Honor Behind the Stain
Regretting

The Emperor took off an infusion that pierced the back of his hand with a single pull, a rough pull that left a scar.  

The anger in his mind made him want to immediately get out of the hospital he was now in to see Khanza.  The girl poisoned him.  That was the Emperor's mind now.

Khanza was very angry with the Emperor because he thought his life problems arose because of the emperor, but not in this way, so Khanza thought that he would be able to solve everything.  

Khanza suddenly changed well by giving coffee, it turns out that the girl has been sowing poison in it.  Is it all this mischievous and hateful of Khanza against the Emperor to the point of daring reckless?

Fortunately there were four people who heard the Emperor and Khanza fighting, the loud voice of Khanza made the residents hear clearly that there had been a great quarrel between the Emperor and Khanza.  

Residents then rushed over to the Emperor who collapsed at the door with expressions of pain.  First aid from the residents was quick.  If it is a few minutes late, then the Emperor must have been the deceased.

The emperor rushed out. He gasped at Khanza who was in the waiting chair.  The woman stood up as soon as she saw the Emperor come out. 

Two men saved the Emperor 

With a gaze filled with flashes of anger, the Emperor approached Khanza.  “You want me dead, hm?  Is it by eliminating me that your problem is solved?  Girl to..”  

The emperor stopped his words.  He really really wanted to call the word ‘tolol’, but it feels like it will only contaminate his tongue.  

"Everything you do is really bod*h!" astonished the Emperor could not resist the frustration that peaked to the crown. 

Khanza said nothing. The girl stared at the anger of the Emperor in silence. 

The Emperor did not understand what Khanza's eyes meant. 

"It's an attempted murder, Mas. You would have almost died if you had not been quick to get help from us" said one of the men in black shirts who took the Emperor to the hospital.

"The Emperor reports the police only. Or let us just make a report,” added another man.

“No.  Let me solve my problem!  No need to be concerned with the authorities!” cetus Emperor.  “Thank you father for helping me.  Please gentlemen to go home.”

“Good, Mas.  We excuse you!”  

The two men left.  

In the hallway of the Sakt house which is now deserted, there lived the Emperor and Khanza who sat face to face.  The Emperor saw Khanza's eyes differently than usual.  If normally the woman looked extremely resentful, even the lightning of her eyes was also filled with anger, yet this time it was not.  I don't know what's on his mind.  He looks different than usual.  

“Just because you want to be free of me, then you want to eliminate me?  Short of your wits, huh?”  The emperor did not know how to convey his anger, it was not satisfied just by saying the words as he said.

“True girls don't know themselves!”  The emperor turned his back, waltzing away with an irresistible expression of anger.

Khanza leaned back against the wall, beating the temple with a small fist.  

Huh, how stupid of me to even do reckless!  I have poisoned the Emperor, as well as wanting to kill that man!  I don't know where the thought came from to be able to eliminate the Emperor.  But when I saw the Emperor lying and moaning in pain, I realized that I was certain to be a murderer.

Khanza spoke inwardly, cursing himself who had unknowingly been deceived by his unwholesome wits, he even went that far.  Khanza.  Fortunately, there are people who move quickly to help so that there is no death.

Previously, Khanza was really frustrated and angry.  Very angry because his life had been forcibly taken by the Emperor.  All mixed feelings. Khanza only wanted the Emperor to disappear forever from his life.  He wanted the man he thought was useless to be forever out of his sight.  His anger at that time was very real and seized his mind, so he was reckless to do the actions that he himself did not think could be so determined.  

Now, Khanza is sorry.  Deeply sorry.  Indiscriminate anger leads him to dangerous reckless actions.  Regrets have come lately.  

Khanza did not resist when the Emperor was angry with him.  Naturally the Emperor was angry, Khanza was wrong.  Khanza has put the Emperor's life at risk.  If the man died really, of course he would not feel the name of the beauty of the household.

***

The smell of cigarette smoke mingled with liquor clashed into one, venturing into the breathing.  Frenetic buzzing music breaks the atmosphere, crowded.  Night club lights are impermeable to blinking painful eyes, but not for those who are accustomed to it.

Khanza sat among his friends who drank.  Enjoy the atmosphere with a laugh.  Khanza is having fun tonight.  I want to forget a shitty problem.  

Let him for a moment be happy in this situation.  This is a habit that several times he did, at least the burden in the brain really lost when it was like this.

Khanza raised the shirt strap on his sagging shoulders and returned it to his shoulders.  Lowering the skirt slightly exposed as she is in a sitting position with her legs crossed.  The size of the skirt that is five centi on the thigh makes it must be careful when sitting like this.

His regret that almost caused the Emperor's life to drift added to the burden on his mind.  He thought it would be better to be in that place, all the burdens would come off by themselves.

Suddenly Khanza was surprised by the arrival of Azam, the man who had always liked him.  The man was known as a good-natured man, and the areas he frequented were also good-natured areas as well.  Then why did tonight get into a region like this?

“Azam?”  Khanza frowned at Azam who approached him, bowed his body and stared intensely. 

“I called Zada earlier, said you were here.  That's why I came here.  Can we go out for a second?  I want to talk!” said Azam who was also heard by Zada and Zelin who sat on the left and right sides of Khanza. 

Before Khanza could answer, Zelin first said, “Azam, this Khanza has become the wife of the Emperor, I think it is not good if you approach him.”

Azam raised an eyebrow.  “I do not intend to disturb the relationship of Khanza and the Emperor.  I just want to talk to you for a minute.”

“It feels like there's nothing we need to talk about, right?” Khanza then shook his head.  “I'm not in the mood to leave this place.”  Khanza refused well.  

A disappointed expression appeared on Azam's face.  He then nodded, and left.  His steps looked weak.  He had already gathered the guts to be able to meet Khanza and say what he said just now, but this was what he received.

“It turns out Azam is still after you huh? Though he knows that you are already married to the Emperor,” Zada chirped.  “Do you have no feelings for him?”

Khanza just pulled a shoulder.

“You sure you don't want to repay Azam and choose to leave the Emperor?  In retrospect, Azam thought it would be pretty bad.  The wealth is also a lot, he already has one advanced restaurant.  Why survive with someone you don't love?” zada again.  “Life is a choice.  You make that choice, want to be happy or suffer.”

“Hey, don't try to mess up Khanza's life by affecting him on the bad-bad!” Zelin commemorates Zada.  “Just let Khanza choose his way of life.”

“I don't want to discuss the problem.  I want happy.  So, please don't talk about my life!” Khanza sipped alcohol.  It bit his throat a little, making him blink his eyes a few times.  

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