Forced to Marry a Husband
Independent living...
"I accept it Mas" said Nayla with a single tear that had fallen on her cheek, Nayla rubbed it with a tight feeling.
The tightness was not due to resentment divorced by Devan and she preferred Jessica, but because of the pity of her son who would never be able to feel a full family like other children out there. Nayla's eyes continued to stare at Devan's back as he walked further away, just before Devan actually got into the car, Devan turned to look at Nayla who was currently standing in the front doorway holding her poor baby. A second later Devan completely left, disappearing from Nayla's sight.
"You are strong Nay" said Reyna, rubbing her best friend's back.
Reyna continues to give strength to her best friend so that she can continue to stand upright on all the trials that occur in her life.
"Can I cry Reyna? after that I promise I will no longer want to cry for him," said Nayla then immediately give Felix to Reyna.
After that Nayla went into her room, and cried loudly to vent all the stifled emotions. Why his son must feel what he felt first, before Nayla married he never imagined something like this, his son will feel like himself too, Nayla very does not want to share her suffering with her son, she said, but it seems Felix also has to experience a family that is not intact. The forced-built household, lived with tears and ended with wounds.
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After crying over her fate last night, this morning Nayla tried to get back up, make her life better and be ready for happiness with her son. Nayla tidied all her clothes and put them in her big bag, followed by some of Felix's clothes and belongings.
"Nayla," said someone.
Nayla realized that someone was calling her, Nayla immediately stood up straight and faced the person who called her.
"Ma" said Nayla.
Nayla looked at Ana who was standing in the doorway, a moment later Ana stepped into the room getting closer to her. Ana hugs Nayla very tightly, sobbing with sadness that she has been holding back this morning as Devan tells all family members that she and Nayla have divorced. Ana can't do anything, Ana can't interfere all the best options are on her son and daughter-in-law.
Whatever the decision, all family members will accept as long as no one suffers especially Nayla. Ana knows that among the three Nayla suffers the most, so if their separation is the right choice for their happiness, then with a heavy heart Ana must accept it all. In her little heart Ana does not want Devan to part with Nayla, Ana also likes Nayla very much.
"Nayla, you're still Mama's son, right?" said Ana.
"Yes thanks Ma, since knowing Mama Nayla so know what is the love of a mother," said Nayla moved while thanking Ana who has been so good to her so far.
Nayla and Ana have no blood ties but can think of herself as a child, and introduce to her what is the affection of a Mother that Nayla has long wanted.
"Where are you going?" ana asked after letting go of her arms to Nayla while looking at Nayla's large bag of clothes, but the house was Nayla and Felix's, why did they have to leave their own house? Nayla wiped her tears and saw her big bag.
"Can't," said firmly Bima Putra suddenly sounded, whether since when the former Papa-in-law was there.
But now Nayla just realized that her former Father-in-law was here, Nayla also looked at her former Father-in-law.
"This house is Felix's house and you, you have the right to live here, Felix is the heir to the throne of my business empire, why should he go live anywhere else? this is his home" said Bima Putra.
Nayla smiles, not expecting her ex-husband's family to love her son so much, Nayla is so grateful for that. But Nayla also does not want to continue to be in the Devan family environment, because it is not impossible that Jessica will really consider herself as a woman who is very thirsty for treasure,,, because,, if she still continues to be in the Devan family, the family of her ex-husband. No, Nayla is really not ready to continue getting insults from Jessica.
"If Felix is really Papa's heir, then it's Papa's right, but wait until Felix is at least seventeen, or until Felix really understands responsibility, at this time Nayla just wants to live as rough as Nayla's ability alone," said Nayla.
"But Nayla...,"
"I'm so begging Pa, please understand the current situation, I'm sorry if what I'm doing is offending Papa, but I want to forget all the problems I've been through so far, I beg you with humility, please respect my decision Pa," nayla said that her former father-in-law was actually a very understanding person, kind, firm, and fair.
Nayla hopes that her former Father-in-law can understand her situation, as well as Nayla's desire to not continue living in the shadows of the past with Devan, Nayla also wants to start her new life, certainly without Devan and without remembering Devan again, Nayla sincerely Devan along with Jessica and pray their household will return intact, he said,, hence Nayla no longer wants to be imagined by Devan, in the house that Devan once lived, so Nayla wants to live in another house, a house that she paid for herself.
What he experienced was not easy to forget, but that does not mean he must always be in that continuous wound.
Nayla did not want to run away from the problem but Nayla wanted to make peace and could open a new life sheet with Felix alone, Bima Putra nodded weakly even with a very heavy,, but he should respect Nayla's decision as well. Bima Putra certainly can not let Nayla really live alone without his supervision, of course Bima Putra will always keep an eye on Nayla and Felix so they remain fine.
"Alright Papa allow, but remember this if you need help do not hesitate to contact us" said Bima Putra.
Nayla again smiled when she did not think that she and her child were so loved, tears could not be avoided, even though tears kept dripping but they were not tears, wounds, and tears, she said,, it was a happy tear, because her former Mama and Papa-in-law loved her and her son so much.
Ana hugs Nayla again, hoping that Nayla can live happily after parting ways with Devan.
"Hopefully you can make a much better replacement for Devan and make you happy" Ana said.
Nayla only smiles as soon as she hears Ana's prayer for her, her current thoughts are not about a new husband, although it does not rule out the possibility that later Nayla will receive another man,, but for now Nayla is still thinking about how to make her son happy.
If Nayla's current husband's problems are still traumatized, and still close her heart tightly, and maybe it will open up as soon as she finds a man who can accept her as well as her child. Nayla doesn't know when that will happen.