Heart Darkness
Chapter 122 Don't My Baby!!!

"Mother, I love Queena."

Axel Anthony looked at Madame Anthony sitting in the kitchen chair with a blank look.

"No!" intercept Madame Anthony coldly. "Or you'll see me die easy, Axel," said Madame Anthony riled. The woman's eyes were puffed up by the crying.

"Mother?!"

"I won't be blessed until I die, I won't. You know, the relationship Axel's parents didn't approve of, where'd it end?" threatened fire.

"Mom, this is all a misunderstanding. Queena wasn't involved in Dad's death at all."

"Ax!!!" exclaimed Madame Anthony astonishment then up the black, hold the chest throbbing pain. "How long do you think I can live without your father? What kind of suffering did they give me?"

"Mother ...."

"Go to Princess Viktor and you'll lose me."

"Mother, she's carrying my baby. Did Mom tell him? She had no one Mother" complained Axel came to the mother and hugged the woman warmly trying to persuade her.

"You really mean to that murderous family?" ask Mrs Anthony.

"Mother, understand, I can't leave Queena alone, Mother. I'm sorry, he's probably in pain right now."

"Well, go to him Axel Anthony and don't meet me!"

Madam Anthony let go of the embrace of the apartment with a shadow of a sad and disappointed look. For whatever reason, he hated Queena Mendeleya.

Axel was still standing in confusion after his mother left. The smell of breakfast rose into the air and her Queena was out of nowhere. Did that woman go to Luciano Castle? This is really terrible. Why should he be in the middle of this bad situation.

Does he have to chase after Mom? What if the sick woman falls on the street and her blood pressure rises. What if you pass out in the middle of the street due to their argument?

"Ghost Damn ..." meaning rude before grabbing the car keys. He came out of the apartment with a plain T-shirt and sweatpants. His mind branched here and there, to his mother and also to Queena. Who should take precedence? The woman who gave birth to him or the woman who will give birth to his child?

While Queena curled up in pain on the sofa as blood began to red-cream the couch where she lay. Her mother's scent was there, on that couch because I spent a lot of time on that soft couch. He hugged Dad there sometimes.

"Dad ... have the Father on us. Look at what kind of pain is inflicted on me and Mom?" pilu's erang.

"You went fiery to Mendeleya's farm and dragged the two trash out of there."

Madam Anthony's words echoed in her ears, over and over again until Queena could not bear it. He loves the man who has dragged the woman he loves. What kind of hell is this?

"AXXEELL!!!"

Queena screamed hysterically between anger, hurt, heartache and all mixed emotions. Moreover, he found himself wanting Axel Anthony to come even though his heart was very, very hurt. Queena groaned in pain, she began to nausea and twitching, breathing irregularly, enduring the intense pain in her stomach.

The sound of starving pigeons is so noisy out there. No one throws them corn and they languish in being left behind by him, not knowing where his master went. Queena held back the crying. Although he was a young Doctor, he realized he was just an ordinary man and his heartbreak deeply gnawed at all the wits even the knowledge learned vanished somewhere. Wiggling the body in pain with blood continues to pour, Queena can not avoid bad thoughts. God please! Axel Anthony keeps repeating the word about belonging, belonging to each other and will the man leave himself dying maybe going to lose their baby?

"Axel .. help me," she whispered softly. What if Axel still stays glued to the kitchen? What if Axel still calms his mother? Could it be that his mother was sick after the meeting and Axel drove her home? What if the man thinks he went to Luciano Castle and looks for him there?

"No, don't come. You're the villain, Axel," his whimper again. "How dare you drag my kind-hearted Brigitta. I hate you! Just let me die here in my house and I'll go see my mother. You'll suffer after I'm gone, I'll watch you from behind the grave," he said, beginning to rumble indistinctly, growling until neck veins were sticking out of his skin.

"QUENAA???!!!" a panicked exclamation echoed in the room followed by the thumping of a leg.

Axel Anthony appeared at the kitchen door in deep shock at the sight of his usual sweet queena, lying weakly on the sofa as blood flowed from both thighs. The woman was in pain there.

"Queena .. O God, O Lord .. What have I done to you?"

Ignoring the angry Queena, Axel without further ado immediately carried his woman to the car, without much question. Thought garbled. She placed Queena on the back bench while she went behind the wheel, driving with a frightened face. Blood was not something foreign but seeing Queena bleed, she almost fainted.

"Oh my God, what happened? What did I do to her? Oh my God, my God," Axel lamented stiffening and beating the steering wheel of a powerful car.

