HE IS ME
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Yong Yan has embarked on a journey to find a cure for Yong Lanmei's recovery. After a long debate with the emperor, Yong Yan finally got permission to travel as well as King Ye. Initially the emperor felt heavy allowing them to travel far considering the unstable conditions let alone the war drums still anchored. The Emperor felt a lack of strength if Yong Yan and King Ye were not around. So far the most visible among the existing are just the two of them. Many ministers and commanders have their own motives. But the emperor did not think narrowly because he knew very well in what competition would be like.
Yong Yan had prepared the supplies for his journey. Once it feels enough all of them are put into the storage space inside the ring. For Gingseng, Yong Yan had checked it and immediately moved to a safer place without anyone's knowledge in order to avoid unnecessary events.
Yong Yan rode his horse and spurred quickly as if he was racing against time. For King Ye himself had also started walking away in the opposite direction to Yong Yan. This is why Yong Yan also forced and convinced that the snow lotus will be obtained. In order to save time, of course.
Yong Yan passed through the forest, slopes to steep and steep cliffs. When noon he continued the journey only rest to eat after he resumed his steps. When night falls he will set up a tent and spend the night. It is not easy to make this journey as if obstacles continue to come and go without stopping even no time just to breathe. Yong Yan even now looks chaotic with clothes that are disheveled until the hair is tangled unkempt. His breathing was now wheezing due to the attacks of ferocious beasts that continuously came attacking Yong Yan. After killing the last savage beast he fell flat on the ground with a hunting breath.
" I should be able to for the sake of Yong Lanmei" Yong Yan encouraged himself.
" This obstacle is nothing compared to Lanmei's pain."
" This won't dampen my steps"
" I hope this is a good first step to mending our relationship"
" I hope I get a cure soon for this damn poison."
" I'm crazy about possessions and departments, but Lanmei is my own flesh and blood, after all."
" All of these scenarios are set as neat as possible even I myself feel small."
Yong Yan while closing his eyes began to look far away considering his past life. Although sweet but full of pretense. Yong Yan himself realized if only his heart was loyal there would definitely not be any other concubines even appearing in his life. But the soul of his sometimes khilaf man longs for a gentle and affectionate figure causing him to be drawn into the feud of his wives. Given that he immediately missed the figure of Song Shea mother of Yong Lanmei who had gone through many things with him from the beginning to feel the pain together due to the opposition of various parties at first but eventually forced to accept after Yong Lanmei was present. Yong Yan involuntarily shed his tears. Only this time he really felt lost and sad that was too great without being able to express again with words.
" Why do I realize only now that I've been selfish and cruel and cold-blooded?"
" Why is it only now that Yong Lanmei hates himself so deeply?"
" Aaaarrrrgghhhh........." Yong Yan let out a loud scream on top of his regret.
It did not feel Yong Yan falling asleep with the sky as his roof as well as the stars as his illumination. The silent conditions added to the impression of sadness as a night companion for Yong Yan. Time passed by so quickly that it changed even now in the morning. Yong Yan was awakened by the sunlight that hit his face. Immediately he rushed to prepare to continue his journey back which was previously breakfast first to fill his energy.
Yong Yan continued through the various forests and even went in and out into the valleys that he did not remember anymore. Now he has reached the place he is heading to. But a strange feeling immediately surrounded him. Yong Yan felt that something was wrong but he did not know what was wrong. Yong Yan looked around with caution. Just now he was about to show his feet there, a beam of light slammed into him and flew down a few miles away. Yong Yan spat out a mouthful of fresh blood from his mouth.
" Is this why it's like this?"