HI EX! Our Story is Not Finished
Chapter 32. 2nd Chance

..."Use the second chance that comes to you as best you can, because if you come back disappointing there will not necessarily be another chance."...

..._Hi Ex!_...

A week has passed since Seren became sick from his fear. Since that day the girl became a quiet person, she often thought of the conversation between Farez and Azhar that occurred in Azhar's room at that time. Seren repeatedly exhaled, he had just returned from his office, but he did not intend to leave his room after cleaning himself.

Tok tok tok tok

"Just in, not in the key."

A man who was Seren's first sister entered the girl's room. Seren smiled faintly at Cakra, it had been a long time since he had met his sister.

Cakra approached Seren, then he hugged his brother. Seren was confused, but then he returned the embrace of his sister.

"Cakra why?" Ask Seren gently.

Cakra took off his embrace from Seren, then stared intensely at the older brother. "Cakra is worried about her brother, sister lately is often very sick or accident, see this, the body of the sister becomes thin," said Cakra while holding the hand of Seren which is smaller than his hand.

Seren chuckled softly, then he stroked his first sister's hair fondly. "Sister is okay. Don't worry, you've just had a lot of thoughts lately."

"Cakra knows brother Farezkan's thoughts? That ex-sister?"

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His sister was easy to guess the contents of his mind that was never far from the man.

"Sister don't make yourself hurt just because people don't necessarily think about you. Cakra knows Big Brother still loves Farez, but does Farez also love Big Brother? Not necessarily, right?"

Seren was silent, he knew if his sister was worried, but he could not, his brain was always filled by the name of his former lover.

Cakra knew that if her brother was silent it meant that he did not agree with what he said, "Sister."

"Hm."

"Cakra just wants you to be happy."

Seren knows that, the people around him are the ones who want to make him happy the most. They always try to do anything for their happiness.

"Couldn't you give him a second chance? Brother still loves him," Seren said suddenly. The girl's eyes glazed over, after this week she struggled with her thoughts, and after hearing her sister's sentence saying if her sister wanted her to be happy. So Seren decides if Farez is his happiness, regardless of the man often hurt him or not. Despite the many tears he had sacrificed during his time with Farez, Seren still did not remove Farez's name from the highest throne of his heart.

Cakra stared at Seren long enough, then took his breath. "Sister, if indeed brother's happiness is on him, Cakra can what. For Cakra, Mama, Gevan, Grandma, big brother happiness is the main thing. Although the actual Cakra still does not accept with all that Farez did to Big Brother first, but Cakra tries to forgive everything. It's a second chance, but if you get hurt by it again, Cakra won't let you do it again, Cakra the first person who will strictly forbid it. Cakra dear Brother." The man finally hugged Seren.

"Hopefully Brother Seren is always happy, Cakra promises to take care of all the bullies who disturb Big Brother's happiness."

...***...

"Farez, sorry I'm late."

Farez smiled at the girl in front of him, "It's okay, you remind me that I'm often late if we're going to meet."

Seren was silent, he rolled his eyes lazily when he was sitting in front of the man.

"So, what did you invite me to meet? Usually you'll get angry if I meet you, you'll hate."

Seren heard it grimacing, the girl recalled, it seemed like he had indeed gone too far.

"Gue wanted to apologize" Seren said suddenly, he was embarrassed to do so but, he had to straighten things out.

"Wait, you mean?"

"Yes, I want to apologize for all my treatment to you. I know I've been outrageous, I've caci maki you use harsh words without thinking about the feelings that are lo rasain, but I actually-gener sprain, I'm angry, I'm angry, I don't accept anything you've done to me." Seren took a slow breath, trying to neutralize his emotions.

"Cool, sorry." Farez lowered his head, which of course made Seren confused. His intention was that he first wanted to apologize why Farez was too.

Seren was silent, he wanted to hear the continuation of the man's words. Farez who saw Seren just silently waiting for him immediately looked at Seren deeply.

"I'm sorry that I've been together for three years and always hurt you. I realize, I know that you cry a lot because of me. I know you always want to be noticed but I always ignore you. I'm sorry I never prioritized you, I was wrong, I never did it for you." Unknowingly, the man's tears were dripping. Only this time Farez was crying because of a girl, he really loved Seren, but his prestige was high so he was often like a person who did not care.

"Farez, ak___"

Farez raised his right hand, holding Seren back from speaking. He wants Seren to listen to all his regrets, he wants Seren to know if Seren is so meaningful.

