HI EX! Our Story is Not Finished
Chapter 31. Seren's Memory, Azhar, Farez

..."If time could be easily restored, there would probably be no bad memories stored."...

..._Hi Ex!_...

Seren actually felt uncomfortable being in the room, his face still pale. It turns out that the incident last night made him have a high fever, so inevitably he had to stay at his ex's house and in the room of Azhar, the brother of his ex. He looked to his right side, and Farez was waiting for him there, and to his right Azhar, the man fell asleep in a chair, leaning over his face on the table. Seren's gaze focused back on his ex, the desire to stroke Farez's hair was so great, but he paused. The man fell asleep by slapping his face on the bed, while he sat on the floor.

Sighing slowly, Seren stared at the ceiling of Azhar's room, his body completely still weak, he closed his eyes. The memories of when he was with Farez came back. In the past, the man had never even waited for her when she was sick. Let alone to wait for him, just meeting the two of them was very difficult despite living in the same city. Even once one day the man came to meet her, and it was also Seren who missed, if Seren did not say maybe Farez would never meet her, he said, it is not even often Seren cried all night because he wanted to meet with Farez but the man said he could not, he was too busy. But that day Farez somehow came to see him, even though he had to be late.

The Flashback

"Cool." The girl turned her head when the short call from someone behind her turned out to be no unfamiliar voice to her.

Seren frowned in astonishment as the person walked towards him. "I'm sorry I'm late, sorry I can't keep seeing you." That one word, Seren was fixated, silent, and then chuckled.

"No problem, no luck. Do not apologize if you have to, he said, then turn around and move from the front of the person.

"Cool, I..."

Seren stopped his steps, he remembered something, then he turned back around. "Farez, thank you for apologizing. Oh yeah, if you've changed course say yes, let me get ready, so I'm sick now, if the pain is still later, I'm afraid. I was so scared that I couldn't do it."

Farez, the man fell silent, his eyes staring at Sendu. "Cool, I never change course anywhere. I'm still in the same place."

Seren smiled, "who knows, I just assumed, because I never knew the contents of other people's hearts, there was no harm, right? You know more about other people, even the ones you just met, but you often forget about me." Seren turned back his body, moving from there, this time completely leaving Farez alone.

"Sorry not to be the way you want to be." - Seren left Farez, who was still in his place.

He looked at Seren's body that had been away, he admitted that if he was guilty, he acted indifferently and did not care about Seren, without knowing if Seren was so hurt. Though Seren was sick yesterday, when Seren contacted him while crying Farez did not care at all, he prioritized his busyness. Repeatedly apologizing, Seren always forgave him again and again.

Flashback Off

Seren held onto his aching head, recalling those memories actually made him even more dizzy. He grimaced slowly, trying to get up and sit down to get quiet.

"Cool, are you awake?" Due to the movement in the bed, Farez woke up, the man looked at Seren with his worried face.

Seren actually wanted to curse at the man, but seeing Farez's worried face his heart warmed. Only this time did he see how worried Farez was up close, even though when he fell into the river there was Farez, but maybe because there kinda made Farez different.

"Aww, sick," he said in a weak voice, Farez quickly picked up a glass of water and medicine and helped Seren drink it.

"Thank you," said Seren sincerely, then he returned to memraibgkan body also helped Farez.

Farez smiled, it felt good to hear the heartfelt words from the lips of the girl, not the snaps or scorn as before.

The two of them were silent, no one wanted to talk. Seren finally closed his eyes. He doesn't want to be in an awkward position.

"Javas, Seren hasn't woken up yet?"

Farez looked at Azhar who was approaching him, the man looked at Seren, his hand then he put it on the girl's forehead. "Warm." Mumbled.

Farez tried to temper his anger at seeing the other man boldly touching Seren. However he did not want to look for a commotion, let alone that it was his own brother.

"So he woke up, just taking medicine," said Farez, the man's tone was normal, but his face was flat.

Azhar nodded her head, then sat down beside Farez. The man's thoughts drifted on the possibilities between his sister and Seren, I don't know, because everything Farez did and said last night showed how Farez knew Seren. But he didn't want to guess.

