
Because only dreams can deny reality. Let's drain the longing without mercy. During reading. Like the first yaa..
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Brother Yunar POV
"Mas, in some time. Anin often asked about the strange feelings she felt, just like the feelings I felt before. I dare not reveal Mas, because Mama never mengultimatum that Anin is still his responsibility. Don't take him to expose me. So I can't tell you about the feelings I felt for her Mas." I said it when we were in Mushola.
"..."
"Today he asked permission to participate in the study, because incidentally Mama does not exist. So I'm a permit, but I'm willing not to tell the mama."
"It's good that deck, set a trap like that, so that you will not blame Mama, if Anin chooses like you." Sahut Santi.
"What traps did you set ?" Ask again.
"Yes, for example, you put an Islamic reading book. He will be curious to keep reading the book. This includes a trap." Obviously Santi.
"We also can not direct him, because indeed he is still in the responsibility of Bu Indar. Moreover, Bu Indar was already wary of this problem. Is he lazy to go to church ?" Ask Mas Irsyad again.
"Son, still actively go with Mama. I rarely attend a teenage service. He's just at Sunday service."
"Yes, we have prayed for Ms. Indar to soften her heart. And Anin can also find the best confidence." Papa.
"Come on Nar, let's get the lunch ready. Mas, call Anin in the guest room. Same Mama, another serious talk like."
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Dining table there are several types of food, there is a favorite vein meatball Kak Yunar. And there are gado gado who are still separated from each other.
Gado gado cingur is not a typical food where. This was my idea once who liked to eat gado gado and did not like to eat rujak but doyan sama cingurnya (cow mouth ).
If the gado gado itself is not a typical food from where. But reported from a news that the gado gado was originally from Betawi.
But the gado gado I eat is very different from the gado gado betawi. If gado gado betawi the season is peanuts. But gado gado I this beans cooked with coconut milk, so more savory and delicious .
As a result, every time I buy this food after church, I always say. "It feels gado gado but the price is rujak cingur."
The lunch was so warm, accompanied by a small chat. Which I don't understand myself.
Until the evening, we say goodbye. Mas Irsyad's family came home an hour ago. There are many messages that Irsyad has given me.
"Prepare for the worst thing in your life, and you will always feel at ease ."
On the way home, I kept quiet more. I thought about what Mas Irsyad said. What that word means, I really don't understand.
The house was already in a state of desolation, aunt had already returned home. Aunty only came every day at six in the morning and came home at five in the afternoon.
I immediately entered the front room to put Bima to sleep, while Kak Yunar was busy calling her husband. Which he said would be on the way in a moment.
"Had been bought lorjuknya lengginang Bang, same petis madura rather liquid that loo the red color."
"..."
"Hemmm, yes. Yes, the heart is on the road. Anin slept in the front room with me."
"..."
"Yeah baby, muach."
"Hp kissed, kayak I'll meet you." I replied with anger at their affection
After Brother Yunar prayed, I saw him open the Koran. He read it slowly and brickly. I stared fixedly as Kak Yunar continued to read even though sometimes it was repeated because it was wrong.
I really didn't expect it to be even three years of their marriage. But Brother Yunar can read even though he is not fluent.
When is the study time, their working hours are solid. Meet also only at night, if Brother Yunar comes home from work. Sometimes also do not meet if they have different hours of air. Even split up for a long time due to the out-of-town Service.
"Since when can you read the Quran, when to learn it ?" I asked after Brother Yunar finished folding his face.
"It has been a long time since marriage, since the Hijaiyah had been taught to the same brother. As long as I'm still in the first room."
"But I've never heard of you reading all this time."
"It read slowly, the door closed. So you must not have heard."
Drrrt drrrt drrrt
My phone reads, there's a call from a number I don't know.
"Whoever deck, lift it up."
"Foreign number, don't know who. Let's make it go bad I'm tonight." It was not eight at night yet.
"..."
Drrttt drrrttt
My phone rang again.
"Who is really maksa bin ngeyel really call him." My move when I found out the foreign number called again.
"Hallo, good night."
"..."
"There's my phone number from where Brother."
"..."
"Oh.., I'm sorry. It's being connected tomorrow again. I put my baby brother to sleep. Afraid to wake up."
Tut's.
I cut off the phone unilaterally.
"Who the hell is Dek. Secret fans." yeah."
"Ihh. shush."
"Hahahaaaa, that's how you look. Chased
chase after.?"
"Males I'm sister, same person as I think this is."
"Not a lazy Deck, it's because you don't like. Try to like a different story again. After all, you are also still in 1st grade Junior High again. I'm selling sweet as a candy. Haha." - Hahaha."
"Ih.. what the hell is g is so obvious. I'm still innocent, still understand the name love love. Even though the water cook is still empty, already want to date."
"Yes yes yes. My brother is innocent and second to none."
"Sister, I suddenly missed the smell of fog, the thick dew coming down on my face. I miss the sour grass of pink flowers, the smell of soil that meets clove flowers and coffee flowers. I miss where I was born. It's hot dusty here, see my skin is exotic. When can we go there again."
"Ngawur, where to sleep. Our house that used to be occupied by another mantri. G is a hotel there. Want to sleep in the ADM house in front of the durian tree."
"Ih g want, there are often strange events and there is always a trance, often children KKN yes Kak."
"Hoooh."
"Come dong Kak story how Kak got blessing. Don't sleep for us, wait for Mama to come."
"Hemmm yes."
Begin Kak Yunar tells her love story full of struggles and tears.
"Then, a year after my engagement ran aground. Bang Ito shot, but we've been walking together a lot. Watch, eat, or just walk the way to safety."
"..."
"I'll answer directly, but I php for up to three months. I just did. During the courtship Bang Ito knew that I was not a Muslim. After dating for more than a year, I met him at home, I brought him to the plantation. You were in 3rd grade when I was wrong."
Brother Yunar fell silent as if remembering something.
FLASHBACKS
It was still noon when Bang Ito drove me home to the plantation. I passed the semester exam, we both used a big motorbike. The road is difficult because it is a lot of stone and narrow but does not make the spirit of Bang Ito reduced.
"This is the challenge if the road is on the mountain. Fortunately, it is not the rainy season. Must have been a landslide, Cay ?"
"Yes landslides, but sometimes we still terabas.if not terrorized we may wait for reinforcements. Just a little landslide, the most slippery way. So the motor is guided only but in the state of the engine turns on so that the weight of the pull."
Arriving home we were greeted with a friendly. The four of us talked and Bang Ito also broke down our relationship and where he was going to bring this relationship.
After the return of Bang Tito from the Mama plantation, I was asked questions and said.
"Mama doesn't agree you're close to someone who doesn't believe in us."
JEDDERS.
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Message Brief.
Sometimes you have to do bad things in your life. There are a lot of things that happen that you don't really want. Sad and deeply hurt by what happened to you. But never forget that everything that happens to you is the will of God.
Lean only on Him, be prejudiced even if you think this is bad for you. Trying to accept its terms and trying to make it hard, then good things will come to you soon.
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