HI EX! Our Story is Not Finished

HI EX! Our Story is Not Finished
Chapter 21. Missed Whises


..."Sometimes we ask for small things that others do not want to do for us, even though it is not difficult. How else, we are not important in his life, so inevitably have to accept."...


..._Hi Ex!_...


After his return from the hospital yesterday. Seren finally had to spend his time to stay at home for the next 3 days, and that was the thing he hated the most. Gabut, males if the work is just a fall all day. Repeatedly the girl's breath she breathed.


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The door of his room opened, there the friend, Helmi came to him with a tray containing chicken porridge and a glass of warm water.


"Gapain you're here!?" I was sad when I saw Helmi.


Helmi rolled her eyes lazy, this best friend is indeed really annoying, can-can be in samperin angry.


"Gue bete really Hel, kesel I fall mulu."


"Everything don't be reckless you become a person, like anything to wear sick all."


"What is it that you are!? Mending don't have to come here if you say me." Seren folded his arms in front of his chest, turning his gaze towards the balcony of his room.


"No pantes really lo, it's aja crashing," taunted Helmi while menoyor Seren's head.


"What the hell, the more dizzy I'm lo toyor."


"Alesan aja, eat Sono, here I buy your favorite chicken porridge."


Seren immediately changed his body position to sit. "Gue doesn't like eating, my mom doesn't go back and forth."


"Find a new bokap call for loe."


"Damn it! I won't let you." Seren took the chicken porridge on the table, then he slowly began to eat the porridge.


"So he said he had no interest in eating," muttered Helmi slowly when Seren finally ate the chicken porridge he bought.


Seren ignored it, the girl continued eating it.


Seren was quite fond of chicken porridge, but in the past when school he never liked. "Gevan equals which chakra? My grandmother too?"


"Grandma's going to go the same nyokap lo. While adek-adek lo, Cakra is still out of town, Gevan ngantor." Seren just nodded his head.


"Helmy?"


"What's wrong?"


Seren put down his bowl of porridge, then he drank his warm white water. "You think if there's a guy he can't like me, what should I respond to?"


Helmi was silent for a moment, the girl then looked towards Seren. "Who likes my best friend anyway? Giantra you mean."


Seren shook his head slowly, "no."


Seren's mind glared away at Helmi's words, the girl was worried, she actually could not forbid anyone to like her, it was their right, but here the problem is something to do with brotherhood. Seren still loves the man he now considers an ex, but the brother of his ex likes him. It's complicated oh Seren's love mesh.


"Gue knows, but I find it complicated that he likes me. Especially if he's been love."


Helmi patted his friend's shoulder, "just go first, so be a girl really humble nature, so you yourself are bothered."


Wanting Seren to kick Helmi so upset, the friend again distress not helped, but said.


"Gue wants it to be the same."


Helmi turned back to Seren as if waiting for what Seren would say next.


"Don't want it anyway, I want to vent, so I used to accept to be Farez's girlfriend because I felt he was different, he cared about me, he was considerate, he was, and I love him very much. But the longer, the more I show how unfortunately I am the same he, over time everything changes, he has rarely attention to me, he seems not to care, I am sick myself, I am sick, the effect is like I was expecting him too much, like I was the only one who needed him, while he was relaxed, he was my girlfriend's status, but I felt his heart was different. He seemed to think I was not going anywhere even though he ignored me, I would survive even though he did not care, because he knew that I was as dear as him. There I realized, if it turns out I shouldn't show anything, I should just act ordinary just so he is still attentive, let him still care about me, so that I don't hold back the wound. He's as influential as that in my life Hel."


Without Seren noticing, his tears dripping, 4 years passed by had absolutely no effect on his heart, no matter how far he went his heart and his brain was still about Farez, nothing changed in the least.


Helmi can only rub the back of her best friend, she knows how fragile a Seren is.


"Lo know Hel?"


"What?"


"Gue really wants to find something that can fulfill my one request. So that me and Farez are always okay, I really want to ask that at that time the attention he will never disappear, I miss."


Seren wiped his tears, then looked back at Helmi. "But baby, my request has passed, everything has changed since Farez and I have not been well" he continued.


Helmi clasped his best friend's hand, "no one is late in this world, all can return as long as you want to try. Love him and fix everything. Don't be prestige."


Seren laughed blandly, "Gue doesn't want to, who told him to waste me. Now nyesek himself right, disgust I want all the things he typed in Whatsapp messages first, bullshit all. Now that I'm an adult, I don't need to type through his hands, I need real evidence. So whoever it is, I need more evidence not promises let alone promises typed in Whatsapp messages."


Helmi laughed hearing Seren who was prying with emotion. "Gue sometimes wonder, you're really sick or just acting anyway?"


"Huh, my head is dizzy again right, I want to sleep again. Go back, disturb!" Seren laid back his body with a blanket that covered the entire body from the feet to the head.


Helmi himself did not think, why he had a friend does not know himself like Seren. Already in samperin, packed with food, where the pack confides in everything, uh now arbitrarily ngusir.


"Gue go back if so. Take care of your health, I heard he said low blood if the same magh it so one can cause death. I don't want you to die." Afterwards, Helmi completely left Seren's room.


Seren who no longer heard Helmi's voice immediately opened his blanket. "Gue also hopes I live a long life, but from the first many things that became a strong reason for me to die cepet only. Although I finally managed to survive this far," Seren said as he stared at the closed door of his room.


Helmi, who was outside Seren's room crying, could still hear Seren's words in the room, because Seren's room was not soundproof.


"Gue love Loe Seren, you're my best friend. I know you are strong with all the problems that have come, the proof can be back here now, the proof is that you can still smile just like me now. Stay the spirit of Seren." Inner Helmi, she left the door of Seren's room to go home with her sad face.


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