"If anyone wants to ask please bang. Don't glimps Javas constantly, cringe Javas," said the man's intention to joke even though he was still with his flat face.

Azhar exhaled slowly, knowing that her sister was smart, so it was impossible not to know what had happened to her.

Farez looked at Seren, then turned his eyes to his older brother. "Javas' cool girlfriend when he was in college."

Azhar was shocked, but then she tried to neutralize her face again.

"Actually even to this day we are not over yet. But when Seren disappeared, Javas didn't know why, Javas still loved him bang." Sendu, the tone that the man put out, right, to this day he still loves the girl very much.

Azhar was still silently digesting all of her sister's words. Actually, he was suspicious if Farez and Seren did have a relationship, because accidentally Azhar often caught Farez looking secretly at Seren, and vice versa. It's just, Azhar tried to brush everything off.

"Bang, how should Javas? Is this all because the way Javas loves him is wrong? Javas is always indifferent to him, Javas ignores him, but Javas doesn't mean that. Javas wants him not to always depend on Javas, because Javas cannot always be the same. Javas has a job, and Javas doesn't want Javas to be too restrictive, he'll be depressed, so Javas sets him free."

Yes, Azhar understands now, "you know, every girl wants to be loved differently?"

"meaning?"

"Yes, sometimes there are girls who ask for freedom like you said, but you also do not release him too much, just because you release him, he will feel that if you do not care. Although there are some girls who like to be free, but he also needs attention, do not ignore someone who is with you, because after all you have chosen him, so give your attention, give your attention, also your time though a little. But, sometimes there are girls who want to be loved with you seem to care about him very much, like you are a little possessive, or you forbid him a little, so you have to understand."

Farez was silent, he lowered his head. Unwittingly, Seren is not actually asleep. He heard all the conversations of the brother and sister, his heart was touched, he wanted to cry to hear everything.

"Javas."

"Yes bang?"

"Remember this well, never waste a woman who asks nothing of you but a little of your time, you will regret it later if you waste such a woman."

Farez's eyes glazed over, all this time he realized that he had wasted Seren. The girl never asked for anything from him, only asking for a little time to meet him. Even Seren whined and cried at that time, but he seemed to care for his hearing, he hardened his heart not to obey Seren's wishes, so that the girl was sick just because she missed him.

"Dude."

Azhar smiled, "Excuse me when she's awake." Azhar tries to hold her tight-lipped, she loves Seren, but she also has to straighten things out. Here he is an adult, he is an older brother, so there is no harm if the brother guides his sister.

Farez asserted Azhar's words, he realized what he had done to Seren first.

"Did you like Seren?" Suddenly the question arises.

Azhar tried to calm down, she smiled again. The adult man did have a stern face, but he was a man who was not hasty in everything, he tried to face anything calmly. "Yes, you never told me. But take it easy, Abang will not force Seren, because according to Abang Seren has the right to determine his happiness."

Farez nodded his head, confirming Azhar's words. "Abang's right, but Javas wants to fix everything. Can you tell him to be like Javas?"

Azhar knows how selfish her sister is, but she doesn't want Farez and she fusses over love. "Javas, didn't you just say that if you let Seren determine his happiness? So let's compete healthy."

"Flame..."

"Don't know you'd never be willing, would you if Seren was with someone else? But you can not force the will, Seren also deserves to be happy. Even if you're not mistaken to think someone else likes Seren, right?"

Farez took his breath, his eyes fixed on Seren's beautiful face sleeping. Maybe true said his brother, he can no longer be selfish. But he was not willing if until Seren later had to be with another man, not himself. But all this time he has been given a lot of time to make the girl happy, but foolishly he just wasted it. And now, when many people are trying to make Seren happy, he willfully get in the way, no, it cannot happen again.

"Deal." Farez said, he extended his hand to Azhar.

"Deal."

"I hope everything is always okay, my life and the lives of those who love me, I'm afraid." Inner Seren with eyes still closed, but his tears had dripped unnoticed.

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