Heart Darkness
Chapter 142 - Will Find You!!!

Mosteiro Bell (monastery bell) loud ringing at 8 p.m. The atmosphere of the monastery as usual was quiet and silent. Some time ago when going to the Monastery to meet Padre Pio, Reinha had to be disappointed because Padre Pio was in fact there was an important meeting in the Diocese. He returned to Durante Land and, unable to endure his misery, decided to go find Claire at Luciano Castle. As expected Claire wasn't there.

Reinha follow the path to get out of town to where September is. He was finally treated after playing with Amora Shine which is very funny to see his movements. The baby had the eyes of her husband's conqueror, making Reinha look like she saw Lucky and Claire in the form of Amora. According to September, Claire went somewhere with a lot of bodyguards. September asks Francis and Reinha only for September to be patient because the man is coming home. September looks very sad.

While waiting for Padre Pio to return, Reinha spent time practicing Muay Thai and shooting. He forces Augusto to lie to Elgio that he spent the day at The Windows, selling books there after school because he stayed home for his head to think about Lucky Luciano.

Reinha rang the bells of the monastery once again, sounding like the dispatch of despair from someone's languishing soul. He got word that Padre Pio had returned, so, despite the darkness, Reinha decided to visit. Reinha sobbed as the doors of the monastery did not open. He hugs the front knee of the convent gate, enduring the cold of the night, longing for Lucky as he and Lucky once stood at the door of the Monastery as Lucky dragged him to the wedding without planning.

It's almost a week since she found out Lucky disappeared, a month after she said she lost contact, Reinha couldn't believe her husband died. Her heart said her husband was living somewhere, maybe dying, maybe amnesia, maybe trapped, maybe taken hostage. Mostly probably.

Suddenly, the gate opened. Reinha immediately stood up, staggered from being too excited.

"Mrs Luciano?!"

Padre Pio stood in astonishment at the door and saw the young woman, Lucky Luciano's wife, teary-eyed almost midnight in front of the convent.

"Did something happen to your husband?"

Reinha nodded and calmed down. His palm clenched in front of his chest and spoke with heart-wrenching sorrow. "Help me, Padre. I beg you."

"Mistress?! Wake up? Is Mr Luciano sick? Do you need the Sacrament of Confirmation (holy oil for the dying)?"

Reinha.

"Come in, Madam. It's so cold outside."

Reinha sat on the back bench of the Chapel accompanied by Padre Pio, offering a dark blue brochure on the Servant of the Lord's ministry to the conflict area, East Coast.

"Let me be one of the volunteers to go to the East Coast, Padre. Help me!"

"Miss, what happened? Does Lord Durante know?"

"I don't belong to my family anymore, I belong to my husband since I married Lucky Luciano."

"You're mistaken, Madam. You're still Miss Durante as promised by Prenup."

"Padre, my husband disappeared on the East Coast. By the sacred bond I believe, he is still alive. He might get hurt and I want to find him. I love her so much that I can't live without her. Let me be one of the volunteers."

Padre Pio seemed to think for a moment. It wasn't hard actually but since Reinha was Princess Durante, things would be complicated if her older brother knew she was going to the East Coast.

"Madam, the situation there is not very good. If you go quietly and then something bad happens to you, I won't be able to take responsibility on Mr. Durante."

"I'll officially sign up as a volunteer. Can't anyone, Padre? I promise to take good care of myself. I'm just gonna go and find my husband and take him home."

"Madam, the printed brochure is devoted to volunteers who will later become Sisters for education services, health centers and orphanages. Not the ordinary volunteers of the laity."

"Padre, help me!" Reinha finally cried sobbing. "I'll follow all the procedures. Allow me! I can fit in, go to the convent and live in prayer, let me."

"The new volunteers will be gone in a few days."

"I'll wait because summer vacation is about to start."

"I have to speak to the head of the Congregation because I am the one in charge but the one who really takes care of this is Sister Abbot, I will call her and let you know as soon as possible."

