Honey For Amira
Farhan's Regret

Tonight, Amira, Novi, and her parents are still conversing in the living room. While Laila, after dinner she immediately slept in her room.

"Amira, I want to talk to you. From yesterday I wanted to talk to you. But you forget to continue," said Mr. Husen staring at Amira lekat.

Amira looked at her father. While Novi and Bu Rahayu still focus on the screen tivi.

Mr. Husen took his cell phone. After that he showed a picture of a man to Amira.

"Look at Amira" said Mr. Husen.

Amira stared at the photo of the man wearing white clothes. He is handsome and still a little young.

"Who is this sir?" ask Amira curiously.

"This is Gus Farid. My grandson is father."

"Continue?" Amira did not understand what her father meant.

"If you want, you want to be a matchmaker with him Amira" said Mr. Husen

Amira was shocked when she heard her father's words. Bu Rahayu and Novi who heard Mr. Husen's words immediately looked at Mr. Husen simultaneously.

"Who would you like to mate with?" ask Novi.

"Look," Novi immediately seized the hape in the hands of Amira.

He looked at the photo of Gus Farid.

"Who is this sir?" ask Novi. He looked confused by the man in the photo.

"Name Farid. He's kyai's son. More precisely the grandson of Kyai Hanafi kyai father of mondok father time."

Wow, so cute this guy, well, it's a pity that I already have a candidate, if not for me only Gusah, inner Novi.

Bu Rahayu approached Novi and stared at Gus Farid's photo.

"Well, if this is the case, I agree. Than each other. Better than Gus. Amira and Laila all live in the pesantren. Let's never see Farhan and Galih again" said Bu Rahayu

It seems that he does not like the two children of Bu Aminah. For some reason, Ms. Rahayu also hates Galih. But Galih is not wrong. Everything that happened to Amira, it all started because of Farhan's mistake.

Amira is confused. Just now he was shot by Galih, now his parents are willing to match him with a man. And the man was the son of Kyai again, who lived in the pesantren.

Yes, Mr. Husen used to be a nyantri. Old as well as Amira. And he is also known to the kyai in his pesantren.

Until now, Mr. Husen's relationship with his family has also been like family. Yesterday during the halal event he went there. Maybe Mr. Husen and his wife have plans to match Amira with Gus Farid.

Amira took a long breath.

"Mom, sir, I'll go to the room first. I'm sleepy. You guys don't need to, my friends. I don't know Gus Farid. I think I don't think it's appropriate to be a match with Kyai's child. He's too perfect for me. Not necessarily Laila wants to have a stepfather" Amira said.

Amira got up from her seat. He then walked into his room.

Arriving in the room, Amira threw out her body. Amira breathed deeply.

Amira looked at Laila who was currently asleep on her bed.

"For now, only Laila blisses me. If I remarry, then what about Laila. I know he's big. But it all depends on Laila. Laila will not accept stepfathers in her life," said Amira.

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Farhan was still staring at a woman who was inside a room. Yes, he's Ziana, his wife, who a few months ago went crazy for losing a child.

Ziana was actually a fragile woman. He is not as strong as Amira and as strong as Amira when Amira lost Fauzan first. Perhaps it was because the faith levels of Ziana and Amira were very different.

Ziana had all this time taken away all the happiness of Amira and Laila. Maybe this was the reply for Ziana. She could no longer feel her happiness with her husband.

Because Farhan the husband, already dumped her into a mental hospital. He only occasionally visited his wife. And Ziana had also lost her baby. His fate is almost the same as Amira who once also lost a child.

Ziana from childhood never get the affection of parents. Since childhood, Ziana only lived with her grandparents with a mediocre life. While her parents had already died since Ziana was a child.

And Ziana was very happy when there was a man who wanted to marry her. Ziana was willing to be the second wife, as long as her husband was happy. But happiness is only for a moment. Because Ziana had to lose her baby and now her husband no longer wants to care about her because Ziana is mentally disturbed.

"Zia, I'm sorry. Because I can just come see you," said Farhan from a distance.

Farhan did not want to enter Ziana's room. Farhan had only been able to stand in front of the room and watch Ziana from the glass window.

"Excuse me Mr. Farhan," said a woman who was none other than a nurse at the mental hospital.

"Suster, how's my wife?" ask Farhan.

"The conditions are the same sir. There's no change. If taken home, he will trouble father and family."

"Just let him in here. Maybe, it's his destiny like this" said Farhan who had not stopped staring at Zia.

"Yes sir."

"I just want to see it, Sus. If this place is more convenient for Zia, it's okay if she's here forever."

"Yes sir."

"Then I go home Sus."

"Yes Mr. Farhan."

Farhan was then discharged from the mental hospital. Farhan walked to the motor park to pick up his motorbike.

Farhan picked up the helmet that was on the bike. After that, he wears his helmet. Farhan got on the motorbike and drove away from the mental hospital.

On the way home, Farhan's tears fell from his eyes. For some reason from yesterday he always remembered with Amira.

Farhan had heard much of Amira's change from Galih. Because right now, only Galih is close friends with Amira. While Farhan, since his divorce with Amira, he has not dared to meet Amira and Laila. In fact, Farhan actually wanted to apologize to them.

I want to see Amira and Laila. I want to apologize to them. Will they forgive all my mistakes. O Allah, O Robbi, forgive all my sins that once wronged Amira and Laila, the inner Farhan.

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