HIDAYAH
2. Lamentations

In the morning, I immediately rushed to pick up a towel that was leaning against my study table.

I saw it at 5:25. "There's still time for your mama to make breakfast"

My inner

After taking a shower and wearing a uniform, I approached my mom who was busy preparing breakfast at the dinner table.

"Ma, am I following today's lesson..?"

"You don't know the deck, why?"

"Yes, if you study straight away, I'll bring a bag, maa,"

"Eh deck, you're wearing a uniform, bring your bags. Usually also go directly to class," said Brother Yunar.

"Oh, Nar, have you prepared your requirements?" Ask Mama to Brother Yunar

"Udah ma, it's ready in red map. I put it on the front guest table. But for a certificate from the village yet, that one follows ya deck. You'll be the one who's going to school."

"Hmm, okay," I replied as I scooped up my mother's tern of fried rice.

I came and sat in the chair. Then Mama took breakfast, father also enjoyed the bitter coffee.

"Mom not eating ma? Diet mom?" I asked, because from then on Mama was just this busy but had not taken breakfast.

"Mama again inflammation. Mama had eaten the bread earlier," Mama added as she touched her neck.

We're just ber O ria.

"Later you'll be on the bike. Tomorrow if it's active father anterin in the morning but if the afternoon go on foot huh?" dad said relax

"Yunar, your goods at the post have all been sorted out, if not we will finish together?" ask mama.

"Already Ma, there is no more stuff. All are equipped with the same Bang Ito!" Brother Yunar replied in a soft voice .

"Let's leave at 7. Nar, you heart in the street. Remember womb. Don't sit too much, you can swell your legs," said Father .

Yes, Brother Yunar is pregnant for 5 months. Her husband is a police officer of Bhayangkara Satu. Off-city service not far from our city.

Maybe in the near future Abang Tito has moved service again in this city. Because his time there only counts days.

Fitting with the moment, where Brother Yunar will give birth and the husband is near her.

The road to our school takes 10 minutes. Actually because it is difficult to cross the highway, the road is full of passing vehicles for activity.

"Well if you cross, from school! There are school guards. Don't cross the alley. Understood?" Said Dad advising.

"YES!" my answer is concise and clear.

Arriving at the school yard, my father immediately parked his motorcycle.

Then I walked in the teacher's room, and I followed behind like a ponytail.

We are welcome to enter and immediately delivered to the principal's room after knowing, what our purpose is.

After regestrating the registration, Mr. Noto as the principal called the 5th grade guardian.

"You're taking lessons today. Your homeroom teacher is coming soon," I nodded in understanding.

"Luckily, I had a bag full of it" I muttered in my heart.

I walked along with my homeroom teacher, Ms. Naning her name.

Once in class, I followed Naning's mom in and I stood at the teacher's desk.

"Observice all, this is a transfer student from plantation public school X . Now we are students in our school.  Please introduce yourself!" the firm voice of Ms. Naning.

" Morning all introduce the name of Ayunina Priscanara Wignya."

"You can call me anything hehehe" With a sweet smile, my teeth are revealed.

All the students seemed to be in peace for what reason.

Without getting stale again my homeroom teacher placed me in the middle seat of the second edge after the entrance.

My quiet boy friend with attractive dimples on both sides.

"I'm Tamami, please sit down"

"Hi I am Ayunina, make it!" the awkwardness still enveloped me.

Scroll the book on his desk

Then Tamami gave me a paper with a LIST of SUBJECTS

" This is you copy, this is our lesson list". "he said flatly.

The bell rang showing the break hours, all scattering out most of the students to the school cafeteria.

Here I have pocket money if I used to live asking for a bagin and once a week my father pays at school.

All is different I can't take food and drink because, I have to be quite satisfied with the allowance I bring.

"Just here!" call one of my friends who I don't know his name yet.

"Any, a minute" I replied

"Here sit here!" he said as he patted the empty spot next to him.

"My name is Susi, I'm sitting behind you hehehe" he said, laughing at his neat rows of teeth.

I saw Susi eat 2 tofu Fill with chili wrapped in leaves, and look very spicy.

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"Your house where, if we can go home together, do you take a paddle bike?"

I shook my head, while chewing my food in my hand accompanied by an instant drink.

"My house is on Orchid Street"

"What a coincidence that we are in line, we will go home with ya! But your house is further away from my house" I did not answer, only a nod as a sign that I agreed.

Class bell reads end of lesson hour .With neat students in my class out while carrying their own bags.

Then Susipun took my hand to come out together.But before I had a good bye with Tamami and she answered only with a smile .

"That's a lot to say!" I grumbled in my heart, because from then on Tamami just smiled nodding or shaking her head, after giving me the Subject List.

Along the way home we told a lot of stories, until finally Susi was flabbergasted.

"Oh so you're the new Christian?"

Deg. My heart was pounding, afraid that Susi would hate me like they did.

" Iy .. yes!" I replied nervously while looking down with mixed feelings.

"Why you, I'm sorry I didn't mean to insult you. Are you offended by my words! " Sanya came back with a guilty look. I can only shake my head

"Why are you sad?  Has anyone insulted you before?" I looked up to eat Susi's face beside me.

Let's say I answered the question.

"And you shut up "

I nodded again to the question.

"Why are you silent when they insult you, are you afraid?"

"No, I am not afraid, but in my religion I teach :

And do not repay evil with evil, or curse with maki's curse, but instead, let you bless, for that is why you are called, that is, to obtain a blessing." (petrus 3:9) I answered to end Susi's curiosity.

"You are too good to be a person, in this time many people like to swear without being able to see their own shortcomings. Even children under our age are able to become detergent powder if he sees something in front of his eyes. Either their parents know or not their children's actions. I think it's probably the same because the fruit fell not far from the tree!" susi.

"Stttt don't talk like that we don't know for sure? Anyway for what we discuss those who do not like me, only add hatred in the heart"

"Well that's my house, your house is still away.it's okay if you walk alone until your house. Or I'll take sam..."

"Ah, no need for you to deliver, just trouble you anyways! it's still bright what I'm afraid of!" my answer cut off his words

"Why do you want to walk with the Christian child, what do you not disgust? " a girl stood in front of Susi's house while she was on her waist and closed her eyes looking at me in disgust

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There is no need to explain who you are to others, because those who hate you don't trust you and those who like you don't need that.

(umar ibn abi thalib)

This is a reminder to always be humble with what we have. We don't need to be jemawa, arrogant, and want to be recognized. Because, explaining to others who we are will only make others not care. Suffice it to be as good as possible, and leave the judgment to others.

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