"Let me first apologize for all my mistakes. Let me express all my regrets, In the past, I initially thought everything would be fine when I put you aside, I used to think you were okay if I didn't prioritize you, I used to think you were always okay if we didn't meet, I thought you weren't going anywhere, because I know how genuine you are, how you are always okay all the time. But in fact, I was wrong, I was too hypocritical to assume you weren't okay. When you disappear suddenly it feels like I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do, I just realized that your presence means a lot to me. You are chatty, angry, and like to nag suddenly every time we meet. I miss it, I miss everything. I like to be quiet when night falls, I like not being able to sleep because I never accept you who is not beside me." The man chuckled softly, but his tears continued to flow. Not only Farez but Seren who heard it also joined in crying as much as he also laughed softly when remembering all his togetherness with Farez first.

"Cool, sorry for everything, sorry when we were together I let you down a lot. I'm sorry that I think you need to be the human being, not that we need each other. In a good relationship, you should not be one of the caring parties, but both."

Seren was still silent, he could not speak hearing everything Farez said. The man made her cry, making her remember old memories that she still misses. Luckily they are currently at a table that is a little in the corner, plus the cafe visitors are not yet crowded, so no one saw the drama of both.

"I'm so whiny, huaaa," Uuar Seren suddenly, the girl burst into tears as she wrapped her head on the cafe table.

Farez was silent, he was too distrustful of the girl in front of him. Then Farez rubbed Seren's hair slowly, "don't cry anymore yeah, look at people."

Farez took the tissue on the table, then wiped Seren's face. Seren was silent, he could not dwell, Farez did look handsome if he looked up close like this.

"Cool?"

"I_yes." Nervously.

"I'm sorry for everything, I'm sorry. Very, very sorry, sorry I'm selfish, I like to be unconscious," said Farez with a serious face, but looks regret there.

Seren looked Farez in the eye, wanting to find the lie in the man's eyes, but Seren could not find it. Seren then nodded his head.

Silence, the atmosphere was suddenly silent, no one spoke anymore. Both Farez and Seren were drowning with their own thoughts.

"Farez."

Farez turned his gaze back to Seren, the man's eyes still looking a little wet from crying.

"I'm sorry for hating you. Sorry for the harsh words I kept saying when we met." Seren this time mean it, he felt everything was enough, he should not be selfish, even Seren changed my word loe to me you.

"Why apologize? You're not wrong, I'm wrong, and I should be sorry."

Seren shook his head, "no, here I was also wrong, I was the one who suddenly left that night, I left because you were hugging Gussa." Seren honestly.

Farez widened his eyes, "Ja_so? You see everything?"

Seren nodded his head, that's how it should be.

Farez let out a slow breath, "You misunderstood, not that I was going to hurt Gussa, but that time it was Typesa who suddenly stumbled until I was there to help him, he said, so the effect was like I was the one who hurt him, and when it was kinda also not let go even holding the suit I was wearing, so it looks like we are hugging each other."

Seren was gaping to hear it, so all this time he just misunderstood. Basic Seren, the habit of concluding something arbitrarily. Instead of asking first even play run away, where the escape 4 years, so embarrassed yourself right.

"Sorry," he-squeer.

Farez just took a breath of patience, the girl in front of him did have a long thought.

"Udah passed, at least now I'm happy to see you again, you're fine after 4 years."

"Farez."

"Hm."

"I'm sorry again."

Farez raised his eyebrows, waiting for Seren's next remark.

"I'm sorry I wasn't honest with you." Further.

"About what?"

"About me who after 4 years still loves you."

Farez was silent, he digested Seren's speech.

"But why did you do it?" Farez asked, wondering if Seren still loved him why Seren seemed to reject him and push him away.

"I do that because I feel so angry, every time I see you I feel like I want to curse you."

"angry? Why do you want to curse me?"

"Yes, I'm angry because it's not me who's with you right now, it's kinda. I scold you because I don't want to be like a weak person who is considered unable to move on even though you already belong to someone else."

Farez chuckled at the reason Seren, the girl who saw him became confused.

"Why laugh?"

"I laughed because you misunderstood me again."

"meaning?"

Farez flicked Seren's forehead softly, and it made the owner grimace.

"Yes, you misunderstand me again, so if there is nothing do not guess, but ask first the same person," Farez told Seren.

Seren became increasingly grimacing hearing it, he scratched his non-itchy nape.

"Who knows," he murmured softly, but still heard Farez who now looked at him with a flat face.

Seren could only forcefully smile looking at it, it turned out that all this time he had guessed was wrong, although not all wrong. But Farez and Kindsa were not right, and he felt ashamed.

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