HIDAYAH
18. Flash Back Part 2's.

Bissmillah

Patience is still reminiscing about the past. Many episodes here.

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After listening to all the advice and advice from my parents and brothers. I ablute and perform the two rakaat prayers. Begging Him for guidance, yielding to Him as low as possible.

..."God give me additional knowledge. Broaden my reserves. Bless the treasure that You have given me. Make me happy in the heart of Your servants. And glorious in their eyes. Make me in this world and the Hereafter including those who are close to God...

...O Allah, stretch out for me my bosom, and ease for me my business, and remove the rigidity from my tongue, that they may understand my words."...

I closed my prayer with a tear that somehow came out of my eyelids. Maybe this is how it feels to love God.

A few weeks passed, I parted ways with Yunar. Not the longing I feel but the desire to immediately justify it.

With determination I will

go back to Yunar's old man's house and convey my heart. The day after I'm off, early in the morning blind, I'll go to the mountains. Armed with a borrowed Trail motor. I switched my bike to my office friend's motorcycle. My only intention was to visit instead of picking up Yunar, but even if I took her down, it might not be allowed.

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Yunar POV's.

While staring at the night with the window open, I contemplated all the events that had been approaching me. Happy for a moment I felt. When the heart wanted to go further, the gravel stumbling blocks blocked my path.

"Hfft." My fists.

I miss your voice, I miss your smile, and I miss your mature but childish nature. I want to hug you again. Like when we were together. Whether until when this longing will be held back and how to escape this painful feeling. Hopefully we can meet again for a little while.

Sayup sayup heard the sound of the song from the radio that I played, the lyrics slightly touched my heart.

In the window corner

'I stared blankly

Story sheet

About us both

I'm waiting for you to come tonight

Until almost morning

Dishearten

I didn't realize I was singing

I love you

You made me miss

Joking your laugh, move your steps

Makes the heart blue

'I love you

Could you possibly know?

How should I say

'I love you?

I'm waiting for you to come tonight

Until almost morning

Dishearten

I didn't realize I was singing

I love you

You made me miss

Joking your laugh, move your steps

Makes the heart blue

'I love you

Could you possibly know?

How should I say

(I love you?)

The song titled At the corner of the Window, a little describes the turmoil of my heart.

As morning greeted, I woke up to the noise of Anin from the next room. In the morning, he woke up. I don't know what's going on, it's really rowdy. It turned out that he had fallen from the wooden cot on which he had slept.

"Udah cup, which one hurts, here put on massage for a while." Seduce Dad, because Anin continues to whine in pain.

A while later, Anin was neat with her school uniform.I drove Anin to school, but I did not go home immediately.

I walk the road to the most high-rise employee house, Kampung Baru name. There is only a mother with all her busyness.

Each house is in this employee's house, given a small plot of land in front of the house, to grow crops, and usually made as a competition for buried plants.

I passed through Kampung Baru and then I climbed the narrow road like a slope. This is a path of passage but with a different terrain. We still live in the suburbs. If the tea plantation area rises to the top again about 2 km. The road that goes up triggers andrenaline and then when the road goes down I turn off the engine and the motor keeps running, to save fuel.

Our house is in a separate area without neighbors, from the gate post. The road to my house came down and there were stairs. But if using a motorbike must circle the house through the back of the polyclinic and the official house where we live.

I was surprised to see a green dirt bike parked near a fish pond that only contained water, sometimes only a frog who became a resident when it rained. The pond that never lasts the fish because it is always invited to take a bath with Anin.

My eyes glazed over as I looked at the back of the man I missed. I caught a glimpse of the porch of the house as I was about to put my bike on.

"It was bang." Sap me when I enter the house. Brother accompanied by Mama in the guest room. Mama is neat with PKK clothes. Time shows eight o'clock less. And Mama will hurry to Afdeling ADM because there is a mother PKK event.

"Mama stay first, son, don't go home before Father Yunar comes. Because the decision is in his hands."

"Nar, take breakfast back. Mom wants to go to the office first. Your brother don't forget to get picked up, now get home quickly."

"Yes Ma. Come on Bang, I haven't had breakfast, abis picnic just now."

"Well, where's the picnic, you're wearing muddy ?"

"From the top road, I'll take you there. Come on." Take me. Actually I really want to hug him, let go of longing.But what my guts are still there Mama here.

Arriving at the dinner table, I heard the sound of Mama's motorbike speeding through the kitchen. Signifying that Mama has left home. I immediately hugged Bang Ito let go of the longing, I sobbed sobbing sob in his arms.

"Eh." Bang Ito was shocked by my unusual behavior.