Reinha understood Padre Pio's reasoning but he was not desperate. Finally over the next few days, the girl wore a black mantila (veil) mourning mark continued to ring the bell of the monastery, even sleeping in front of the Chapel until Padre Pio finally melted to her. The Monk forced the Abbot Sister to join Reinha as one of the volunteers in order to go to the East Coast. While waiting for the summer break to begin and his departure schedule to arrive, he actually improved his martial skills and practiced shooting. Volunteers don't hold weapons even when they're shot dead, they're martyred (Saints). Reinha, however, felt the need, as she might face the worst possible situation.

After receiving Padre Pio's blessing, Reinha told her family her wish at breakfast together one morning.

"I'm going to go to the Abbey and be a nun!"

Nuns (Nun), women who lead contemplative lives in closed monasteries, may only leave the convent under certain conditions and with special permission. Life in the convent is so strict that visitors can only talk to the nun through a small window.

Reinha's statement really made Elgio Durante choke on breakfast until coughing loudly. He did not stop coughing despite drinking a glass of water that Marya offered. His wife had to hit his back slowly so that the man's cough ended. His eyes even water. He pushed the breakfast plate because he was suddenly full.

"Enya ..., why are you so desperate? Lucky's definitely back."

"I'm sorry, I don't think I can take it anymore. I'm going to go to the convent and start the Postulancy education (The first Nun candidate before she actually becomes a nun)."

Reinha spoke confidently, half whining, pitying, begging and then crying. Later due to Lucky Luciano, his tears quickly spread. If Elgio and Mr. Abner let him stay in the monastery, they would only believe that he was there and would not suspect anything.

What if her husband is still alive and stuck with Princess Thomas? Reinha had no power to resist that bad incitement in her mind. Her husband is very handsome and hard to ignore the man while Lucky Luciano's attractiveness is very high. Regardless, Lucky is her husband. The only safe way is that he will join the group of Sisters (Sisters) who serve there. The Eastern Seaboard does contain rebels but Religious Leaders are valued there because many provide moral assistance in addition to material assistance. One that Reinha didn't know was that there were a lot of wild miners there. He heard but didn't care.

"Relaine ...." Abner's out of words.

"It's been a week and I haven't heard from my husband. I will accept the fact that Lucky has died and I will enter the Monastery to pray for the salvation of my husband's spirit."

He only had two people in front of him. Said she wanted to be a nun, in fact she would infiltrate among the Sisters who went to the East Coast. His love for Lucky Luciano led him to lie to his sister and guardian. That's the only way.

"I'll wake up at four in the morning to chant the Veni Creator Spiritus hymn, devote hours to world peace, meditate for sinners and end the night with Tui Amoris Ignem. I'll live in the Monastery. Don't worry that I will go to the East Coast, you know that the Nuns are only in the Convent to pray and meditate in silence. I entered a very strict Monastery."

"Reinha Durante, are you trying to fool me?" ask Elgio full of questions. "Abner, she hasn't finished high school yet, can she be a nun? Do you want to enter the nuns and attend the service to the East Coast?" Elgio.

"Sister, the nuns are only in the Convent they do not do services outside the Monastery. I'll just follow the monastery routine while finishing my school. After all, the 8-week summer vacation is very long."

"Hey, go to Dream Fashion!"

"No, don't you understand, brother? I can't breathe properly and properly. I need time to recover myself (follow Maribella's words). My world without Lucky Luciano is just sadness. I'll treat myself in a convent."

Reinha cried again because she felt so much pain and only tears could understand her.

"Oh my God, Lucky's definitely back. Reinha, I'm trying to get an investment cooperation project with the Government for mining there. In order, we can enter the East Coast."

"No need, brother! How long have you been acting since you found out Lucky disappeared to this day to find my husband? It's been a month, brother! Where's my husband?" Removing tears. "If I don't feel right, I'll come back!"

