HE IS ME
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Dira stared at the car window with a difficult feeling to interpret. A cynical smile appeared there. A slightly large tent complete with a stage stood firmly in the courtyard of the Eyeang Sulastri shop.
A large banner with a large writing about promotional events and also friendly tama written there. Just looking at him had satisfied his heart. Just waiting a few hours it will all be over.
"Awhile more. Wait a minute for your last time Jenita will come. Your life has been pretty happy all along. Being a recognized child and grandson is very proud, right? different from me who must be satisfied because it is not considered. Don't blame me for all this is the fault of your depraved father. I have waited too long for this moment to come. And you wait a minute."
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Flashback 15 years ago.
Ayunita has just been picked up by Hermawan. The man took her to a house that became a wedding gift for both of them. Dira who was 14 years old was very happy to see the arrival of the mother. One whom he misses very much.
Being separated since childhood because something he did not understand made him very long. But Ayu's cynical and indifferent attitude to him made the smile on Dira's face recede.
With light, Ayu refused to acknowledge Dira as her daughter. And that certainly hurt his heart. But Dira was not discouraged because he did not know what was wrong until the mother hated him so much.
Eyang Sulastri who at that time knew Ayu's attitude that sometimes went out of control in the end led Dira to stay with him. Dira teenagers who never know for sure why the mana hates him so much always try many things to attract attention.
Until one day, Ayu came and asked him to meet. Ayu even told the origin of Dira. At the same time, Eyang Sulastri and Hermawan were trying hard to find the whereabouts of Lydia who went to bring her daughter, who was none other than the granddaughter of Sulastri. Son of the late Ikbar.
Eyang who had started to get sick at that time asked Hermawan to immediately find his grandson. It was used by Ayu as an opportunity to continue to cultivate hatred in Dira's heart.
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Ikbar's eyes looked far away, recalling the memories of 27 years ago when he was still the fiancee of Ayunita.
The match was made on the agreement of both sides. Ikbar who was still a final semester student had no choice but to obey the wishes of the mother.
After the father's departure, only the woman had. Ikbar did not want to disappoint him, as much as possible Ikbar would do just to make Sulastri smile.
The engagement is made and Ikbar just finds out that the prospective girl he is betrothed to is one of the students at the same campus with him.
Nothing changed from them even though the engagement had taken place. Both Ikbar and Ayu were rarely seen together. No love is the main reason for them is difficult to just walk.
Hermawan who is only as an adopted son of Sulastri certainly can not do much to help Ikbar.
Everything was going on until the second year of the engagement. Ikbar still with his activities as well as Ayunita. Until the appearance of the figure of Lydia changed everything.
The girl who was one of the children of Sulastri's late husband was a little friend of Ikbar. Her family had just moved to C city rather only Lydia had moved. After graduating from college the sweet girl started her business in the city of C.
As a friend of course Ikbar helped him as well as Hermawan. They look good in everything. The situation was known by Ayunita and made her upset.
Ayu along with some people always tried to harm Lydia but his efforts can always be thwarted. Until one night he was desperate to mix drinks Ikbar with something.
Unsuspecting Ikbar came to meet Ayu's invitation. But unbeknownst to the two, Hermawan has quietly exchanged the drink. Hermawan who often follows Ayu of course knows the trick of the girl to trap Ikbar. Unfortunately, the drink he was supposed to throw away had disappeared shortly before he returned after exchanging it.
Nothing happened afterwards to make him forget what happened that night. But two months later Hermawan was surprised by the fact that Ayunita was two-bodied. At that time, Ayu came with her family to ask Ikbar to marry her immediately.
The problem is getting worse because Ikbar insists on never doing anything to Ayu. After the ruckus, Hermawan who did not see Sulastri crying close and admitted that he had raped Ayunita.
Ayu was shocked to hear it. The stubborn arm was done as evidence of his protest. But clearly Hermawan explained the chronology of the incident two months ago, which finally made Ayu speechless without being able to fight back.
The two were married a week later. Ikbar who did not believe what Hermawan said, of course, did not immediately believe. But Hermawan again and again dismissed Ikbar's suspicions. The young man said that he loved Ayu for a long time. He was hurt because it turned out that Ikbar had to with young get what he wanted without having to try including women.
Deep down, Hermawan had a taste for Lydia. But the feeling must be buried deep inside when the girl said she had fallen in love with Ikbar. But because of the status of Ikbar who was engaged at that time made Lydia choose to be friends.
"You must be happy, this is all I can possibly do to repay all your kindness, especially to you Ikbar." Hermawan muttered when he saw the back of Ikbar who slowly moved away when the young man really believed that Hermawan did it against Ayu.
An unexpected marriage between the two parties was to take place two weeks later. All consider that marriage brings happiness to both. But the truth is hell.
Both Hermawan and Ayu never touched even though they were halal. Ayu who felt disgusted towards Hermawan because of his status that only the adopted child never refused to be near the young man who had legally become her husband.
Until the age of her pregnancy stepped on 8 months. Where Ikbar finally invited Lydia to be his wife. Ayu had a terrible shock so that the woman had to undergo special treatment because of the depression she suffered.
Dira was forced to be born cesarally at that very moment. Given Ayu's condition that is harmful to her and her content.