
..."Feelings can never be forced or controlled, everything goes as it is. In essence, if your feelings with someone are sincere, then you will be happy even though he is with someone else."...
..._Hi Ex!_...
After the hug between Farez and Seren this afternoon, Seren becomes a quiet girl. He did not want to talk at all even though Helmi repeatedly invited him to talk, all she did was just pensive.
"Assalamualaik." The sound of the greeting distracted Seren and Helmi, the two girls so much that they threw gazes, rather Helmi who threw a gaze asked Seren. But Seren was just silent, he preferred to walk out.
"Have you arrived?" Seren asked when he saw two men who were struggling up the stairs of the villa.
"Yes, Kak, tired too, Bang Giantra is driving his car. Enter the tire of the car into the mud puddle in a very, very, for the help of residents," Adu Gevan with his upset face, the man immediately sat himself in the terrace chair of the villa.
"Lo fuck me!? Heh, this is also all because you know that you know, so we're going the wrong way."
"Oh, stop not both of you!? Dizziness in my head, the intention is to keep away from you guys eh even meet again, tired me ah." Seren who was dizzy with the debate between Gevan and Giantra which would be difficult to finish was finally choosing to enter the villa.
That of course made Giantra and Gevan speechless, then both of them looked at Helmi who was still standing there.
"Why is Seren?" Giantra asked with squinting eyes. Besides Giantra, Gevan is no less curious. So he waited for an answer from Helmi.
Helmi exhaled, "gue also did not know why. Maybe because of the talk of Gusesa at dinner this afternoon, you know yourself if Seren likes to think."
"Jenissa?"
"Yes, Farez's new girlfriend."
That one name, Farez, Giantra and also Gevan nodded their heads in understanding. Secretly, Giantra clenched his hand.
"Farez again, Farez again, when did that name disappear from your mind? I don't like it because he always makes you hurt," Inner Giantra asked. The man no longer spoke, he chose to follow Seren into the villa.
***
While in the villa room where Seren and Helmi slept, Seren was silent. Netra the girl looked out the moonlighted window. His mind floated, it seemed like God was not going to let him think calmly. I don't know.
"Cool, can I come in?" Giantra's voice rang out behind Seren's bedroom door.
"Just in, the door is not locked," said Seren.
Soon a handsome man appeared in a plain white T-shirt and knee-length pants that he was wearing.
"Lo why else hmm?" Giantra approached Seren, the man stroking Seren's mane gently.
Seren shook his head slowly, he leaned his head on Giantra's shoulder. Comfortable, yet nothing more comfortable than Farez's shoulder, Farez remains number one for him. He himself sometimes wondered how his heart might still survive with people who have repeatedly injured him, when clearly there are others who are willing to withdraw his hand and accept sincerely, he said, love is blind and Seren is in that phase.
"Lo just met the ex again?"
Seren just nodded his head, he did not want to talk much. His strength was exhausted, he did not want to waste his energy remaining that little to talk about the things he wanted to avoid.
"How about we go for a walk together, would you? I don't want if until the person I love is sad, it's the holiday destination let you seneng." Giantra turned towards Seren, the head of the girl was still the same, shoulder Giantra. Now, the distance between Giantra and Seren's face was so close, even Giantra could smell the Cherry scent from the girl's breath.
"Gian."
"Hm." Giantra frowned hearing Seren's call.
"Lo deg-degan huh?" Seren raised his head, his right palm he placed on Giantra's chest, Seren really did not know if what he was doing was very dangerous. The girl could have brought herself into the lion's den.
"Oh yeah, wear a jacket?" Giantra unceremoniously took his jacket and put it on Seren's body.
Seren smiled, "lo's treatment to my sweet Gian, if I can control my feelings, I will choose to fall in love with you alone rather than having to stick with the ex who always makes me hurt," seren said suddenly.
Giantra was silent, he then looked at the girl in front of him. "Lo don't need to admit it, because I love you as sincere. I'm happy you're happy, and I'll get hurt if you keep getting hurt. So I beg you to always be happy, if not for my sake, at least for your own sake," said Giantra while scrambling Seren Hair.
"That's messy hair." An annoyed Seren put on his pouting face. It certainly makes Giantra Gemas Alone.
"Udah, you add like a boy if you pout that much. You're 27 years old, but the same behavior as the face of an elementary school kid."
"Damn it, you know what I am!?" Seren glared his eyes while shaking his waist.
That certainly makes Giantra laugh more, "lo angry really not serem at all. Oh, gemes."
"Gian, you're really ngeselin. I'm males ah."
Giantra laughed, "gue sorry, beautiful, let's go now. Later go to night."
Seren nodded his head, both of them coming out of the villa. "Eh, where's Gevan Helmi?"
"Helmi said she would like to see you. If Gevan seems like a boy too, he will be spoiled just like you and Helmi ya."
Seren again and again nodded his head. Gevan is very spoiled for him and also Helmi, Helmi happens to have no brothers, for that he also loves Gevan very much and already considers Gevan like his sister.
Giantra and Seren walk down the streets around the villa. Lucky tonight the moonlight is quite bright, besides that also the street lights are not lacking in the area around the villa.
"Gian."
"What's wrong?"
"If one day I turn Farez lo will be sad, right?
Giantra stopped his steps, he looked into Seren's eyes looking up at him as well. Seren does have the height of a Giantra's neck, so he has to raise his head.
Giantra gripped Seren's shoulders, "Gue said I would be happy if you were happy, but if you turned him back on it he was sick again, you hurt again and sad, you're sad, then I will be sad too. I can't watch you suffer, until that happens, I won't hesitate to make calculations and call you back."
Seren was silent, the girl's eyes were teary, she felt like an evil girl who would willingly throw a man as good as Giantra, even though Giantra was sincere with her.
"I'm sorry Gian, I love you so much. But I can't love you more than a brother," Seren said later, the girl was already crying as she pleased.
Giantra who saw the girl he loved was crying made his heart also hurt. Giantra took Seren into his arms. The thing that Giantra likes the most, is to be the one that Seren hugs when the girl gets hurt.
"Gue promise will always take care of you, I love you very much, I promise I will always be behind you even though you are happy with each other. Let when you get hurt, you don't have to go far to find a place to back up, there will always be me," inner Giantra while stroking Seren's hair.
"Udah ah, the crying time continues anyway. Later I guess do-ngapain lo again, keep me in the thud of people. Tega lo?" Giantra asked jokingly.
"Ih Giantra is really bad. Yaudah, justin aja lo in the thud. My whole thing," Seren said as he slowly struck Giantra's arm. While Giantra was already laughing out loud.
Without Giantra and Seren noticing, there were two pairs of eyes that looked at the two with different eyes, one looking hatefully, and one with a hard-to-understand look.
Connect. . .