"All right," Abner said quickly. It's better than the girl chose to enter the military and join the war.

"Abner?!" reprimand Elgio hard.

Abner ignored Elgio. "Can we visit?"

"You can visit at any time, sir, but you may only be able to talk to me through a small window. During this rest of the time, I'll wake up early, make breakfast and take care of you."

Reinha served her family breakfast, undeniably her sister continued to observe her behavior, turning to Marya and Marya shrugged her shoulders until Elgio knew that Reinha had not involved Marya. Abner was wondering if he should tell Reinha that Maribella was sick? If he told Reinha, the girl might have canceled the desire to meditate in the Monastery.

Afternoon after school, Reinha drove the car to a lakeside lodge. He lost himself, directionless and aimless. Moreover, he did not know how to face the difficulties of his heart. Claire Luciano is unknown. His phone could not be reached either. Reinha continued to drive half-floatingly remembering Lucky and was very surprised to see Piqueena there, sitting alone. Reinha was astonished when her gaze hit Queena's body was daydreaming at the end of the wooden pier. Did something bad happen?

"Hai Reinha, are you here? Do you miss Lucky Luciano?"

Reinha nodded gloomily, coming to sit at the end of the pier, sharing a fondness.

"Did something happen?" ask Reinha.

It seems like everyone has a bad day.

"Yes" Queena nodded sadly, "I lost my baby and ran away from Axel Anthony. Lucky Luciano's in jail and I can't call Francis, so, I'm staying here for a while."

"I am so sorry, Dear," said Reinha feeling the pain of the woman at his side. "Go to Luciano Castle and just stay there, Queena!"

"Axel will find me there. But he wouldn't suspect me if I were in this place. I'm waiting for news from my uncle and I'll stay at the mayor's house."

They looked at the calm lake in the afternoon, there was not much wind but many storms happened later and almost hit everyone.

"Where are you going Reinha?"

"I'm going to go where Lucky and I visited last time, to the west of the forest. I miss my husband."

"He'll be fine in jail."

"I hope so, but Lucky's not in jail."

"What do you mean?" Queena turned around and found Reinha crying. If it is related to Lucky he feels very sensitive and sentimental.

"Lucky went to the East Coast to save Oriana, you might know, the case of a reporter being held hostage. Oriana came back but my husband disappeared."

Queena hugged Reinha who was as hot as she could, patting her shoulder.

"Don't worry, Reinha. Lucky Luciano is a real gangster even if his body is battered, his heart keeps beating. He often disappeared for months or even years, but I always saw him again one time. I used to be surprised, but now that I know my father and Lucky are mafia, I get it. They spent time to die."

"I can't stop being sad." Removing tears. Queena give a warm hug.

"Relaine ...."

"But Queena, are you okay here alone?"

Queena smiled wryly. "My life is a mess, I can't even work because of my father's case."

Reinha thought she would ask Mr. Abner to call the mayor once more to inform her of Queena's situation.

"Go, Reinha. Promise to come back before dark. I'll make you dinner, um, but it's all right." Queena spoke glumly because she had no money to buy delicious food. Luckily he returned home to pick up a lot of kitchen stuff and warmers. Otherwise he'll sleep cold in the hut. Grateful that hutkan - somehow not seized. His father was found guilty and committed many crimes. There's nothing left, treasure, dignity and can't even be a doctor. He was too sad to think, losing a baby as well as Axel.

"All right, I'm leaving!"

While they were chatting, Axel Anthony observed the two women from afar. His facial expression was grim. Not wanting to leave Queena but the woman refuses to be with him even though he promises to bring Brigitta back. Axel wanted to get out of there with his own injuries but also didn't want to stop stalking the woman, afraid that something bad might happen to Queena. Anxious because he slept in his luxurious house while Queena slept in a hunting lodge. Can't swallow food properly, because, remember Queena who refused his help. So, the man is like a hunter. Sleeping on the side of the forest to keep Queena from afar.

