HE IS ME
...... ......
Lydia's body was piled to the floor, her cries breaking instantly as Ikbar finished telling her all the truth that had happened in the past. There are many misunderstandings between them all. No one wants to give up doesn't mean it's all right.
At Hermawan's request, Ikbar had to marry Lydia to take care of the beautiful girl he had hurt. Hermawan did not dare to expect much, he just wanted everything to be fine and the brother would realize his mistake someday.
But the truth is not so. Herdiansyah became increasingly violent and crazy to plan an accident for Ikbar.
Utilizing the exact same face as Hermawan himself began all plans. But surprisingly, the man did not necessarily let Ikbar die at that time. He changes his plans and leaves Ikbar tormented for the rest of his life.
While Hermawan who does not know what to consider everything that happens is a destiny line.
*
*
*
"I'm sorry Herman, forget all your pain. Sorry, I didn't have the courage to tell you the truth at the time. Other than because of his request, I don't want to lose you either. My race is sincere even though I know Herman's feelings for you are bigger than I have. He dared to sacrifice his happiness to see the people around him happy." Ikbar rubbed the corner of his watery eyes.
He may be strong with all the trials he has faced so far in the Herdiansyah fold. But compared to the suffering of the two twin brothers, what Ikbar experienced was not how much.
Lydia was no longer able to contain her cries. All broke in the chest of the now faithful husband stroked his back slowly. There was a sense of guilt lodged in him, everything he had kept for a long time was indeed very disturbing to his mind. But Hermawan assures Ikbar that he will be fine if Lydia is with Ikbar and not with others.
A few moments of silence struck, only the sound of the machine that supported the life of Hermawan there. The middle end-stage brain cancer gnaws at the weak body.
Habibi who is loyal to his father seems to occasionally rub the corner of his eye. The 18-year-old appeared to be devastated by what had befallen his family.
As for Dira, the girl daydreamed more this time. His heart and soul were broken knowing how he was present in this world. He did not expect that the man who had been closer to him for some time was not Hermawan's father but Herdiansyah his real father.
What about Ayu's condition?
The middle-aged woman has been taken to a mental hospital. The depression is getting out of control. Sometimes, Ayu cries and laughs at the same time but a moment later she will again mingle indistinctly and end up raging. When found, the condition was still the same as when Habibi saw it at that time. Tied up in a room with only a mattress and a small table in one corner of the main room where both parents spent the night.
🍃🍃🍃🍃🍃
The exhausting day had changed, but the pain and also the wound were still felt. It's very real even though I don't want to remember anymore.
"Yank, today I have to go back to the city of S. There's something I need to take care of." Alex clasped her girl's slender waist.
The gunshot wound lodged in his shoulder hit his blood vessel. Until when he arrived at the hospital, Anto's condition was unconscious. The intense bleeding that had happened to him made him lose a lot of blood.
Luckily, in the middle of the night the young man with all his guilt was aware and managed to get out of his critical period.
Jenita nodded her head, she understood all that. Alex can't be by his side all the time. There is work to be done with all the responsibilities of thousands of employees in all the businesses it controls.
"I'll be right back once everything's sorted out. And remember!! take care of yourself as best you can, I don't want to hear you hurt."
"Yes I understand. What time is it leaving?"
Alex stared at the clock on his wrist for a moment. Swabs of Jenita's head gently before a few kisses alight there.
"At 11, I'll go to the police station first, then leave immediately."
Hospitals are terrible places for some people. But in the last month this became the second home for the Jenita family. Not only because the condition of Ikbar who still has not recovered properly now they must be more patient with the entry of Hermawan there.
A week later, things started to improve. Including Anto who has started to be able to move even though not much. His right shoulder appears to swell after surgery.
But the twins cannot be said to be okay. Since last night Hermawan's body appears to often spasm with breathing that is no longer regular as usual. Breathing aids that had previously been removed because of the condition that began to improve were forced to be installed again.
As with Hermawan, the situation of Herdiansyah is also not good. The body that originally did not show any symptoms suddenly appeared bluish patches. His body also had seizures. Doctors could not even deduce what had happened to Herdiansyah's body. Except for the scar of the opration taking the projectile lodged in his chest there was no more wound. But the condition of the man without ripples on his face seems critical.
Although there is a sense of reluctance in the chest but Dira still faithfully standing in front of the glass room ICU where the papa undergoing treatment. The girl tried hard despite the fact that she was fragile. There was no place for him to just complain. But Dira still has to be grateful because in fact the sister did not stay away from him after what happened.
At exactly 2 pm Hermawan breathed his last breath accompanied by the son. Habibi seemed to whisper softly beside the father's ear before a smile was engraved on the corner of the middle-aged man's pale lips.
Everything is inevitable. A soul mate, death, rizky and fate are inexorable. Although all living things have their own portion in living their destiny. Haru's voice sounded bitter. Lidia even hugged her husband's body tightly to quell his guilt. For years she hated Hermawan for leaving her. Lidia even still hopes that the man of her first love is aware and willing to forgive her. But all will not be possible, Hermawan has gone to bring a smile that is still attached to his lips.
20 Minutes passed, the doctor came with news of grief. Herdiansyah was declared dead due to the failure of one of the organs in his body so that blood can not flow perfectly so as to cause a clot.
Not the doctors don't want to try. They've been working hard for a week. But again fate said another to the two twin brothers. They come and go together.
Dira and Habibi were the two people who looked the hardest hit. Both of them had to lose 2 people which was the milestone of their lives during this time. The two brothers were different fathers hugged each other tightly spilling a feeling that raged in the chest of both. Dira even repeatedly unconscious, various realities hit him repeatedly to make the body of the poor girl again fragile.