Hate You, Love You
I Love You

The soft caress of Gio's fingers in her hair made Amara's body squirm slowly. He even slightly smiled at the smile on his lips. A subtle touch as light as the feathers that Gio gave off, made Amara so comfortable.

Gio smiled looking at her, slowly sitting her body right next to Amara and watching her sleep. Gio enjoyed the beautiful scenery before him. Amara's beautiful face that he could look at with satisfaction without anger from the owner. Gio's chest pounded and his blood rippled warmly just from watching Amara fall asleep.

Long enough Gio did that, watching Amara in his sleep. And it seems Gio is never satisfied. But, he has to go home soon because Evan was left at home. Although reluctant, Gio finally woke Amara from his sleep.

"Mara... Amara... Let's wake up, dear..," said Gio while shaking Amara's shoulder slowly that is still cool to dive into the dream realm.

"Mara... It's late and Evan I left home, let's get up !" continued Gio.

"Mara... Amara's..." In her sleep Amara heard Gio's sweet voice in her ears. Amara likes it when the guy calls her name. Gio always did it gently. Despite being angry, Gio almost never speaks with a high tone of voice. Amara always sniffed at him.

Oh my... Amara loved it when Gio mentioned her name.

"Mara..." The longer the sound felt more real. Amara who still wants to stay in her dreamland is forced to open her eyes. He really wanted to stay there longer.

Amara dreams about Gio and Evan. They live happily as a normal family. In the dream, Amara and Gio also Evan went on a picnic to a park. Gio chases after Evan who has started to be able to walk, while Amara waits on the mat with their supplies. Amara can't go after Evan because of his big belly.

In his dream the sun was shining brightly, the wind was blowing slowly. The sound of leaves rubbing against each other sounded melodious. But of all that, the most beautiful was Evan and Gio who were running around laughing. "We love you, Mama," they said from a distance while making a symbol of love with their fingers.

Not only that, but Gio also floated a distant kiss for her. Made Amara curl her smile while rubbing her distended stomach. There's their second child in it. He grew up happy and full of love.

How can it not be full of love ? Gio always treated Amara like a queen if she was pregnant. Amara is convinced that Gio will do the same when Amara is pregnant with their second child.

But now the dream has ended because Amara has to return to the real world. "Gi-Gio ?" Asked Amara with his hoarse voice. He blinked, adjusting the intensity of light that entered his eyes. And Amara couldn't believe that Gio was really there.

"S-What are you doing here ?" Amara asked as she got up and then sat on her bed. He did not expect that the man who was present the dream was now right in front of him.

"I told you earlier, I'll pick you up. So. Here I am now. There's no way I'll let you go home alone in the afternoon" Gio replied.

Gio is like that. Not only when Amara was pregnant Gio treated Amara like a queen, but after that Gio did not change. As much as possible, he would pick Amara up just to make sure his wife was safe.

"I'm sorry I had to wake you up. I left Evan at home, so we better get home soon, '" Gio explained.

Evan ? Amara remembered something. "Mhhh isn't there a-there's Dea at home?" Amara asked with her heart that felt so bitter.

"No, Dea's home. I just drove her before I came to pick you up," Gio replied, and it made Amara's heart ache even more.

Hearing Gio deliver Dea home, Amara realizes that the man now belongs to his cousin. Amara desperately suppressed her own feelings.

"Ooh so," said Amara with an awkward smile. Though what actually happened was that smile to cover up his sadness at this time.

Trouble Amara held back so as not to be provoked emotions.

"Yes" said Gio briefly. It felt like Gio asked Amara because his wife had called his name repeatedly, but Gio could not do that because Amara seemed to be in a very bad mood.

"So... Let's go home, "take Gio again and Amara agrees.

***

After that day Amara kept her feelings of love in her heart alone. Amara is tormented when she is near Gio. The euphoria of falling in love and the heartbreak of Amara felt simultaneously.