Another car came into the forest. Axel was shocked as the car searched for a hideout and a man came out of it. A little astonished when he saw Carlos Adelberth looked the same as he was worried about someone. Just to the extent of it, Carlos did not even check the circumstances surrounding it.

While Reinha Durante left Queena after the edge of the forest, went to the place where she last visited with her husband after an unforgettable night of sweet surrender. He was immediately torn apart as he was about to jump onto the slippery rocks remembering they were kissing there. Meeting a deer but only one, her partner may be shot, a perfect reflection of her. Luckily the forest flowers are still beautiful and fresh.

Lying in the same spot where she and Lucky kissed for the last time before the man drove her home to Durante Land and back to Luciano Castle to be taken to prison, Reinha was completely thrown into an endless void. The man had been missing for almost a month. I don't know where he is.

The greatest sadness in producing loneliness. All the signs brought Reinha sucked in sorrow. Without realizing it, Lucky turned out to be the source of his happiness. Could it be because he was so young when he fell in love? Although he has loved Ethan Sanchez ever since they were in the first grade of high school but still, Lucky Luciano was his first love as well so his last love. If the man dies, Reinha promises to end up as a hermit. He was married at a young age for a very close time, sharing beautiful things with Lucky Luciano almost every day and when he lost Lucky Luciano, his 18-year-old soul was completely crushed and destroyed.

"*You know Enya, far from you, I'm like dark leaves there, lightless, dry without dew. I'm cursed by many women."

"Curse?"

"Shackled to you**."

The afternoon is almost over as he begins to sleepily lulled over Lucky's handsome face and millions of memories spin in his memories. By the exhaustion of the mind as well as the body, Reinha was asleep on the outskirts of the forest. Ignore the cold wind, just sleep hoping the incoming dew can treat the wound. She can't wait to go to the East Coast and spend the summer vacation to find her husband. He and Lucky have some kind of telepathy, so he's sure Lucky's still alive somewhere. While wriggling and the bonfire warms her body, Reinha smiles as she dreams, Lucky takes her around in circles singing I Love You, Baby.

"Reinha?!"

Carlos Adelberth knelt on the side of his body lying languidly on the dewy grass. With guilt, she follows Reinha in case the girl is planning a desperate escape to the East Coast, but Reinha, as Mr. Abner said, decides to become a nun. Both his guardians believed but not Carlos Adelberth. Carlos knows that the nuns are just alibis. Reinha will go with the Sister's entourage to the dangerous area.

"Hey, Reinha Durante?! How long are you gonna be like this, miss?" Carlos woke up the girl who immediately snorted at him. Reinha was like a sister to him and it was sad to find that girl hurt like that.

"You're a jerk Carlos. You shouldn't have left him there!"

"Yes, okay. I'm sorry." Wear Reinha a thick jacket and circle her one arm.

"I'll forgive you, if you accompany me to the East Coast!"

"Yourself!!!"

"Help me! Did you find my husband? Didn't you?"

"Alright," Carlos nodded finally, "Look you've found a way to get to the East Coast."

"So you know what, Carlos?"

"Yes, I might be disciplined by my superiors for being busy stalking my broken-hearted foster sister. I lost the chance to date because I was too nervous you'd run away."

"It's all your fault" said Reinha exasperatedly. "You won't tell Elgio much less Mr. Abner. If I find you betrayed, I promise I'll shoot you, Carlos!"

"I promise you, Meu Amor! Don't you really want to see Francis?"

Reinha turned to Carlos, "Has he grown up?"

"No, but Claire Luciano forced Francis to move today from the border."

Reinha stood up. "Where is he?"

***

The Wait me Up ....

Reinha and Lucky's meeting is supposed to be the final sign of the novel. There may still be a bonus chapter for the love story of some characters... Although many readers ask all characters to complete the story here because unfortunately, it is difficult to achieve the popularity of 1 M if you have to create a new novel. You know, Noveltoon is less authoritative than an Author like me.

Just love me ....