Hate You, Love You

Hate You, Love You
Farewell


Amara hugged Danis' body tightly. He wrapped his hands around the man's waist, and Danis did the same. Occasionally Danis kisses the top of Amara's head gently.


Both are currently at Soekarno Hatta International Airport. In just a few minutes, Danis will leave her lover.


Amara rubbed her cheek against the man's chest. Listening to the heartbeat of Danis. 'deg. deg. deg.' the beat is irregular. The girl enjoyed the last moments with her lover.


"I will miss you very much" said Amara Lirih. His lips twitched as he said that. His feelings are mixed. Between the sadness of being separated, also happy because Danis got her dream job.


"I'll miss you a lot too" Danis replied. Then he broke his arms and looked at Amara's face.;"I'm waiting for you there. Don't be naughty as long as I'm gone. Be loyal to me, Ara." continued Danis with her gentle eyes full of love.


Amara nodded her head. The clear water was flowing on his cheeks. Though Amara had promised not to cry over the departure of her lover, because the departure of Danis was for their future. Amara should have smiled happily driving her.


But it turns out Amara's heart is not that strong. He still feels great sadness because he will part with the man who is now his fiancee.


And strangely again, Amara's heart felt so heavy to let go. I want to feel like Amara told Danis to stay and find work in Indonesia with her. But Amara couldn't do it all. He knows how Danis struggled so hard to get the job.


"I'll be loyal to you, Danis. My love is only for you and I hope so are you, too,"


"You know Ara, you're my world. There's no way I'm turning away from you. I love you with all my heart" Danis replied. And he really meant it when he said it. Only Amara is his world and not once is Danis tempted by other girls, although not one or two try to tease him.


"Consideration.. The passengers are headed for Boston..,"


"It's time." said Danis when she heard the announcement from the airline that would take her to another continent.


Amara regulated her breathing. Suddenly Amara felt tightness in her chest because the time for Danis to leave had arrived. "Huhuhuhu..," Amara sobbed in the arms of her lover.


"I'll call you every day. Be fine as long as I'm gone. And be loyal to me," Danis asked the song full of pleading to her fiance.


Amara could only nod her head slowly. He was unable to speak because his voice was stuck in his throat.


"I'll call you back once I get there, or when I transit. Keep your phone on so I can hear from you,"


Again Amara could only nod slowly.


"I love you, Ara. Very much in your love.... I'll see you in two years, and when that happens I'll be your husband" Danis said as she pulled Amara's body in her arms. He kissed a lot on the top of his fiance's head.


"Call for passengers on XY aircraft bound for Boston...,"


There was a call back for the passengers and Danis was one of them.


Danis breaks her embrace even though she is actually very reluctant. Then he bowed his head and grabbed Amara's lips with his. Danis kissed Amara's lips gently and soulfully. It doesn't matter if a lot of people see it.


Danis's eyes stared deep as the kiss ended. "I'm leaving" Danis said again. With a heavy heart he released Amara's body from his embrace. And Danis carried the suitcase she was to carry.


He walked away from Amara who was still glued to where he stood. The girl was still dropping clear water from her two eyes.


Danis turned her head back. Look at Amara for the last time, before she enters the room devoted to the passengers alone.


"I love you" muttered Danis from a distance.


Amara smiled between her cries. "I love you too, too" replied Amara, making Danis smile. Then he put his feet forward. This time it really left Amara.


Can't stand it anymore, Amara was looking for a seat to hold her body that felt powerless. He was still crying when Danis was no longer in the reach of his eyes.


"In two years we'll meet again" murmured Amara slowly. He and Danis had planned everything perfectly. Amara will follow Danis to Boston and marry at the Islamic studies center there. Qobul ijab will be carried out through teleconference with the father because to go to Boston requires a fee that is not cheap. And the requirements for someone to visit there are also very strict.


Long enough Amara sat on that bench alone. After she felt quite calm, Amara stood up and left the place wearing a taxi.


Along the way, Amara threw her gaze out the window. His mind was still floating on his lover who had just left. His heart felt bitter and his soul was so empty. Amara rubbed her wet cheek again with the back of her hand.


***


Meanwhile, in a luxury house located in the center of Jakarta, a 27-year-old boy slept by putting his body down even though it was very daytime.


"Yes, Pah.Mamah clay Gio in his room" said a middle-aged woman on her mobile phone. She is currently talking to her husband who seems to be very angry because his son did not show up at the office where he works.


"When is Gio like that? Where can he replace me if betrayed by women alone, he's broken, can't do anything !" Spray the husband on the other end of the phone. He closed his call harshly before his wife answered.


"Haahhh..," the woman took a deep breath. Then walk up the stairs to her only child's room.


He is Giovanni Abraham, the much-anticipated successor of the family. Gio is a kind young man. No playing women let alone drinking. But everything changes when she catches her fiance sleeping with her best friend. Their wedding time is just counting the days.


Gio really felt betrayed by two people he loved also believed simultaneously. For years Gio kept his lover from being damaged, because the girl was very valuable to him. But the girl was ruining herself.


Like the sky collapsing on him, Gio's life was falling apart. It's like a living corpse. His soul is empty, only his body moves.


To vent his grief Gio begins to immerse himself in an intoxicating drink. He will come home very late in an unconscious state. It's very sad for anyone who sees it.


"Gio..," said his mother, opening the door. He looked at his son. Then walk to where her son is lying


"Yes Lord Gio... How long do you want to be like this, son ?" Ask her polly. He combed his son's hair with his fingers.


"Salsa..," said Gio, sounding bitter, while changing the position of his body to curl up like a fetus. Unknowingly, Gio muttered the name of the girl who had hurt him.


"Take him off, Gio," whispered the mother right in her ear. He knew that what Gio was going through was not easy.


Suddenly the mother's attention was distracted when one of her domestic assistants came and knocked on the door.


"Yes ?"


"Madam, there are guests from the catering," he said timidly.


"Ah yes, wait a minute ! I'll be right down" he said slowly.


The woman got up and walked to the door. His mind was very upset. In the near future, his home will be held a thanksgiving event because the husband was appointed a minister. And in the near future also the child should be able to replace the position of the father in the company. While Gio's state was still in disarray.


"Oh my God." His sigh was frustrated.


to be continued