"What did you do to my mother, Axel?" queena asked weakly from behind.

"We'll fight later, Pequeena! Not now, you need to get help!"

"You kidnapped and dragged my mother, you're so mean Axel" Queena complained as she sobbed, clutching her stomach.

"I did kidnap your mother as well as Viktor that night because it was incited by my father's death. But I didn't drag him down like you heard from my mother, that's not true" Axel exclaimed. "Even though my father had a hole in his neck and my bangs gone crazy over the incident, I didn't do anything bad to your mother. You know, your father didn't take a silent execution order to my father! That means your father will still kill my father. I'm just like you, just living as an architect who runs a steel company and my mom just like your mom didn't know anything until the day my dad was laid in a coffin, Queena. I didn't drag him, Queena. For God's sake," continued Axel finally hooked.

"Don't fool me!" jerrit Queena. "You were able to do that to me, with physical strength forcing me to surrender to you. How can you expect me to believe you're not being rude to my mother?"

"Queena, Valerie purposely made my mother happy by making up stories. You can kill me or throw me as you like or hurt me, I don't care. You can do that later! Don't talk about things that drain your emotions! I promise we'll talk later, not now" Axel responded sharply hoping Valerie would burn in hell because of the thorny problems between them. If his father hadn't been killed, he wouldn't have known his father's dirty work in more detail. He won't go after Viktor and get Queena. He won't nodai Queena and maybe Queena will still work at the hospital. They may meet in other ways, for example, he had an accident while working and went to the hospital and Queena was the doctor who treated him. Axel thought of the possibility instead of using the power of his father who was left behind given Valerie and attacked Queena brutally. He brushed his own depressed hair.

"No later, let's split Axel!"

"I couldn't defend myself this morning, in front of my mother or my mother would get hurt. Sorry sacrificed. Bad things are happening to you, Queena, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Queena, hold on a little. You know I was looking for you for days after Lucky Luciano took you. I thought of you and wished I could be with you, Queena. I can't just let you go. You're mine, Queena."

"No Axel, let's split up!"

"If you want us to split up, fine. Let's split. Stop being mad, Queena! I'll find your mother and bring her to you. We can part ways on that day, where I return Mrs Brigitta to you."

Axel spoke in an uncertain direction, making promises out of fear that his hands were covered in blood.

"Queena, talk to me! I can't fix things because of a misunderstanding between us, but I promise to find your mother, I'm sure Queena, Miss Brigitta wasn't killed like Valerie confessed."

"You're gonna keep your promise?"

"I'll try to find your mother, please control yourself!"

Axel sped when he reached the streets leading to the city and watched Queena from the rearview with uneasiness.

"Axel, don't take me to the hospital. My friends will laugh at me!"

That's how Axel finally took Queena away to a clinic, where the mafia treated themselves when injured and Anna Marillyn greeted with a frown on her forehead.

"This week has been a lot of surprises from men who are skeptical of love. First the Devil Pascalito and now the Introvert, Axel Anthony. I think the Goddess of love is coming down to earth and pulling an arrow. He even watched these two strange men."

"Silence Anna!" sahut Axel laid Queena on the wheeled bed and the health workers pushed the bed. Wheels screeching on the clinic floor. Anna had a general check-up when she arrived at the treatment room.

"So, what did you do to Pequeena Mendeleya? I thought you guys weren't on the same side? Did you kidnap Princess Viktor Mendeleya and desecrate her to pregnancy, Axel Anthony?" anna asked him to start wearing a hand-scoon and pull the curtain.

"Anna?!"

"You were rude to her?" anna asked again unconcerned at Axel's gripping tone. "Is desecrating a woman who is liked and acting impulsively trending right now?"

"Stop being sober, Anna! Does the doctor need to find out the patient's secret before diagnosis?" sergeant Axel sniffles at the woman in front of him.

"Of course, I should know. I'll do anamnesis. I need to know the patient's identity, information about her pregnancy, gynecological history, sexual history. Is Queena your lover? Or be your lover? Social history, marital status, maybe there's a history of violence, you're probably brutalizing her to the point that she's bleeding badly?" Anna stared hard.

"Stop Anna, just take care of her! I wasn't rude to him. You're like digging into a patient's personal life instead of doing anamnesis. We're a couple of lovers."

"Did each of you have a partner?" ask Anna again.

"We've never slept with anyone else before, if you mean you're afraid of something like a history of sexually transmitted infections. Queena is first for me," Axel answered quickly.

"You're Axel's smart," praised Anna. "And I'm sure you're shy."

