HE IS ME
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Not having any progress means making Alex a little frustrated. There was nothing he could do but wait. Waiting for information that may be obtained from his people.
It has been two days since yesterday they can enter the big house which turned out to be very luxurious. Armed with information from what Lidia explained, it makes it easier for them to open the road without having to be known by the guards there. Even so, they are still careful if they do not want all their plans to fail.
Aldi has returned to the city of S. Kuncoro needs it because there is a meeting that must be attended at the same time. Inevitably Alex had to handle his own problems here because there was no other choice than him who had to go back to the city of S.
While Andrian still survives to help Jenita in the store and also her rukonya. But the most important thing is, the handsome Chef keeps Jenita at close range. Although there is already Rendi and some inconspicuous people are around. But Alex still asked Andrian to do that.
It's not that Alex doesn't know how that guy feels about his girlfriend. But for now Alex is more concerned with Jenita's safety than thinking of anything else that could mess up his plans.
Ting
The notification sound shifted his eyes that had focused on the laptop screen that was lit on the table in front of him. The corner of his lips lifted and the smile became more and more visible.
"Do your best and seek reproach." He wrote before he stepped hurriedly into the house and looked for the whereabouts of his future mother-in-law.
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Jenita chuckled when the sponge dough he made was less fluffy or often said to be rebutted by people. Though as he remembered, all the ingredients were in accordance with the usual dose used by him. I don't know why it's even like that.
"There must be something wrong or it may not have been mixed up yet." Andrian who was with him also laughed.
Luckily, the sponge is not a consumer order. Jenita's plan is to make some for her to take home and be eaten by Alex's men who have been looking after her all this time. Usually aunt or mother likes to make light snacks such as fried foods or traditional cakes with light ingredients and easy to make.
"Come on, but I think I've done the step by step right as usual. Or maybe it is less mixed? or because the time and speed are not right." The girl is still twirling the cake that does not inflate perfectly.
"The point is just one kind of mistake." Andrian said while cutting the sponge to see the texture and taste.
"What?" Jenita looked up, looking at Andrian who was even feeding a small piece of the sponge into his mouth.
"Nod bad." He said after swallowing it slowly.
"That's because you're not focused." Continue by again evaporating the remaining pieces of the sponge earlier.
Jenita again chuckled, what Andrian said was true. His self-focus is greatly disrupted this late. You could even say lost control. Sometimes even Jenita is not aware of what she is doing if no one is aware of her. His mind was deeply troubled after knowing the great secret that had been hidden all along.
"Can be. I don't think my mind is here."
Jenita and Andrian walked out of the production room. He asked Mirna to continue what she was doing. Worried later the results will be damaged again if he continues to force back to make new ones.
"Don't over-examine your mind. Relax, so that your brain is not tense. You have to be able to control your own emotions and thoughts. Remember, other people can only talk but they can't help you do more than yourself. Like me right now, it can only help you with words."
"I knew. But to do that is very difficult. I can't even think about how my mom feels. While me and Alex alone feel heavy with all this especially he who experienced."
"You should be grateful. Aunt is a great woman. He was strong in dealing with all these painful things for many years. His solitude and sacrifice are nothing compared to anything. And you should show the same thing. Don't show that you are weak. Aunty has high spirits why don't you?"
"You even have Alex and us as your best friends who are always there and ready to stand beside you. Your mom is alone?"
Andrian calmly said. Not to demean or make Jenita down. But he just wanted to make Jenita's spirit rise again and want to fight for justice that was supposed to be received by his family long ago.
"Heem. I am grateful that you are still willing to help me and accompany me to this day." Jenita smiled, a smile that sometimes made Andrian miss. But that feeling must be kept in a meeting.
"I know you can do it." Just return Jenita's smile.
"Love doesn't have to have, does it? and I'm happy just to see you smile. Even though your most beautiful smile wasn't made for me." He muttered in his heart while looking at Jenita's face.
"Ah yes, how is your relationship with Sita? where's your relationship?" Jenita raised her eyebrows looking at Andrian who was gawking with her question.
"How do you mean?"
"What's the matter? what is your relationship?"
"I don't understand." Gesturing.
"Don't you guys have a special relationship all this time?" Jenita gave a small smile mocking Andrian who was looking at her annoyed.
"You are, lack of work to take care of things that are not not." Andrian grabbed his glass and squeezed his orange juice into the toilet.
The look in his eyes was a little awkward, did not know that the girl in front of him was the person he really wanted to be. But somehow he even suspected that Andrian had a special relationship with Sita.
In his breath the air was deeper to calm his chaotic heart. I want her to say how she feels about Jenita but Andrian really doesn't have the courage to. Coupled with Alex's presence that clearly had meaning in Jenita's heart.
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Love is never wrong, both the place of time and circumstances. Although in reality it remains wrong, if it only leaves a wound.