Honor Behind the Stain
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Khanza was silent.  The question was in his heart.  Feels piercing.  Yes, the feeling of Khanza has changed, even he forgot when exactly.  But she was a bad woman, which was inappropriate for the Emperor.  The one that the emperor ever made women lovers of treasure.  That look was quite painful for him as he felt a genuine love for the Emperor.

Let sincerity be this way, no need to be reciprocated.  Let the Emperor replace his position with a better woman, not himself.  Suppose he confessed his love to the Emperor, that sincerity was reduced.

The gaze of Khanza's eyes was fixed to the eyes of the Emperor who was looking at him at that moment.  The crowd all around seemed to be no longer heard in his ears.  He felt the surrounding was suddenly quiet, there were only Khanza and Emperor there.

Nah!

The Emperor flicked his fingers in front of Khanza's face.  To Khanza's surprise, his daydreams were spoiled.  He was too excited to look at the Emperor's handsome face, which he might never see again tomorrow.

“Why not answer me?  Even looking at me like that?” ask Emperor.

“I was thinking, that your question is ridiculous. My heart is hard to turn.  It's not that you're now found rich, then I'll fall in love with you for treasure.  No. gabe.  I don't know why I wasn't tempted by all that.  Instead I will only be able to live with the person I really love, not because of the love of possessions.  And you are not included in it.”  Khanza smiled knot.  “Why are you asking me that, hm?  You want to test me?  You want to know if I'm gonna beg for love with you, do you?”

The emperor sighed.  

“Emperor, I need to set the record straight for you, that my father's arrival to your engagement party with Nana at that time was not at my will.  If I want your engagement to be void, I hope everyone recognizes me as your wife, hoping you will keep me, then until this moment I should still be in your office.  I won't stop hunting you either.  But no, Emperor.  I accept your decision to part with me.  We're done.  Okay?”  Khanza's smile widened.  She really looks like a cheerful woman, like without any problems.  Who knew that in his heart was planted a great hope of being able to love and cherish the Emperor?  Who knew that in his heart was the feeling of being able to hug the man?

Khanza seemed ordinary, but his heart was beating very hard.  What question is that?  Emperor asked for a referral?

“Your heart is Jihan, don't turn away from it.  Don't try to fix things just because you got tausiah from Jihan to fix your ruined household.”

“I have absolutely no advice from Jihan.  It's purely my wish.”

“Oh yes?  Very amusing.  Just yesterday you said that I'm a matre girl, and now you want to refer me. It's weird and it doesn't make sense. I felt like I was being tested or even having a test. Don't joke, Emperor."

"I don't have much time to do this test."

"Keep well your words earlier. Go home and reflect on your words, you are not talking to the woman you love, you are just trying to test your abilities, whether you are able to maintain your household, or can you change the vices of a Khanza for the better? Stop thinking about the challenge, you have a good future. I also want to live alone with my freedom right now." Khanza stepped away. Leaving the Emperor nailing on the spot. 

Khanza got into his car, driving at high speed leaving the club yard. 

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