Hate You, Love You
Entitled to Know

"Hate Gio, hate Gio, hate Gio. You must hate Gio, Amara !" amara said in her heart. Reminds herself to hate her husband. That way, Amara will no longer worry about her feelings that begin to waver.

But in fact Amara let out clear water from his two closed eyes, he experienced great inner upheaval. His head said to hate Gio, but his heart felt unwilling to do so.

Amara sobbed and rubbed her wet cheeks with the back of her hand. Though Amara told everyone if he wanted to rest sleep, but in fact Amara instead cried in silence.

"Ara ? Does her stomach hurt anymore ?" Asked her mother worriedly to find Amara crying in her sleep.

Amara still sobbed and rubbed her cheek again without answering her mother's question. Trying to remove a trace of her tears, even if it's too late. Because my mother knew it.

"Mara ?" Ask her mother again while gently stroking Amara's head.

"Ara is fine, Ma," replied Amara still with her eyes closed.

"Why are you crying ? What do you feel ?"

"Ara was not crying," he replied lying.

"If you don't cry why from earlier rubbed your cheeks ? Stomach hurts again ?"

"No, Ma. Ara's stomach doesn't hurt anymore" replied Amara honestly. But he didn't tell his mother that now his heart was hurting.

"Then why ? Mama's calling you Gio ?" Ask the mother because this morning Amara was looking for her husband.

Hearing Gio's name, Amara opened her eyes and tried to get up from her sleep. "Don't call, Gio ! Ara is okay," said Amara quickly. Right now he doesn't want to see Gio's face.

Although Amara repeatedly said that she was fine, her mother knew that there was something Amara was hiding. "You're scared, Ara ?"

This time amara nodded in. Her mother would definitely continue to urge Amara to answer. That's why Amara agreed.

Amara's mother smiled gently and grabbed Amara's hand in her hand. "All will be well, you don't worry" his mother said. Trying to calm his daughter who is being attacked with anxiety.

"Yes, Ma." Amara let out a long sigh, hoping that everything would soon pass quickly. In his mind at this moment. Amara wants to give birth soon. Hand over the baby to Gio, then move on without the man. Amara wants to go back to her old life and forget everything that happened to her.

***

Even so, Amara was still lying in a hospital bed because her condition did not improve. As long as it happens Gio always accompanies him, alternating with his mother-in-law if he has to go to work. Gio's father and mother also visited several times. Seeing his daughter-in-law's situation.

Amara's attitude towards Gio was getting colder, even Amara several times asked Gio to leave. She was better off on her own than to be accompanied by her husband. But Gio did not falter, he continued to be on Amara's side even though his wife showed dislike.

And as for Danis, the man still contacted Amara. But ever since Amara was treated, Danis often found her calls unanswered. Even Amara replied to his message briefly. Makes the man wonder about Amara's condition.

"Ara wants to go home, Ma," said Amara.

"But the doctor hasn't allowed it, Ara,"

"Ara doesn't like the smell of the hospital, Ara wants to go home,"

"Believe it... Later we ask how the opinion of the doctor who handles you," Amara's mother said softly, trying to calm her child.

"Why aren't you born soon ? I don't want to be here anymore" said Amara in her heart and soon her stomach felt tight again until Amara's mother had to call a nurse.

And it seems like what Amara wants happens as well. The obstetrician who examined Amara suggested immediate action. Finally, Amara gave birth surgically Caesar on the 4th day he was in the hospital.

Gio walked back and forth in front of the operation door. Both her parents and Amara's mother's father were there. "Sit down Gio, Amara and your baby will be fine" his mother said as she rubbed Gio's back gently. He did that to calm Gio who was currently beset by overwhelming anxiety

Gio nodded slowly. He no longer walked back and forth, but Gio also did not want to sit down. He stood up while leaning his back against the wall. His heart worked extra, as evidenced by his faster-than-usual pounding.

After waiting for some time, a nurse finally called Gio and asked him to enter a special room reserved for babies. Inside it had been waiting for a pediatrician and several other nurses. "Congratulations, your son is healthy and perfect" said the doctor and she cried without asking.

The tall man smiled as well as cried at the same time when he first saw his son. With trembling hands, Gio carried the baby. A sense of happiness was enveloping Gio's heart at this moment. Even Gio had to repeat twice while chanting the adhan in his son's ear. "Papa loves you so much, son," whispered Gio at the end of his sentence.

After that, Gio went back to his extended family and told them that his son was born healthy and did not lack anything. All who were there said a word of gratitude as a sign of their happiness.

But the anxiety is still not over, because Amara is still not out of the operating room. Makes Gio anxious again. "Our son is so handsome and healthy, let's go and meet him immediately" said Gio in his heart. Hope to have the operation on Amara completed soon.

While Amara's mother was surprised when she got her son's cellphone continues to vibrate in Amara's small bag. Previously, he did not heed the vibration. But for a long time he was disturbed because his vibration did not want to stop as well.

Amara's mother thought that Amara's friends who contacted her because Amara had been almost one week unable to attend college because of her declining health.

But how impressed Amara's mother was when she found out that the one who constantly contacted Amara was Danis. And he was even more surprised when he read the message sent by Danis accidentally. The words in the message were so friendly and Danis was so frustrated that Amara ignored her this past week.

"Oh my God," muttered Amara's mother softly as she closed her mouth in disbelief.

Before long, Amara's phone shook again and the name Danis was listed there. Amara's mother's heart was so bitter, she felt sorry for Danis who had thought Amara was fine after her departure..

"I think Danis deserves to know about what really happened to Amara," Amara's mother murmured quietly. Then he said goodbye to receive the call in a quieter place.

to be continued

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