HIDAYAH
20. The Flash Back Part 4

Be assured that every difficulty has ease. Once you get through all these difficulties, you will definitely get some fresh air later. You will surely succeed.

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"Sitting here near Ummi," Ummi patted the typical middle east sofa chair, which became our seat.

"Where, what does Yunar feel? .. eh Nar you are beautiful too, if you wear a veil," praised Ummi while tidying up my hood. And I blushed in shame, as I lowered my face.

"Now tell? What Yunar wanted," Ummi asked as he grabbed my right hand, like giving me the strength of a bath.

"Umm, may I know Islam more deeply, before I give up this body soul!"

"What do you want to know about the Ummi religion?"

"Everything Um, everything is about islam."

"Islam is easy, Islam is simple. Come here all the time, learn slowly. Understand little by little, does Yunar also have to be devoted to both parents," asked Ummi. I also nodded.

"But there are some things that Yunar must remember.

First, do not insult your previous teacher.

Second, do not discredit your previous religion.

Third, do not hesitate to learn other religions, try the teachings of other religions, where you know you are more comfortable with the religion.

And finally, if for example you do not need to carry out the tradition of morality, to maintain harmony, so as not to occur chaos or chaos, yes already live the existing. Do you understand what Ummi means?"

"Last one, what do you mean, Umm."

"What kind of wedding do you want ?" ask Ummi back.

"Harmonious marriage, but my parents did not allow me to convert. While the harmonious condition for me is to agree and be confident," I added.

"Simple it, keep learning Islam. No need to show Yunar to others, just go it alone, accompanied by people who understand. There is no need to indulge it, so as not to mess things up. But if things turn around, Yunar must continue to live everything as usual, before Yunar there is a companion who will not leave you. Understood?"

I tried to understand the point, but still my brain was not able to think clearly.

"Go to sleep, may it be by sleep, God will make it easier for you to find the answer." With a smile, Ummi extended his hand. And I kissed the back of his hand and passed away.

I've been here two nights, Bang Ito will come to pick me up soon. It was still dark but, we were already in the kitchen to prepare the fire.

The ground furnace is ready to be lit, to cook water. After the fire was lit they all went to congregational dawn prayers.

By noon, I was picked up by Bang Ito.

"Pretty Cay, you wear this shirt."

The longing view of Bang Ito is really clear. And I was embarrassed by his words.

After we say goodbye to all, we rushed back, Bang Ito brought an office car. In the car, I opened my hood.

"Why open, not yet mess. Put it on again" he ordered.

Without a lot of words, I reused this pink flower veil.

"This is Shanti's shirt, is it Bang?"

"Make it Bang, already want to understand me all this time."

For a moment we look at each other when the car has been parked neatly. Our gazes met and I don't know who started, which is clear now I'm hugging Bang Ito tightly. And vice versa, a hug that makes us forget.

The sweet smile from Bang Ito's lips, embarrassed me. I cut my hair and said,

"Udah get in there, you'll pick me up tonight. Take the bike but, we're walking."

"Wait in front of the campus, like I'll be up until seven, maybe more!"

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Days passed, my script exam was accepted and the trial was in sight. Time was approaching, but my parents showed no sign of my blessing to convert.

Seen from every brother came home, as the other day, Mama remained firm with his stance. Even Mama has also revealed directly to Brother.

Restui but won't let me change my faith. Even Mama asked for a civil marriage of two religions. My brother just smiled, saying yes, like there was something you were planning.

I can only follow the flow. What is clear is that after I met Ummi often, I became more convinced to follow Islam.

But I didn't just show my parents, I kept their feelings.

But I've found peace when I, visiting the cottage. Where Ummi always answered, every curiosity of mine, with a reasonable theory. From clear sources.

But I have not yet said the shahada, I am not yet ready to be born and bathe. Because if I have spoken, then I must carry out my duties.

As for me, I still did not dare to face the anger of my parents. If I openly did it in front of them.

Maybe my faith isn't strong enough, but Bang Ito understands what I mean. And patiently Bang Ito always directs me to continue, reassuring the heart.

That all because of God, not because of the marriage that I will live.

"All because of God and I are His mediator. Don't make me the reason you change your faith. But if one of the reasons is me, then I, will never let you go!" bang Ito.

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"Loving God is the height of love. Perfect your love for God before you anchor your love for His creatures". Say it again with a warm kiss to me.

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The reading is repeated, if you do not understand. If you are one of God's chosen people, then you will get wisdom from within this paragraph.

"Just because you can't see the air doesn't mean you stop breathing. Just because you can't see God doesn't mean you stop believing."

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