
"Why are you doing this Nayla?" devan asks who does not understand Nayla's way of thinking that tells of their secret marriage to others.
Nayla breathed a rough breath, Nayla knew Devan's current feelings must be very afraid of being discovered by others.
"Mas don't be afraid, trust me, Reyna is not what you think, I'm sure no one will know but her, um," nayla tries to convince Devan even though Nayla's heart is very sick at the moment.
Devan is actually still very doubtful how Reyna will close her mouth tightly. If this secret marriage reaches Alex's ear, then Jessica will know because Jessica and Alex know each other. Given her, Jessica and Alex were best friends long ago.
Devan is very upset with Nayla because Nayla cannot close their secret meetings.
His family and Jessica's family have had business ties for a long time, Devan really doesn't want everything to break down just because of this kind of problem.
Devan doesn't love Nayla in the least, there's no need to ask, there's no nail-tipped love for Nayla.
What Devan's been doing all this time isn't love? what about sleeping with Nayla?
It's all because Devan is an Obgyn doctor who is well-versed with the hormones of pregnant women who crave warmth, and desperately need an inner living. No more than that, Devan wants to sleep with Nayla.
But Devan has only been quiet all along because Devan doesn't want to offend Nayla, but that doesn't mean Nayla is free to tell the secret of their marriage to someone else.
"Are you really sure Nayla?" ask Devan again.
"Yes," said Nayla, nodding her head so Devan was sure that Reyna would not open her mouth, deep down Nayla felt she was just a bitch to Devan.
But it doesn't matter to Nayla again all that's the reason because Nayla loves Devan. Nayla has fallen into the abyss of love Devan made for her. Only with a little attention from Devan is able to make Nayla fall in love with him.
Let it be to love in silence, to admire in silence, to be able to have Devan fully Nayla realize it will be a dream only.
Nayla feels sorry for herself, Nayla feels very stupid because she is in love with Devan, even though Nayla knows Devan loves Jessica very much.
"Mas," Nayla tries to allay Devan's worries, hugging Devan warmly, wanting to trap Devan in peace with her even though it's only tonight.
Nayla fingers down the chest of Devan's field, letting Devan consider herself a lowly woman, Nayla just wants to make the most of the time she has left with Devan. That's all, Nayla will not forget the promise they have agreed to before.
A promise of farewell when their child is born, then he and Devan must say goodbye.
"Mas" said Nayla spoiledly to Devan.
Devan immediately stared at Nayla's bead, since when did Nayla have the courage to tease herself like this.
"You sure?" ask Devan again who is still very doubtful about Reyna.
"Yes, how many times do I have to convince you?" nayla said as she approached Devan, gently kissing Devan's lips, to hell with the embarrassment of the moment.
Devan is really shocked by Nayla's sudden treatment, Devan never expected this to happen, but Devan thinks this is a form of apology from Nayla. Because Nayla had told others about their secret marriage.
"Remember this Nayla, never fall in love with me!!" Devan said.
Those words came out of Devan's lips, it was really painful for Nayla.
Nayla nodded trying to smile.
"Now we just need each other, mas, I need you and mas need me? that's all right?" said Nayla while holding tightness in the chest.
Nayla felt she had no self-respect anymore.
Even now Nayla was grateful for one night with Devan at that time, Nayla felt she was very stupid.
But without that night, Nayla would not feel warmth, affection, tenderness, pleasure and care.
"You sure?" devan asked again while looking at Nayla with a full-fledged eye.
Nayla nodded her head again.
"No one else will know but Reyna and I promise you that, we will also be separated after this child is born, and this is not too long ago,, but mas can meet me later if you need me, even though we're separated," said Nayla again who wants to convince Devan.
Devan looks raised next to his eyebrows weighing Nayla's offer on him, Devan feels Nayla's offer is attractive even though Devan must be a bastard, well they only need each other at this time.
"Well, Nayla, there will be no love between us but mutual need" Devan said.
Nayla nodded and quickly pulled Devan's collar, Devan's words that confirmed they only needed each other as if to train sharp for him.
In Nayla's heart screamed withholding cries saying that there was love for Devan, until Nayla was like this, Nayla was enslaved with her love for Devan. Nayla is willing to even be easily enslaved by her love for Devan.
There were tears that Nayla had to endure with great difficulty as she and Devan kissed, there was a sense of sadness and anger that she had to endure as well as when Devan's hands were wandering everywhere.
Nayla is disappointed in herself and is self-defeating because Nayla is inferior to Devan, why should Nayla fall in love with Devan?
"Mas," Nayla groaned as Devan's hand grew wild. The longer the more you enjoy the touch Devan gives you.
The late night did not make the two humans sleep soundly, I don't know how long they have been harboring all felt very exciting.
Nayla always wants again and again, every touch Devan gives Nayla a satisfaction that cannot be expressed in words.
I love you, Nayla screamed to tell Devan about her feelings but it was impossible, the words were only in her throat.
Restrained Nayla because silenced by every rule that has been set Devan. The rules that Nayla must remember and obey, if they only need each other, there will never be love between them.
"You're so beautiful, Nayla" praised Devan. One sentence of praise from Devan seemed to be able to make Nayla float high.
Madame Jessica I'm sorry, in the next few months I have your husband too, after my son is born I'll give him back to you a, he'll be completely yours again, it will not be divided again, Nayla screamed.