Honey For Amira
A mother's worries

Farhan stopped his bike after he got to his front door. After parking the bike, Farhan opened the helmet. After that he got off his bike and took the helmet into his house.

"Assalamualaikum" said Farhan.

There was no law from inside Farhan's house. This afternoon Farhan's house looked deserted. Maybe Galih is away, and Bu Aminah may be behind.

Arriving in the living room, Farhan threw down his body and sat down on the sofa. Farhan then placed his helmet on the middle room table. Farhan was very tired at the moment, with his long journey this morning.

When Farhan opened his shoes, Farhan was surprised to see a drop of blood on his wrist.

"Astaghfirullahaladzim, what is this," said Farhan as he rubbed a drop of blood on his wrist.

Farhan, who noticed that his nose was bleeding, immediately picked up the tissue on the table. After that Farhan rubbed the blood on his nose with a tissue.

"Well, I'm why nosebleeds. Is it because I'm too tired" said Farhan.

Moments later, Aminah approached Farhan. He was shocked when he saw Farhan's nose bleed.

"Farhan, what's wrong with you?" asked Bu Aminah as she hurriedly approached her son.

Aminah then sat down near Farhan.

"Farhan, your nose is bleeding, what's really going on, are you out of the fight?" Ms. Aminah looked worried about Farhan's condition.

Farhan smiled.

"I'm okay, Mom. Besides, who's fighting. I also don't know why I can nosebleed like this."

Bu Aminah who was worried about Farhan grabbed Farhan's hand. Farhan's hands felt very cold. Farhan's face also looked pale.

"Farhan, your face is pale, your hands are cold too. Make warm tea to warm your body"

Farhan smiled.

"No need to ma'am. I can do it myself. You just recovered from the pain, I don't want to take care of you."

"It's okay Farhan. I don't feel repotinated. You seem to be unhealthy again, son," said Bu Aminah.

"Yes Mom. Maybe I'm exhausted. After a long journey" said Farhan.

Aminah was shocked when Farhan suddenly grabbed her head.

"It's my head" said Farhan.

"Farhan, what's wrong with you?" asked Aminah, worried.

"Not knowing mom. It hurts my head" said Farhan, who has been holding his head.

"Farhan, from yesterday-your headaches are frequent. Why don't you go to the hospital. To check with the doctor," said Bu Aminah proposed.

"No need to ma'am. Don't worry about me. I'm sure it's just a normal headache" Farhan said.

"Farhan, if your head hurts, don't leave it alone. You should check with the doctor. Let you know what the disease is."

"Not to worry about me, Mom. I'm used to being like this. It will heal itself."

"But Farhan, conditions like this, do not be allowed to continue. I'm afraid of your condition Farhan."

"Mom, believe me Farhan's okay."

Farhan got up from his seat.

"Where are you going Farhan?" ask Bu Aminah.

"I'm going to Mom's room. I'm tired of taking a break."

"Oh, there if you want to rest."

Without saying much, Farhan walked to his room. Arriving in the room, Farhan sat on his bed.

"Well, what's with my head. Lately, I've had a lot of headaches" Farhan said.

In the middle room, Bu Aminah was still dumbstruck. He was still worried about Farhan. It's not usually Farhan like that. And as Bu Aminah saw, ever since Farhan lost his son, and Zia went mad, Farhan has become thinner. Maybe it was all because Farhan had a lot of thoughts.

"Assalamualaikum," greeting from outside the house surprised Bu Aminah from her daydream.

A few moments later, Galih entered into the living room. He approached his mother and threw his body over the living room sofa.

"Mom, what are you doing, ma'am" asked Galih. He kissed the back of his mother's hand.

"Mom doesn't do anything."

"Where are you from, son?" ask Bu Aminah.

"I'm not from anywhere. I went to Yudi's house for a moment "

"Oh..."

"My motor is already in front. Has Farhan gone home, ma'am?" ask Galih.

"Yes. Farhan just got home."

Galih looked at his mother.

"Mother why? any problems?" tanya Galih who saw her mother looked different.

Bu Aminah stared at Galih.

"Your sister, Farhan," said Bu Aminah

"Why Farhan?"' ask Galih.

"So he came out blood from his nose. His head was also in pain. I can't bear to see it" said Bu Aminah.

Galih was shocked when she heard her mother's words.

"What! farhan's nose is out of blood? Is that right, Mom? Farhan's sick?"

"Mom doesn't know either. I'm afraid nothing will happen to Farhan. What I see, the more days Farhan's body gets thinner."

Galih seemed to think.

"Why is it with Farhan, he's not usually like that."

"Mother was afraid, Farhan was again suffering from a serious illness."

Galih was shocked when she heard her mother's words.

"Mom, don't worry about it ma'am. Let's just doain hopefully Farhan is okay. And he's just in a normal pain."

"Yes. That's why I told Farhan to check. Let him know about his illness. But the Farhanan won't."

"Maybe he doesn't have any money."

Bu Aminah stared at Galih.

"Galih, if you have money, please take Farhan to see a doctor. I'm afraid nothing will happen to Farhan Galih."

"Yes Mom. Insha'allah. Later I'll lend Farhan the money to check. I never counted with Farhan. Because he's my only brother."

"If you want to count, actually Farhan's debt is already much the same as me. Since he and his wife lived here, I don't know how many times he owed me and didn't want to pay" continued Galih.

Aminah holds Galih's shoulder.

"Galih, Farhan is your only brother. If there were no Farhan, you would have no Galih. However, Farhan is still your brother. And you must still love him. Especially now that he's down. If it wasn't us, who else could have strengthened it."

"Yes Mom. I know it. Now where's the Farhanya?" Gagging around.

"So he went into the room, his head hurt he said," replied Ms. Aminah.

"Yes, my mother is also healed. Mother doesn't have to think too much. We just pray, hopefully our family will always be given health and blessing."

"Amen."

Galih then got up from his seat. After that, he walked to his room.

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