Every morning his chest would thump just because he would meet and have breakfast with the man who now controlled his heart and mind. But again Amara hid her feelings by being ordinary and really it made Amara feel so tortured.

Not only Amara was tormented, Gio felt the same way. In the office Dea increasingly aggressively approached him. The two often eat lunch together. Quiet whatever Dea's attitude, but what Gio saw in the girl's eyes was Amara's shadow.

Gio always imagined Amara was in front of him and it made Gio feel more tormented.

***

Mama Gio will celebrate Evan's birthday together with Amara's farewell day.

Yep...

Amara decided to quickly go to Boston. But this time the reason is not because Amara wants to meet Danis, the fiancee. But because Amara is no longer strong enough to suppress his feelings for Gio who is increasingly torturous. His love is growing when Amara realized that Gio could not be his.

***

Evan's birthday celebration and Amara's farewell day were held at Gio's parents' house. The event was going on with great fanfare. No one knew that behind Amara's cheerful face, there was a very wounded heart. Moreover, Dea is very active in bringing herself closer to the Gio family.

As of now, Amara was just sitting in the corner of the room drinking a glass of soda water. While Dea holds Evan with Gio up front. Get ready to blow out the candles.

Amara smiled as she sang the birthday song, but in her heart she cried bitterly. Even Amara was quietly drying the end of her suddenly wet eyes.

When everyone was busy singing, Gio fell silent and looked at Amara. Although Dea was next to him, Amara was the one Gio wanted. He asked everyone to stop singing.

Gio walks up to Amara and asks him to join up front with Evan as well as Dea. At first Amara refused, but considering that tomorrow was the day of her departure and this might be her last chance to get close to Evan, Amara agreed.

"Come with Mama" said Gio while diverting Evan from Dea's lap to Amara.

Dea only smiled awkwardly as Gio did that. He also could not ban it because Amara was Evan's real mother. In the end, Evan blows out his birthday candle with Amara.

It was all so much fun that it was time for Amara to return home because tomorrow morning she had to fly to Boston on her first flight.

Meanwhile, Gio and Evan plan to stay and stay at Gio's parents' house in a few days. Gio did it because he could not afford to let go of Amara.

About their divorce, it was Gio who would take care of everything because Amara decided to quickly leave. After that Gio will soon be engaged to Dea.

"Goodbye, Amara. Good luck to Boston. Don't forget to keep us informed. And hopefully this time you really feel happy," said Mama Gio while hugging Amara tightly.

"I'm sorry for everything that happened, and thank you for taking care of Evan" whispered Amara's mother as she sobbed.

"Mmmh yes, Ma. Mama also may be healthy always," said Amara while returning the embrace was just as tight and as mama Gio, Amara also shed tears.

After that Amara said goodbye to everyone, including Gio. "Good right there. Take care of your health" said Gio as he hugged Amara's body tightly. Amara was unable to answer. All he did was tightly hug Gio's body and nod his head weakly. This farewell made Amara nelangsa.

Amara returned home to be delivered by her mother-in-law's private driver. Gio didn't drive Amara home because he couldn't let her go.

Arriving at home, Amara dropped her body on the bed and slept on her back. Both of his eyes did not stop getting wet. The shadows on Gio and Evan's faces were always visible in his eyes.

Amara did that long enough. He did not change clothes or do anything else, Amara just lying on his bed crying bitterly.

The sound of the doorbell required Amara to get up and open it. All Amara's housekeepers and Evan's sisters spend the night at Gio's parents' house because of Evan's birthday there. Amara was alone in her home.

Amara thought there was something left in her car that made the driver come back to her. But Amara's eyes faded when she saw Gio coming at her.

"Mara... Amara... I'm in love with you. I love you..," said Gio without further ado, his eyes staring softly and lovingly at Amara.

Amara gasped when she heard it so she could not speak. All Amara did was to scatter into Gio's arms and to tip her legs so that she could reach Gio's lips with hers.

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