan's body, but Devan's heart is already owned by another woman. Destroyed was Jessica's feeling.
A moment later Jessica realized as soon as she saw Devan's hand move, she immediately returned Devan's phone where it was before. Then she wiped her tears as if she knew nothing.
"Are you awake?" devan asked after clearly seeing Jessica who was now standing in front of him.
"Udah dong," Jessica replied forcing a smile as she sat beside Devan, hugging Devan's field chest with warmth as if she was happy at this moment.
Without Devan knowing the truth, Jessica really wants to cry and scream as loud as possible, knowing that Devan no longer loves her as they used to date.
But what about the fetus? Jessica now decided to stay, however, her son should not lose the figure of a father. Maybe still have time to arrange the pieces of the heart that have been completely damaged, restore the love Devan like before without any more falsehood.
"I took a shower after that we had breakfast," said Devan then rose from his seat rushed into the bathroom, until finally he realized there was no towel there.
Jessica rushed in, intending to take a bath together but suddenly Jessica again heard something quite surprising.
"Yeah!!! get a towel," cried Devan from the bathroom.
Jessica did not turn the bathroom doorknob, so she heard the name Nayla mentioned by Devan very clearly. His heart really screamed again, feeling tight until his tears spilled again.
The door handle moves, it turns out Devan who first turned the doorknob from inside there. Jessica wiped her tears as if she had heard nothing. Trying to stay calm in a million wounds of love that now increasingly torment him. A moment later, Devan's face was seen from the door that was slightly opened.
"You here Jessica?" devan.
"Yes, what's wrong?" ask Jessica.
Jessica tried to pretend to be calm as if she had not heard that Devan had called Nayla's name so clearly. Jessica does not want to fight and make her household destroyed, Jessica's decision prefers to be quiet, as if she does not know anything about Devan who still loves Nayla very much.
"Please get me a towel" said Devan.
"Yes," said Jessica who immediately took a towel for Devan, then gave it to Devan.
Moments later the two are dressed, and Jessica accompanies Devan to the hospital. Arriving at the hospital the two walk with Jessica hugging Devan's arm.
So does Nayla who is walking in front of Devan at this time, coincidentally meeting without a greeting. Nayla and Alex go hand in hand, occasionally smiling at trivial matters that make laughter from their lips. Sometimes the two talked seriously about the strange state of the patient.
"Yesterday, Doc, the mass of the patient's husband said," said Nayla who wanted to mimic how the husband of the patients they handle spoke.
"Her husband said gini, sister please remove it to the Doctor not to sew all the holes my wife, leave a little for me," said Nayla while chuckling.
"Is there really that?" alex said as he scratched his non-itchy head and laughed as soon as he heard Nayla's funny story.
"Yes Doc" said Nayla who immediately nodded quickly.
"There's nothing" said Alex, smiling and shaking his head at Nayla's cuteness.
"No Doc" replied Nayla.
"How are we going with Felix?" haggar Alex.
"By Doc" Nayla replied without a second thought.
The two continued to talk and laugh, without realizing Devan was getting crushed. Silence without speaking, without saying only his ears that hear with both eyes that watch Nayla's smile only fixed on Alex.
Jessica realizes it all immediately draws Devan to walk quickly ahead of Nayla who was previously in front of them. Nayla and Alex were too talkative to be aware of it at all.
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When the break finally arrives, Nayla is asked by Alex to buy her coffee. Nayla got out, she wanted to have lunch first, and she got into the elevator. Alex's doctor's room was on the fifth floor and he was lazily walking down the stairs. When the elevator door opened Nayla just entered without realizing around her, after the elevator door closed Nayla took a step back until her back hit someone's chest.
"I'm sorry" said Nayla, quickly moving away and feeling bad.
A moment later Nayla looked at the man's face, Devan's face looking at her so coldly.
"Sorry Doc" said Nayla, who positions herself as a subordinate, or a nurse who works at Devan Hospital.
Devan only stared at the woman he missed without a word, if only the woman knew that at this time Devan really missed the warm embrace of the woman. But Devan can only hold back, without being able to do anything.
Nayla's face looks fresher makes Devan feel more tormented, in contrast to Devan. His hair looked tangled, his thin sideburns were now beginning to lengthen, with an increasingly cold facial expression untouched.
After the elevator door opened, Nayla hurriedly came out, Devan just stared at Nayla's back which was getting further away from her eyes.
A moment later, Devan came out of the elevator, and Jessica asked him to buy her lunch at the restaurant right in front of the hospital. Actually Devan can of course tell anyone, but Jessica wants to get Devan to intervene alone. Devan doesn't refuse to know Jessica is cravings.
It's just that Devan's heart that can not be invited to compromise, again can only resist the desire to hug Nayla who is now sitting next to the chair she sits in.
Nayla did not realize that and looked still cool with her phone until suddenly someone was sitting in front of her.
"Hey how are you?" ask the man.
Nayla immediately kept her phone in her pocket and turned to stare at the man who was reprimanding her. Nayla was completely shocked as soon as she saw the man before her - the man who used to fill her heart.
"Hi" Denis repeated his greeting to Nayla
"I.iya," said Nayla who suddenly gago because too shocked to see her ex-lover.
"You why? where the hell is it?" ask Denis while looking at Nayla's clothes.
"Your mom's here?" nayla asked back who did not answer Denis' question, she was too surprised and chose to ask.
"Yes, I only have two days of work in the hospital ahead" Denis replied.
Nayla nodded in understanding.
"Where do you work at the hospital?" ask Denis back.
"I also work in the front hospital, just as a doctor's assistant" replied Nayla.
Denis understands what it means now that they work in the same hospital, how happy Denis is.
"Have you given birth?" asked Denis for the reason of their separation at that time was Nayla who was pregnant, but Denis was very willing to marry Nayla even though Nayla was pregnant with another boy.
Unfortunately at that time Devan did not want to divorce Nayla and eventually both lost communication, until today the two meet again accidentally.
"Udah Mas, my son and I are divorced too, how are you? and I'm sorry to disappoint you at that time" Nayla said with a really bad feeling.
"No problem at all!! we can still be friends, right?" ask Denis with a smile.
"Yes of course," Nayla replied with a smile as well.
Devan was again only able to massage his head, holding back the feeling of tightness that was now increasingly torturing him.
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Jessica couldn't bear waiting for a food order that hadn't arrived until now, Devan had left long enough and hadn't returned until she was hungry.
Jessica decides to call Devan but it turns out Devan's phone is left behind, Jessica hears Devan's phone ringing from inside the drawer as soon as Jessica calls Devan's phone number.
Suddenly Jessica walked towards Devan's desk and opened the drawer, Jessica's body stiffened again staring at a picture frame. The picture of Nayla with her belly stuck neatly in the drawer, even Devan's phone screen was a photo of Nayla and Felix. Jessica's heart hurts more and more knowing now Devan's love is just a charade.
No!!! Jessica wiped her tears and immediately followed Devan towards the restaurant, after arriving at the entrance Jessica circulated her eyes looking for Devan. Until his eyes saw Devan was sitting on one of the chairs, but Jessica also realized the direction of Devan's eyes.
Oh, nayla!!! well Nayla was sitting on the other chair and Devan's eyes were unceasingly staring at Nayla. Jessica was completely confused by herself, Devan's eyes were very loving on Nayla but not on her at all, the gaze was not there for her.
The look of the eyes looked very different, where men used to love him without pause, once when they were still dating.
It seems that all the loss is eroded by time, maybe it is not left for him even a little, Jessica wants to cry, scream as loud as she hurt love.