"Is the procedure like this? While my lady groans in pain, you guys are busy with a lot of questions? Just treat her to Anna Marilyn!" axel exclaimed increasingly agitated and irritated at the calm-looking Anna.

"You're not impatient. Do you want to stay Axel? I'll check it out. It's a deep examination," asked Anna again while Queena began to be stripped of her clothes. Axel shook his head, staring grimly at Queena.

An object was put in between the thigh gap and Axel turned away, grimacing in pain.

"Queena, I'm sure you understand your own situation" Anna said. "You're a Doctor."

Queena close her eyes. He woke up this morning sewing a lot of hope as a series of beautiful dreams with Axel and their baby. Now, she will lose her baby after first losing Axel. He's a real orphan and a kara, now.

"You have intrauterine bleeding, cervical dilation continues, the external uterine ostium opens. The conception tissue is still inside the uterine cavum," Anna said back after abdominal and pelvic examinations, beginning the diagnosis. Use language that only understood by both of them to make Axel's irritation even more heightened. But the man was silent.

"I still have my fetal beat. Contractions stopped when Axel came and even the bleeding stopped" Queena said she hoped for a miracle. The fetus inside his body seemed to be bound to Axel. He became restrained when he heard Axel's voice. Does this sound silly but that's what happened to him.

"Special symptoms of Abortion Insipiens, Queena. The ticking is still there. But, you know that ..., the result of conception is in the process of dispensing (miscarriage) - "

"No, for God's sake," cut Queena. "I'm waiting for a miracle."

"Queena ...," said Anna, "the abortion process is ongoing and cannot be prevented. We can't avoid this, I am so sorry."

"Do something!" sergeant Queena.

"I don't need any checks, Anna. I'm sure, my fetus is fine," Queena exclaimed in a breath. "Just give me a sedative."

"Queena ..., hey. If there's no cervical opening, I can give you a B complex and tranquilizer ...."

Anna looks at Queena on the stubborn girl to keep her baby.

"I did want to kill her a few weeks ago ..." said Queena shaking and she started crying while Anna prepared the infusion. "But, I'm happy to have her, my God ...," he added, sobbing.

"Queena ...," call Axel slowly approach Queena and caress her hair. Axel finally did just that, stroking Queena's hair to calm her down. He suddenly felt pain inside him, hugging Queena and the woman's forehead. Had he confronted his mother this morning, Queena would not have suffered. Maybe he'll accompany his mother in the hospital because her blood pressure goes up and she could be dying. Axel had no choice. Unknowingly he sighed heavily, regretting their bad day.

"I don't want to lose my baby" Queena said, choking around, feeling her life had been really bad for the past few months. "It's all my fault, I should have taken good care of it. I still had him this morning," he said again shaken violently by the pain, anger, hate, annoyance, anxiety, guilt and all the negative emotions.

"Queena," persuaded Axel the squid again the desperate woman's forehead then to the top of her head. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry," Axel said.

"I'm a kara and I hope to be with my baby" said Queena tearfully, trying to avoid Axel.

"You have me and I'm not going to go how hard you throw me out, Queena."

Queena shook her head, "I want my baby, Axel. I've been with him all this time." Anna prepares the infusion and blood transfusion. "Can we be USG?" queena asked again still holding hope. It was bleeding heavily but the fetus was still inside. When she heard Axel's miraculous voice, Queena felt her fetus was fine even though she was hesitant.

"Queena. You're making it all so hard for all of us."You know that your fetus can't be saved." Anna try to be patient. "Have you ever met the case of Abortion insipiens and the fetus survived?"

Queena cannot cover up the sadness. He finally lay in deep pain.

Sleeping on a hospital bed with an infusion hose and a blood transfusion hose while Axel stood waiting for him to not dare to talk. He returned to being an idiot, staring at Queena blankly and the mind drifted away. He had a fight with his mother this morning and she left in anger. He couldn't possibly anger his mother in front of Queena as much as he loved her.

He checks his cell phone and finds out where Brigitta is, sending a message to everyone he thinks can give information in exchange for a big deal. He can't leave Queena at this time.

"Queena .. I'm sorry!"

Unable to bear the circumstances, Axel went to bed, lay down on Queena's side and hugged her forcibly. They spend a lot of nights together and are very optimistic about the day.

"I promise I'll find your mother, Queena."

"I don't want to see you until you bring my mother back, Axel."

"Alright, let me take care of you until you get well. I won't show up in front of you the way you want."

Deck warm and Axel will do anything for Pequeena.

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Seriously, I have a hard time writing this chapter. I can't avoid conversations between doctors. Sorry if you know, the author.