HIDAYAH
17. Flash Back Part 1.

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Brother Yunar POV

After Mama's rejection, I didn't go back to the city. And luckily I'm on semester break plus I'm going to thesis. I've got the materials and all the whining. I filed for the clinic where my father practiced. And got approval.

I didn't break off communication with Bang Tito. We still break through amateur radio stations.  In my house there's an amateur radio device that I used to bring with me in the depths.

And with that we keep communicating. Although Mama refused, but Mama did not forbid me to contact her. Although not brightly explained but Mama knew when I took out the front-end radio receiver.

I'm looking for radio frequency waves that Bang Ito gave me yesterday. After I met her, I waited until her voice was clear. Then I pressed the side toots.

"Breaks.. Breaks.. Copied Roger, Break.. Here with Delta Indian Delta Delta Indian. Can Rojeeer be copied."

"Painted, Replace."

"Breaked. Tomato Indian Tomato Tomato Oval. REPLACE." I'm looking for Bang Ito with the code.

"Dicopy, wait a minute. Break." Answer from across.

A few moments later.

"Break, target arrived. With who?"

"DIDI" I call my pseudonym nge-break

"How are you Cay, over."

"Well Bang, how's your brother?"

"Alhamdulillah. When down. I'll pick you up at Rayon where the plantation bus stands."

"Not yet Bang, it's still hot in here."

"Why ?"

"Bang, I'm sorry Mama didn't approve of this relationship." As much as possible I hold my tears and I try to be honest with all circumstances.

"No problem, as long as you want to fight together to get the blessing of Mama. I'm ready to wait, but if you ask me to fight alone, I can't. I'm retreating. You want to fight together ?"

"Yes I want to, I want to." My answer was choked for holding back sobs.

"Think well, if we get married later I can't change my faith to follow you. But I also can't live and share the same air with people of different faiths."

"Do I sin if I abandon my faith."

"Obviously sinful, but it would be even more sinful if you changed your faith but couldn't believe it, your new faith. But if you are able to surrender your soul and body to your new faith, insyaalloh there will be no doubt in your heart. You will even have forgiveness for the sin of forsaking your religion. Insyaalloh."

I paused for a moment to digest all of Brother's words. Then I heard the sound of a child crying, and then I heard the voice of a woman who was no stranger to me.

"Eh, my brother's home. How come there's Mama Ajeng's voice."

"Yes Cay."

"That's the voice of Mas Irsyad ?"

"Yes, why ?"

"Let's talk about you, I don't want to be long."

"But Bang we haven't yet bagged my parents' blessing." I sobbed, the midget was my defense.

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Tito POV's

I put HT on the family room table, I leaned my head against the long sofa.

"Where To, Mama said, Yunar's parents disagree ?"

"Yes Ma, just told Yunar. But can we fight with Ma ?"

"Mama, I can only wish you the best, son. If you can take him to the path of Allah, then this will be your reward field. If not, then there will be another field of reward that Allah has prepared for you." The expression of the spirit of Mama, make me more convinced.

"Mas, Anin asked. It is sinful to abandon his faith. I answered. Sinned. I can't explain clearly what I know Mas, I don't want to brush it off with my knowledge. For now I just convinced her heart first so she wouldn't hesitate to seek mutual blessing." I said with a long breath.

"It is true how you express it, we have no right to bring another religion to the person who still hurts it. We can explain to the right person who really wants to find out, but not to the person who is fretting about making a choice." Reply to Mas Irsyad, calms me.

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"My question To, is whether Yunar is sure to move on with you. Being married with different beliefs was forbidden after the events of Princess Rasullulloh Zainab and

Abul Ash Bin Rabi's. When Zainab converted to Islam, Abul did not convert to Islam so for two years they were separated by the Prophet.

Then, after Abul converted, the Prophet returned Zainab and married her daughter back to Abul. Abul Ash died sooner than Zainab."

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" All is clearly written in the Quran letter al-Mumtahanah verse 10. We are forbidden to marry a pagan woman. When Zainab converted to Islam, Abul did not convert to Islam so for two years they were separated by the Prophet. Then, after Abul converted, the Prophet returned Zainab and married her daughter back to Abul. Though how much love Zainab to her husband, until she sacrificed to free her husband while being a prisoner with a necklace relic Khadijah Zainab's mother." Mas Irsyad.

For a moment we all fell silent.

"When you hold the blessing, you will hold the happiness.

Fighting for blessing is proof of the seriousness of your relationship. Achieving blessing is one of the challenges that need to be passed in love. When you can have the blessing, you will get the full love. When two people agree to become one, there is no obstacle that can break the spirit to be together. Eliminate the word surrender from the mind to get the blessing of happiness. Everyone has obstacles on their way. Don't give up on reaching a goal. UNDERSTAND YOU?" Add Mas Irsyad again at length.

The words of Mas Irsyad, like cold water that cools when I'm in the middle of a barren field. My spirit increased 100x.

"Give all to God first you will know where you must begin your struggle." The onslaught of spirit from Papa was also very soothing. And now I know where to go first.

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Love is war, a great war in the spirit of man. If he wins, he will be found sincere, broad-minded, patient and calm. If he loses, there will be people who are desperate, perverted, weak-hearted, small-hearted, and even sometimes lost confidence in themselves." - Buya Hamka

Work with a hope that you dream of, and accompany the effort with patience and sincerity

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