"Mama wants us to end, I refuse Bang, I don't want to!"

"Prophey, you'll ask Dad again. My mother did not give an answer. Brother has expressed the intention of coming here."

He wiped away the tears on my cheeks, and then led me to sit in a chair. We started our breakfast in silence. Then I took Bang Ito to go pick Anin up at school.

It turns out Anin was waiting on the cement bench near the school gate.

"So let's go down to the waterfall behind the school, look for sour flowers."

We walk on my bike, Anin I'm floppy in the middle, down the road to the small waterfall. Tracing the clear river flow.

The narrow road did not dampen our intention to continue to approach the waterfall. This path is usually passed although a bit slippery because of the humidity around.

"Truly my greatest struggle brings you to the side of my Lord Cay, whether I can guide you, whether I am worthy."

"Are you going to give up here ?" My toot.

I saw Anin was busy picking forest berries. Even he was already grasping the ferns he got.

"Anin, don't bring the ferns home, you'll be angry." Prohibited.

"It's delicious cooked brother, I like it."

"As far as you are, be ready Mama's gonna go on a rampage." Like getting a new toy, Anin really ignored my words. He even took off his shoes, put them in his bag and school hat.

"I'm not giving up Cay, as long as you're willing to fight with me, take his hand." He took my right hand and slipped it into my one-eyed ring.

"Will you be my companion and follow my faith."

Silent silence, for a moment of silence.

"Yes, I want ." Answer's short.  Gently pecked the back of my hand. Then we walked up to Anin who was busy picking shoots.

"Let's go home, we'll take the road over Kampung Baru." Teach to Anin.

"Through Bu Toyo's house, Kak, through it." I nodded in agreement.

"Do you want to stop at Toyo's house, Nin?"

"No, I want to be home. Miss Toyo isn't there, it's down."

I'm ber O ria.

It was noon, I saw Dad coming home with Mama.

"Which father's motor ?"

"Dipake bu Toyo came down this morning."

"Anin's orders know that Toyo's mom's coming down."

Bang Ito salutes Dad.

"How are you doing, son, already ?"

"Thank you, sir, eight o'clock was up."

"Where's the family news at home." While sitting, Dad asked.

'"Alhamdulillah too, all healthy"

Mama and I left two of my favorite boys, I went to the kitchen and Mama changed her clothes. I prepared a cooked lunch this morning.

"Udah is ready Nar, that's the crack in the jar."

Before long all went to the dining table, and took their respective places. Vegetable soup, potato paste and soy sauce are ready to be served. Simple food served on the table was a delicious meal this afternoon.

"Anin, abis eat wash feet continue to do PR and then take a nap." Father and Anin's orders simply nodded along with a barrage of crisp cracker sounds.

Dad got up from the dining room, Dad took Brother aside.

My parents are sitting in front. And I'm cleaning up the kitchen.

I'll bring tea and fruit cut into a barrel, for me to serve.

"Not that we don't approve but let Yunar finish first" I heard Dad say.

"Sit Nar, we're all willing to discuss an important matter." Invite Mama while patting the single chair.

"We received good intentions son Tito, but we also have not been able to release Yunar for now. In addition to different beliefs, Yunar is also still a student status ." The reason that Dad threw made me shrivel hearing it.Then Dad wisely said this, Father said this,

"You have been in this relationship, I don't forbid you from having a relationship. But I beg especially to Yunar, to be able to take care of myself." I breathe a sigh of relief.

Green light we have cantongi, but the look on Mama's face like unfriendly. By evening Bang Tito pamit, I'll drive him to the front.

"Prophey, not until one year we can certainly be together in a marriage. Later when you get off, I'll pick you up at the bottom."

I waved my hand, then I walked up the stairs, while Abang turned the road back. Up above I kissed the back of his hand and he kissed me on my forehead.

"La tahzan, uhibbuka habibi." Mesra.

"It's expensive to us." I replied in Filipino. Then we laughed together, looking at his back that was getting away. There are no tears from this separation.

My miss is treated, the green light I have got, even though time is still not friendly. But let it be, for me this is not a long time either.

"Mama doesn't forbid you from having a relationship with Nar but..." Mom said as I was about to enter the living room. I turned my head as Mama paused and I saw Mama breathing deeply.

"Mama is not like you replace our Savior with others. Mama just wants you to stay in Jesus Christ's grasp."

DEG

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Humans cannot determine right and wrong, it is all about the point of view.

And do not constrict your breasts to what they deceive

Because the heart is only willing to give not master, do not hesitate to choose with the heart.

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The road to the waterfall. This original pict is not copas.