
"Too late! my son is dead, we feel you are buried" said Inggit.
It seems that the injury felt by Inggit was deep so as to allow to meet Jessica even if only one second was not able to, he said, Inggit was so assertive for this time it was much different when he was still in a good family relationship before marrying Jessica at that time.
Could Alex not meet Jessica?
Is it by pleading also can not make the heart of Inggit knocked?
While he needs an explanation, he wants to see with his eyes and ask directly whether Devan really said that Jessica was two-bodied.
Let his own eyes that witness as a Doctor of course Alex knows how old Jessica's womb and everything can be concluded at that time.
"Ma, please let me meet Jessica once and maybe for the last one" Alex said.
Hopefully this time Alex can melt the heart of Inggit.
"This one time I beg you" said Alex.
"Even if you beg, prostrate, insist I will never allow my son to meet you" said Inggit.
Inggit tries to get in but Alex's hand stops him, forcing Inggit to stop his footsteps.
Alex's hand still holding his hand.
"Nearly nine months Alex, almost nine months," Inggit repeated his words for Alex to hear clearly.
"But why did you just come now?" this time it was Inggit's face that was emitting sadness.
Alex bowed lamenting in grief, receiving a mock sentence that he would soon hear.
No why!
But please after that give her time to meet Jessica.
"Where were you going at the time? do you know how much it hurts to see my son suffer? do you know what my son's face looks like when he bleeds? did you know my son almost took his life and now you're coming with an apology?" Inggit smiled bitterly with his lips quivering and his head shaking.
"Maybe if you came while he was dying to defend your son I could have been sorry, I didn't!" say Inggit again.
"I'm sorry!" said Alex.
"I gave birth to her, suckled her, cared for her, raised her without the tip of my fingernails peeling her skin, I took care of her, I kept her from the scorching sun, I protected her from drizzling, I fed her so she wouldn't starve, I hugged her when she was scared and handed it to you when I was sure your shoulder was much better for her to lean on than I was her real mother, so what did you give me? you wasted it!" inggit's tears can no longer be contained.
The pain should not be questioned, because no mother can see her child suffering before her own eyes.
"I don't care if her husband was born to a poor man, I don't care if my son and you can only eat in a pack of instant noodles, I don't care! what I'm concerned about is why your hand is so rough on my son, why is your mouth so rough on my son?" inggit.
Alex crouched down and knelt at Inggit's feet, all of Inggit's words now a loud whip that overshadowed his feelings.
"I'm sorry" Alex said.
"My son and I don't need that, the trust I've given you is wasted, don't expect a chance because there's no second chance to hurt my son" Inggit said.
"Get out of my house and never come back" Inggit pointed to the gate hoping Alex would leave his house right now.
Alex begins to stand with his heavy legs still implying a desire to meet Jessica.
"Is my son really no more?" ask Alex.
The last question that might convince her that it is true even if Jessica is pregnant now then it's another boy.
"Yes your son is no more!" answer Inggit.
Alex nodded weakly, he already got an answer to his curiosity Inggit was not possible to lie to him, Alex knew Inggit was not a woman who likes to cover something like that, he said, Inggit looked at Alex who had left in his car, went back inside the house and saw Jessica standing in front of the window.
Jessica was silent looking at herself, both of them were momentarily silent without a word, ever since there was a commotion sound that sounded Jessica decided to come out, unfortunately the door was locked she finally looked through the window by sliding the curtains.
Jessica did not expect it to turn out to be Alex, so chose to stay in his place and listen to what will be discussed out there.
"Mama hope you don't love her at all" said Inggit.
Jessica also nodded.
"There's no love for Alex at all" Jessica said.
"But this is still her child" said Jessica rubbed her distended stomach.
Inggit looked at Jessica's stomach and then looked back at her youngest child's face with a sad face.
"No! you only fought alone all this time you were alone without him" said Inggit.
Inggit can not forget when Jessica chose to keep her fetus with all the consequences.
It has been repeatedly Jessica almost claimed lives, but Jessica continues to stand up, I don't know what will happen in the future when that day comes.
"I'm not in love, is it not wrong if we hide this Ma?" ask Jessica.
"What if it turns out you died giving birth to that child? then he came and took it? Mama doesn't want you to fight why is she the owner? Mama doesn't want to!" inggit.
Inggit's heart is now not only sick after the loss of her husband, her heart is also being worried in waiting for the day of Jessica's birth arrived.
The doctor had reminded from the beginning, now Inggit can only pray that his children and grandchildren are safe later.
Rara heard Inggit's voice and headed straight for the living room.
While Jessica could not speak, she was fully aware of what kind of feeling was now the peak of Inggit's worries.
"Rara brings Jessica back to Malaysia tomorrow, if you miss Mama coming" said Inggit.
Rara nodded not wanting to add to the burden of the mind of Inggit who was grieving over the loss of the Papa.